D you know the feeling of the world crashing down on you, crushing all your hopes and wishes? I do :( an old feeling renewed again :(

Hopes and dreams..
everything you longed & wished for
like a leaf, floating on an unspoiled water surface
..
Crushed by an elephant

This quite rocked my world
up to the point that I need to reconsider some things, as always when i'm put in a situation such as this.. I dont like being unprepared :( but I wouldnt think of it before, because even the slightest chance of considering it an ill omen would have been too much :(