Monday, November 29, 2004

Expeditie Robinson (Surviver)

The right person won!
Viva Frank

Sometimes things happen that are so unbelievable and beautiful..
I hope I dont wake up!!!!!!

whiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii :)

Sunday, November 28, 2004

Weekend was EVIL!
Live wat TOO COOL :D
and I'm EXTREMELY happy on a personal level :)

Bag 's unpacked..
SHOWER!

Thursday, November 25, 2004

Sleeeeep
tough i'm not quite finished, still have some FFin questions! aarghl

whii another fun phonecall :)
Im really starting to love those calls.. lol

My hear smells all fresh & stuff :)

My second senseo, with sugar..
Rush Here I Come :D
good coz I still got some work to do :/

My back is still painfull

I missed my train earlier today

I saw someone online earlier today I really hadnt seen in a LONG time!! It felt GOOD to talk to her! REALLY good! Im glad she s on my list!
Magic doesnt seem to fade over time!
Luckilly

I made arangements with John to go to the sauna next week & to go out the week after, accidently on Kristalnacht so - Its A Partaai!

LaLaLa


.. we turned away from instant stuff ..

pf, I should Get Crackin!
but :s aarghl

GET WORKING NOW!!!!!
:)
lol
I should really sleep

But so, Work!

Wednesday, November 24, 2004

Dreadies

DAMN I HATE WET DREADIES!
Its like you ve got 2 kg of extra hair!

Im amazed at the wonderfull job Vi did on the back of mu head tough.. Its GREAT
Cant wait for her to do the rest too :)

whii :)

had a fun phone call with Vi..
I d love to do that more often
I d love to do so much things so many times, dont we all..
lol

Went to Gent today
some RoD stuff..
and :D the Machiavelli expansion :D GREAT GAME!! and The tesmimony of Jacob Hollow Looks like a very moody game
I look forward to trying them both :)
hehe

:s I'm easilly tired these days :( its a backlash from being sick I guess. I was tired from a small walk ik gent (tough not all would consider that a small walk :D) I m planning on going to bed now anyway :)

Tomorow is RoD day.. I have tons of work & since im recuperating today, I havent found the time to actually DO it. I have another problem tough.. I dont have cool pants to wear on RoD :( Its a PROBLEM!! & I dont feel like prancing around in Kilt!!

watched the end of LotR2 expanded ed today while calling.. Some cool additional scenes! Scenes that really Added to the whole & the story of the movie.. & funny too

I really feel like trying Jacob Hollow!! Maybe tomorow afternoon with my bro

guess im off to bed now..
sleepaah :D

-.-

Tuesday, November 23, 2004

Differences

Geographical social differences
this is an interesting article (tnx to BME) about "rebel" youth in japan
a huge difference from here!

noticed another interesting difference in Shell's blog

im feeling curiously happy in a way..
My head getting screwed by feeling sick?

had a countra productive day
some RoD stuff (cool)
and I answered some long overdue RoD questions..

an important chat with Tom.. (about his RoD char plans)

And now I need to have some toilet time & SLEEP
coz im still tired as hell
the kind of tired I normally ignore totally
but I have the feeling that right now ignoring that feeling wouldnt be The best idea!

I cant be too tired or sick for this weekend

so Sleep :)
^_^

Monday, November 22, 2004

Vote for DIRKIE and he ll make SUNSHINE come out your butt!!

Yeah!
Dirkie for President :D

I found out the real cause for my aching back muscles!
Ive got the flu :/
The flu always comes with muscle aches & .. well, with me thats always my back! (to start with..)

I'm at home, wearing lots of stuff, taking a decent amount of pills to make sure I get better before the weekend.. But I'm slightly afraid about what it ll do to my RoD work schedual..

The dreams I had this night :/ Damn! Sick shit!
I dreamt about .. unity .. between 2 ununifyable matters.. groups maybe.. trough a third rare something.. combined with my RoD concerns.. in somewhat of a post apocalyptical floating cityscape ..
If only I could draw well enough to put what I saw to paper.. I think it d turn out some freakyish material.. Working on it tough!

and now for some quality *lying in the sofa & watching movies* time.. :(
Gonna work some RoD later today tough.. When I'm on pills (antigrippine) I can manage to do it.. Might even go to school tomorrow! Actually I should because its Math!! and I also need to get some stuff from some shops in Gent..

Sunday, November 21, 2004

Shower

Hmm

hot shower did wonders
im going to have to watch out not to get sick!!! :/

*gets vitamins out*

AUCH

Yesterday cost me my back :/

Im hurting all over, I was afraid to move too much when I woke up!

It was probably the walking to the car in the blistering cold with a WET T (pure sweat) and a not quite dry pullover thats at the cause of this :/ Aarghl

Oh What a Night

To bed at 8.45 this morning, up at 12, given the week I just had sleepwise, I expected to go to bed early today!

Sooooooo, that was ofcourse without the party this evening :)
I had an EVIL night..
danced the night away.. From 1 till 5.30 Non Stop
and the last dance is one to remember..
Intense :D

And now its off to bed!
I aint doing anything but sleeping tomorrow!!

So kisses to those who deseve them (yeah you)



-.-

Saturday, November 20, 2004

My part of the breefings is finished (40 pages) and now its off to bed, 3 hrs of NEEDED sleep & off to explain my piece to 'em ppl - Yay

Friday, November 19, 2004

Sauna

For those interested..

This is where I went & I have to say.. It was Nice!
Fun Fun Fun & probably again next month!
(or maybe even next week! :D)

Next time I want to have all the time in the world tough! I had to be home to help a friend, wich is ok, but relaxing isnt really relaxing if you have to watch the clock!

Eskobar - Someone New

So is it goodbye?
Is it time to set you free?
Is it time to let it fly?
Is it time to let it bleed

We used to take turns
To cover up the pain
Deep below it burns
And the fellin' still remains

You're gonna find someone new
I really hope you do
'Cause I love you
And the sun will come on thru,
It's gonna shine for you
'Cause I adore you

Yes we gave it a try
But maybe for too long
Out of every sorrow
Another day will dawn

You're gonna find someone new
I really hope you do
'Cause I love you
And the sun will come on thru,
It's gonna shine for you
'Cause I adore you

And the road travels on
But I'm still near you
In my life, like a song
I will still hear you
Still

Sun will shine for you
'Cause I adore you...

A great song, always reminds me of breaking up with a Gril I still love very much. Yes, I broke up with her.. Why? Because I saw no future for us :/ We were different persons on a certain level and we were both missing out on life because eachother. And I dont regret my choice! She has a nice BF now (he doesnt really seem to like me that much tough :)) and she seems more happy than I ever could have made her :) So YAY for that & YAY for this song!

I went saunaing today
and I barely slept
and I decided to buy Weerwolven & the Machiavelli expansion tomorrow (viva 999 games)
and I still have loads of work
and I'm going to the theatre tomorrow
and I really didnt sleep enough last night
and BLAH :)

The second my iPod is finished copying the stuff to my bro's HD i'm going offline to continue working

Sayonara!
^.^

Thursday, November 18, 2004

yeah
gotta work for RoD
Mucho
so cya :)

Drank 2 senseos earlier :)
coffeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

Tomorrow Sauna time :)
YAY

Had a succesfull reinstall of Stitch s pc earlier today..
It is now Totally W2K :) YAY & I must say, it runs Smooootha :)
lol
No, really, its amazing!
& Now stitch ll Finaly be able to do Java, iPod and all the other things he loves on a more performant comp :) YAY

Now Sleepy time
^_^

Wednesday, November 17, 2004

Off to bed :)

Nice Deviant Art action.. Sending holiday cards to strangers in a hospital..

As I told someone today..
"The worst about writing is the risk of not being read"
He tought it deep so I tought I d blog it :)

Sleeeeeeeeeep
-.-

I had a very powerfull moment earlier today on the train. In Gent a girl with nice dreadies got on the train.. I noticed her and she seemed to notice me too.. Looks were exchanged. Tension was building.
One moment she decides to unzip the collar of her pullover unveiling her neck, masjestic in its nudity. THE single most erotic event in my life so far! The world started turning as blood rushed trough my body.. Incredible!
But ofcourse I didnt go up to her or whatever, no, I'm too shy in a way.. or to scared to get dissapointed.. She might have been prety young too.. Thinking that I felt old :s
This is offcourse only how I experienced it all & .. She was probably just wondering why I still had my vest on while fiddling with the iPod in my lap and what book I was reading..
Anywho.. I wrote three haikus as about those moments.. Written 3 5 3 instead of the normal 5 7 5 because of comment found on this site (tnx to Kaishi) And I must say.. There s more power in 'em because of the shortness.. I started 5 7 5 and .. it just didnt feel right..
These poems should not be viewed as one big poem but as 3 different haikus talking about different parts of the situation.
I'm verry happy with the result, kinda proud even!
Anywho, enough crap, here they are.. With their respective Deviant art titles and links!



Meeting

Facing seats
Returned praising looks
Tension Builds



Moment
Covered neck
Dazzlingly unveiled
Erotic



Backwash
Reluctance
Countless chances blown
Tardy regret

By me