I am unbelievably sad

for having missed this monumental RoD 13.. Things will never be the same again. We'll miss you, guys! Its a sad sad day.

Its a needed sacrifice to succeed @ school, but this doesnt make it any easier! Ive given up a lot for this diploma.. But this might be the hardest yet.

Ive just missed the parting weekend of 10 good friends, 10 people of the RoD family. It already hurt when I had to leave after dropping mini off, seeing so much people arrive, people I d have liked to talk to again.

..
auch!

Its only now; now that its truely over, that I feel the loss!
Goddamned, that exam on monday d better be 16+ (/20) in grades or it ll hurt even more!


side note.. carouso is acting like A Dream :)