Tuesday, May 31, 2005

Drugs :) (& where that takes me tru the wiki)

Im Surfing the Wiki & all this indredibely funny stuff keeps comming up :D

Wiki: Albert Hofmann LSD - My Problem Child
Dr. Hofmann discovered the psychedelic effects of LSD after accidentally ingesting some through his fingertips on April 16, 1943. Three days later, on April 19 (later known as Bicycle Day), Hofmann deliberately consumed 250 µg of LSD, and experienced far more intense effects (see: LSD for details). This was followed by a series of self-experiments conducted by Hofmann and his colleagues.
D: Yeah, I can Believe that :D Sounds like fun :D

He became director of the natural products department at Sandoz and went on studying hallucinogenic substances found in Mexican mushrooms and other plants used by the aboriginal people. This lead to the synthesis of psilocybin, the active agent of many "magic mushrooms".
D: RESEARCH is what they called it then a days, Research is what it took to be near the source of it all :D

Wiki: LSD
"LSD" is an abbreviation of the German chemical name of the compound, Lysergsäure-diäthylamid.
It was first synthesized in 1938 by Swiss chemist Dr. Albert Hofmann in Basel at the Sandoz Laboratories as part of a large research program dealing with ergot alkaloid derivatives as cure for head aches. Its psychedelic properties were unknown until Hofmann, acting on a hunch, returned to work on the chemical 5 years later.
D: So what did they put on the box under Side Effects? :)

Many clinical trials were conducted on the potential use of LSD in psychedelic psychotherapy, generally with very positive results. LSD first became popular recreationally among a small group of mental health professionals such as psychiatrists and psychologists during the 1950s, as well as by socially prominent and politically powerful individuals such as Henry and Clare Boothe Luce.
D: Sorry hun, I need to work late today.. The collors are SO bright - What did you say? - Nevermind, I was thinking aloud, need to go!

Studies in the 1950s in using LSD to treat alcoholism professed a 50% success rate. Alcoholics Anonymous, on the other hand, has a success rate of 5% or less.
D: THIS kind of shit they Never tell us :s

Hillarious link..Urban Legends involving LSD :D

Gotta LOVE disinformation & Panic :D

Wiki: MK-Ultra The CIA mind controll research
The experiments often took a sadistic bent. Gottlieb was known to torture victims by locking them in sensory deprivation chambers while dosed on LSD, or to make recordings of psychiatric patients' therapy sessions, and then play a tape loop of the patient's most self-degrading statement over and over through headphones after the patient had been restrained in a straitjacket and dosed with LSD.
D: Brutal :/

Gottlieb himself took LSD frequently, locking himself in his office and taking copious notes.
I can (again) imagine the dude sitting in his room, ready for another Trip :D

In one case, a selection of volunteers were given LSD for 77 days straight.
D: AUCH!

LSD was eventually dismissed by the researchers as too unpredictable in its effects. Although useful information was sometimes obtained through questioning subjects on LSD, not uncommonly the most marked effect would be the subject's absolute and utter certainty that they were able to withstand any form of interrogation attempt, even physical torture.
D: hehehe - I CAN TAKE A N Y T H I N G ! ! ! :D

Canadian experiments
The experiments were even exported to Canada, when the CIA recruited Albany, New York doctor Ewan Cameron, author of the psychic driving concept which the CIA found particularly interesting. In it he described his theory on correcting madness, which consisted of erasing existing memories and rebuilding the psyche completely. He commuted to Montreal every week to work at the Allan Memorial Institute, and was paid $69,000 from 1957 to 1964 to carry out MKULTRA experiments there. The CIA appears to have given him the potentially deadly experiments to carry out, as they would be tried on non-US citizens.
D: .. :s & these guys are a big force in the world???????

In addition to LSD, Cameron also experimented with various paralytic drugs, as well as electroshock "therapy" at 30 to 40 times the normal power. His "driving" experiments consisted of putting subjects into drug-induced coma for months on end (up to three in one case) while playing tape loops of noise or simple repetitive statements. His experiments were typically carried out on patients who had entered the institute for minor problems such as anxiety disorders and post-partum depression, many of whom suffered permanently from his actions.
D: SCARY!

Wiki: Mescaline
D: Aparently.. mescal isnt popular enough to have extensive Wiki info..

Nazi Human Experimentation Very similar to the above, only difference being they LOST the war..

At Auschwitz concentration camp, Josef Mengele carried out medical experiments.
Mengele's experimentation included placing subjects in pressure chambers, testing various drugs on them, freezing them to death, and various other usually fatal traumas.
..
The full extent of his work will never be known because the two truckloads of records he sent to Dr. Otmar von Verschuer at the Kaiser Wilhelm Institute were destroyed by the latter. Subjects of Mengele's experiments were almost always murdered afterward for dissection, if they survived the experiment itself.
D: The fact that it happened is an outrage ofcourse.. But even worse is that here s nothing left of it all! All those people actually Died In Vain just because one probably scared loser burnt it all :/
The LIST of experiments *nausea*


At Buchenwald numerous healthy inmates were deliberately infected with typhus virus in order to keep the virus alive;
D: OMG :s

Wiki: Compulsory Sterilisation
This is one of the "unhuman experiments" Nazi Germany did.. Do note that it was also done in the other half of the civilized world.. America & parts of Europe!!


.. From drugs to inhumane experiments.. What a trip :)

In the end, one thing to remember is ofcourse.. Wiki is BY the people & there isnt any assurance that its CORRECT! Ppl have tested it by putting up nonsense & checking back x days later.. It was unaltered! So Wiki is NOT by defenition right - Pitty!! :(

System of a Down - Violent Pornography

Everybody, everybody, everybody livin now,
Everybody, everybody, everybody fucks,
Everybody, everybody, everybody livin now,
Everybody, everybody, everybody sucks,
Everybody, everybody, everybody livin now,
Everybody, everybody, everybody cries,
Everybody, everybody, everybody livin now,
Everybody, everybody, everybody dies,

It's a non-stop disco
Bet you it's Nabisco
Betcha didn't know, WOO HOO
Non-stop disco
Bet you it's Nabisco
Betcha didn't know, WOO HOO
Non-stop disco
Betcha didn't know
Betcha didn't know
Non-stop disco
Betcha didn't know
Betcha didn't know
Betcha didn't know

Everybody, everybody, everybody livin now,
Everybody, everybody, everybody fucks,
Everybody, everybody, everybody livin now,
Everybody, everybody, everybody sucks,
Everybody, everybody, everybody livin now,
Everybody, everybody, everybody dies,
Everybody, everybody, everybody livin now,
Everybody, everybody, everybody cries,

It's a non-stop disco
Bet you it's Nabisco
Betcha didn't know, WOO HOO
Non-stop disco
Bet you it's Nabisco
Betcha didn't know,WOO HOO
Non-stop disco
Betcha didn't know
Betcha didn't know
Non-stop disco
Betcha didn't know
Betcha didn't know
Betcha didn't know

It's a violent pornography,
Choking chicks and sodomy,
The kinda shit you get on your TV.
It's a violent pornography,
Choking chicks and sodomy,
The kinda shit you get on your TV,

Everybody, everybody, everybody livin now,
Everybody, everybody, everybody sucks,
Everybody, everybody, everybody livin now,
Everybody, everybody, everybody fucks,
Everybody, everybody, everybody livin now,
Everybody, everybody, everybody dies,
Everybody, everybody, everybody livin now,
Everybody, everybody, everybody cries,

It's a non-stop disco
Bet you it's Nabisco
Betcha didn't know, WOO HOO
Non-stop disco
Bet you it's Nabisco
Betcha didn't know, WOO HOO
Non-stop disco
Betcha didn't know
Betcha didn't know
Non-stop disco
Betcha didn't know
Betcha didn't know
Betcha didn't know

It's a violent pornography,
Choking chicks and sodomy,
The kinda shit you get on your TV,
It's a violent pornography,
Choking chicks and sodomy,
The kinda shit that's on your TV,
It's a violent pornography,
Choking chicks and sodomy,
The kinda shit that's on your TV,
It's on the TV
Fuck
Turn off your TV,
Can you say "brainwashing"

B, b, b, brainwashing

It's a non-stop disco


EVIL lyrics :D Simple but Truely EVIL :D hehehe

What if my boyfriend wanks off to Internet porno when I'm away?

Another GREAT article brought to you by the american PPl :)

I feel like i'm reading the "ask tinny" column in about ANY teenage magazine :D

Hillarious! The creativety, the solutions..
could you incorporate something about his Internet sexuality into your sexual relations? Could you, for example, communicate on computers via instant messaging within your home, then turn that into an actual sexual encounter?
GOTTA apreciate the creativety!!

:)

Hellboy



On general request..
Last year in spain.. THIS is what I looked like after one day at the beach!

Heaven :D

FLame

I like how that one turned out :)

Sleep now!

Cds..

I bought some cds today..

Gorillaz - Gorillaz
Gorillaz - Demon Days
System of a Down - Mezmerize

& they re all GREAT :)
I love 'em!!

Stencil work..

I posted my Stencill stuff to my Dev Art scraps..
Checkit

I learned lessons & am underway to an improved RoD logo & a flame :)
probably on cardboard this time

Monday, May 30, 2005

Stencil

I gave it a try & already learned a valuable lesson :)

Dont try to have small lines that keep the holes together.. They only tear during cutting
& there MUST be better tools then a normal Stanley knife

Sleep

Call Mini first tough!!

So I deviated it :)

I just posted it.. Same as the other link..

First Try at a Stencil

This is my first try.. lets see what it does..
Next I'll do will probably be a manga typed face

.. I'm calling Mini at 3.30 ..
... I'll sms her first :)

Gr

I was supposed to play Mage today.. With Vleer, Bio, Stitch & Jack..
Bio & Jack were 45 minutes late
Vleer & Stitch canceled LAST MOMENT (even after Bio & Jack arived!)
We arranged to play Mage about a month ago!

Incredible!
WHY do I even BOTHER??
FUCKIN hell!

I'm considering stopping that Mage thing.. Completely!
I mean, ppl dont even care to show up..

I have to say tough.. Vleer not turning isnt a surprise.. Its him.. & Stitch.. I doubted his being here on a Sunday from the very moment we agreed on Sunday!

Still.. The consideration still stands!



Positive is I got to play Warcraft - the Boardgame
But then again, we didnt even FINISH that!

Had a painfull collision with Bio.. REALLY Painfull.. Im not really sure if it was painfull misjudgement or dumb luck.. Agonising!

Jack had some of those painfull moments too!



Im looking to make Pray Stencils..
Starting off too difficult tough!
But I want to make something Nice to put on my snowboard bag..
I Hope it works on my bag.. (Burton Space Sack)

I also found a cool site today.. Stickers to put on snowboards.. Original Snowboard Art Looks OK :D Curious tough about the durability of it all

And in seeing that site I came upon the idea to have a friend make a Vynil sticker for the top of my snowboard.. :) I'll probably ask him to make the RoD logo .. 20cm wide.. ... or something else..

The picture I wanted in a Stencil would have been the BME elf but I recon that one might be too dificult to adjust to be a Stencil.. So I might end up drawing something myself! :)



Viva Sopranos!



Im a lil worried about my girl tough!!
She s not feeling 100%
She s got an exam tomorrow morning
& she couldnt get to sleep earlier :/

I want to call her ..
She was going to wake up but Im afraid I wake her an hour before she wants to.. & an hour can be VERY important! :/
I'll probably SMS her & have her sms me / whatever if I can call her..



I might go to aalst tomorow to get me the CD my brother gave me for my BDay.. Probably will.. & I might also get me some new "How to draw Manga" books.. There s two new ones.. They look worth buying.. Good books!

& I might go get my present from Vi when I go to Gent on wednesday.. I feel like .. :) I Really do :D

The plan would be to put the rest of my money on the bank.. I think.. ...
I dont think there s anything that has a high enough priority right now to spend it on.. I think..
Except cds.. The 2 Gorillas cds.. But Ill go get those with my brother's present cheque :)

& I LOVE the Maus book Mini got me :D Its GREAT!! (I finished it today, cant wait to read it a second time..)

Sunday, May 29, 2005

Birth Day

I m Incredibely gratefull for the weather on the 27th
If I were a lil more of a romantic soul..
Id say it was my dad's present to me this year.. A wonderfull day!

And if it were, I d only have one thing to say..
Thank You!

Friday, May 27, 2005

23

All day long..
Going to Blaarmeersen this afternoon to study in the sun


Chillll

23

Yeah.. 23
I'm 23 now

Old?

Had expected a 12 o clock sms shower tough :p

anyhwo.. 23 :)

Thursday, May 26, 2005

22..

Only 8 hours left & its 23 for me :)

Also..

My new line will be..
I know Im late.. its a long (and peculiar) story!

House of Wax

Oh yeah, I saw this one too..
a remake of .. House of Wax (1953)
altough it seems like its a Rough remake..

Im curious if it has something to do with
The Exotic House of Wax (1996)
:)

Instalation failed, tomorow s a new day
I got the book but didnt do a lot, tomorow s a new day

blah blah blah, but tomorow s a new day

I love my hon :)

Wednesday, May 25, 2005

what started out as a peacefull afternoon of looking for a fuckin book
Turned to be PURE STRESS

I was relaxed and now I'm fuckin stressed
For No Reason At All!