I had another set of interesting lessons these last days.. Sadly enough, interesting and painfull often go hand in hand :/

I had a very good day today, I did a lot of work! quit resourcefull
yet on the other hand I had a wierd mood.. I was over energettic wich resulted in losing a lot of time :/

I really have a problem in getting to bed at a timely hour
and it BOTHERS me

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I d love to get to bed at an hour that d be ideal for mini too
so we could go to bed at a time that d suit her better
instead of trying to stay awake & falling asleep before the TV :/
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Im awake too long & I sleep too long. Its by biorythm & its A PROBLEM! And really one Id like to solve really soon!


I now have an orchid next to me and.. its beauty .. soothes my soul.. Im a lot happier now that its so close to me. So within my sight!
I remember being a kid & my dad importing a container of orchids from Thailand (had a lot of shit with it too, but thats another thing) And I remember when they FINALLY arrived in the .. green house? .. the sight they gave. It looked like a wall of alien white flowers.. wonderfull! I'm going to try to find out what type of orchid it was and I'll probably get one of those quite soon!

We also need some more herbs.. Right now we only have Basil, but we should really get some more! Pitty we dont have all THAT much space for hundreds of plants :)

I might want a green house in the yard in some years! I just LOVE fresh carrots, fresh from the earth!

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Those moments really lay far behind me now

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This is probably what old people feel when they remember past times / their youth

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sad

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