*tired* Yes that happens to me too (some ppl seem to be amazed by that simple fact..) I'm really gonna go to bed early today.. like .. eeuhrm .. NOW

I have cool ideas.. Gonna create me a RANT blog & a LINK blog, respectively titled "Dgn's rants on life" and "Dgn's links on life"
Sounds cool, doesnt it.. :)

Another small fact..
I hate being ordered to do stuff
People who try nonetheless may most likely find themselves ignored, as friendly as my mood permits (99% of the time in pure friendlyness, my black days are gone)
People who really should know better but try ordering me around none the less AND expect me to comply with a discusting sureness of their .. can be sure to be ignored, except if persistent, then they will be answered in a matter that assures them of mu discust.
My parents are the later people, so are some others, but usually, this poses no problem. Usually, this doesnt even bother me from my parents, except that 1% mood exception.

On another level, there are also 2 kinds of people, 3 categories.
The first kind of people are those who cant read my moods.. Might be anoying, but if these are my friends, they probably wont have any problems.
Then there are those who Can read my moods. Here still we have 2 categories, the ones that read right & read wrong. Those that read right & react accordingly are people I'll never have any problems with! Not even @ 1% moments
The other are Cat 3, those who read.. but read WRONG! A Dangerous category again, on those 1% moments!
And again.. My parents (my mom) are the last category, nr 3! (or Cat 1, but since they live with me, they re prolly 3)

What does this add up too? This means that if im having a lesser moment (might be im just tired like now) that my parents wont notice or misinterpret my mood, resulting in them giving comments (or even ordering me around) I do not want to hear and thus getting on my nerves.. A sad thing. Certainly since they do seem to expect I recognise their every mood (wich I am btw getting prety good at and at least I recognise a mood induced thing when I see one!)

Today I had one of those 1% moments.. What was the result? I was mostly silent & didnt feel like talking. Certainly not being told what to do and even less hear stupid remarks that I dont like hearing usually but just swallow for world peace sake!

This could have been a Rant Blog post.. But .. The rant idea certainly is Not a thing to do today!

I also tought I told dirkie i wanted to ride with him to the JH, but that we d talk about it before.. As often he forgot, leaving me stranded since my car is @ the garage, and making I could not make those important & nesesary phone calls at the JH..
But as most people would answer when im saying this in my 1% mood.. Take some responsibility for your own failing to and dont shove it off on other people.. Again an answer I DONT need to hear. I sometimes trust on ppl & if they fail my trust I do not want to hear that being of MY fault. But i'm starting to believe its wrong of me to think so. Somewhere I still dont think itis!

now sofar for my today's bitching.. I think i'm gonna sleep some!
Hope the cigare smell in my room is gone.. I vaccuumed some ashes earlier this week & since then the vacuum cleaner STINKS when turned on, and since I desperately needed to vacuum my room, there just wasnt any avoiding turning it on!

FUCKING DISCUSTING SMOKING ADDICTIONS
(for the record, those who missed it earlier.. I Hate smoking and ofcourse dont do so myself!)

But as I said, im off!