aarghl
ass morning
Positive side was waking up with Vi's voice
all the rest was ass
Luckilly I'll se Vi again this afternoon :)
YAY!
This afternoon should be Nice..
Thursday, December 30, 2004
For those days you just DONT feel like Blogging - Instant Blog Post
Today my boss was reading a book about homosexuality in today's cut-throat corporate world. He was quite touched by the whole thing, so he told my friend Mike about it, and he was all:
"Wow!.. No way! If I hear another thing about today's cut-throat corporate world I'm going to shoot somebody!"
But then when my boss got to the part about the homosexuality, Mike stopped yelling. But this morning, Mike's mother told me that the reason Mike was so freaked out was because he has a fear of homosexuality from childhood. On weekends Mike can be really dumb like that, but he wants what is best for me...
Link of the day: Country Shopping | Randomly generated by Flooble Instant Blog Post Generator
Tired
I blogged some
I wrote some
I downloaded some
..
I read some
I studied some
I chatted some
I called some
..
I Love My Girl :)
..
I got my car & payed for it
I ordered some stuff
I realised I need to put some paper around my gifts PRONTO!
I ate
..
And other stuff..
..
And now I'm off to bed :)
Wednesday, December 29, 2004
Rumsfeld says 9-11 plane 'shot down' in Pennsylvania
..
No big surprise..
Bitches
If its truth that is..
aah whatever
Fuck em all
Still can hardly believe wtf happend at the last elections!
Tuesday, December 28, 2004
Saturday, December 25, 2004
First off.. I succeeded in my "Resist MMORPG test" :) YAY!
I was normally going out tonight, but when we were going to start off, Nijdrop was most likely closed and Vi had already smsed me they were going to have a grils eve, so I had a Guys Eve (lol) with Tom & Dirk..
We played Jacob Hollow.. (Nice, still :D)
and Machiavelli - Dark ages! We FINALLY played Machia Dark Ages! I wasnt able to play it since I got it & we did tonight & it ROCKS! We did an all special chars game & that wasnt all too good an idea but in the end, we LIKE the new stuff! I'm looking forward to big (5+ players) machia games with 3 or 4 expansion chars :D The only thing I'm afraid of is that the expansion might be a bit much to learn to play the game.. Confusing for new players.. So if Vi is interested I'll propose we play the original a couple of times before throwing in the expansion characters!
The "cr4v1ng" blog (in dutch..) is starting up, 4 posts already - its Evil :D Let the bodies hit the floor! We ve got 3 ppl writing so far.. & more comming :D
Vi sent me a sweet sms.. *smiles*
I've got a bussy week commming up
& I think I made Dirk happy by working at the JH tomorrow..
and now Sleep :)
I'm already looking forward to seeing Vi altough I saw her this morning..
(I might want to appologise for my Grumpyness.. Altough she copes with it really well & doesnt seem to mind :) What a SWEETY!!!)
-_-
Friday, December 24, 2004
I did some shopping today, for Vi :)
Ken & mom's present were bought yesterday, Today was Vi's present.. I had mailed someone to see if I was going to be lucky, I got a positive answer & indeed.. So today I went & got her what I'm giving her.. I hope she likes it tough.. I had 2 possibilities, One I was sure she d be happy with and this one, with wich she might be happy .. or maybe she wont..
I'll know on NY eve!
I'm looking forward to giving it :D
I went to school to sign my curiculum..
Pitty the courses where HORRIBLY wrong, so I asked about it and it was a mistake, They ll make me a new one and I have to get back (only to sign it..)
Thursday, December 23, 2004
I had a small nightmare.. An annoying one.. Always shite when great fears surface and even worse if they re totally unsollicited for! I HATE IT
And I missed my train
Because I had to change my sleep timers
So I ll see Vi for half an hour less :(
And Im making her wait :/
And my mom just told me Ken's school called about his grades & now the mood is Totally depressed in the house.. And I dont feel like trying to get my mom up again since its a loss of time.. Effort / Return ratio is too ffin low
Luckilly I have a sweet girlfriend :) Vi just smsed me & .. Im the luckiest man alive :)
Wednesday, December 22, 2004
Tuesday, December 21, 2004
Free Anarchy Online
I discovered AO this week & .. I kinda like it..
its quite fun!
and tnx to their latest campaign its FREE too :)
And now that I'm playing again.. Im putting myself on a diet..
Less playing & more studying..
Ill figure out some way of getting the time equally well spent between the two of them
I heard Vi again tonight :) was nice! But I would have loved to hold her instead!
My mom turned 49(!! not 48 as I tought !!) today.. I think she had quite a nice BDay
We went for some food tonight, Nice Meat!! Really good!!!!
Paddys never fails :D
Im looking forward to seeing Vi the day after tomorrow!
I only had to miss her for some days, but still I wish I had seen her tonight! I really do!! And no, not because I'm horny, I just like being around her! .. Ok I feel like kissing and touching and .... her too :) But hey, cant blame me for wanting to.. She s SO NICE :)
hmmmmm....
Ooh & I started a new Blogger project :) http://cr4v1ng.blogspot.com (check reading link on the left) houses a new dutch speaking storytelling collective.. We all write parts of the story whenever we feel like it & come to a nice & bigass story :) YAAAY!! :) Im looking forward to it, tough some more ppl need to subscribe..
Off to bed!
lata!
Monday, December 20, 2004
Books about Stress & People
Author: Dr. Salvatore R. Maddi
Book: Resilience at Work
Author: Dr. Robert M. Sapolsky
Book: Why Zebras Don't Get Ulcers
Author: Dr. Robert Brooks
Book: The Power of Resilience
Its something about stress & people & stuff..
My Life.. :)
I spent wonderfull time with Vi, just having fun, watching movies, ..
I saw Blade Trinity & Oceans twelve.. Nice!
& I went to see Within Temptation today..
I just got a free Anarchy Online account :) YAY
I do need to study some more
I should have gotten my mom something for TODAY instead of Wednesday :/
The school board is .. a fuckin war room :s We mods dont agree on the policy.. Evilness :s
I need some sleep
But all n all :) I feel Happy again! I finally found someone Nice who feels and acts the same way I do! Feels Nice, Dreamy!!
Friday, December 17, 2004
I was Ordered to eat a spider or "take this Quiz"
3 Names you go by:
3 screen names you have:
3 things you like about yourself:
3 things you hate/dislike about yourself:
3 parts of your heritage:
3 things that scare you:
3 of your everyday essentials
3 things you are wearing right now
3 of your favorite bands/artists
3 of your favorite songs at present:
3 things you want to try in the next 12 months
3 things you want in a relationship
2 truths and a lie
3 physical things about the opposite or same sex that appeals to you
3 things you just can't do
3 of your favorite hobbies
3 things you want to do really badly right now
3 careers you're considering
3 places you want to go on vacation
3 kids names:
3 things you want to do before you die
3 people who have to take this quiz now or eat a spider!
..
Does just posting it count for taking it?
Coz I might choose the spider if I actually have to fill it in! (I did try!!!)
Soprano Underwear
I started looking for this tnx to Shell.. Looks Nice :)
"Fuhgetaboutit" Tank Top & "Property Of The BaddaBing Club" Panties
Evil :D
I had a DREAMY evening yesterday evening & a beautifull awakening this morning! I love waking up next to Vi :) (Tough the blanket was bigger than I tought it was :/ Not that it mattered since the room temperature was quite satisfactory :))
I promissed a link to the xVid codec & here it is :)
I was going to put up this explenation, but sadly enough it wont work since its source only (tough I was under the impression that it had a compiled Windows version too.. The xVid.org Download Page where one can find the Zipfile wich contains the xvid.inf that should be installed and can be found in the "/xvidcore-1.0.2/vfw/bin" map :)
So here s the RIGHT link The xVid installer from Nic's XviD Binaries & Paraphernalia ;)
(But if you want (or if it acts freaky :/) I'll install it :) Kiss!)
And now time for work & other stuff.. :)
Thursday, December 16, 2004
A watched kettle does not boil
& this one is far from boiling!
Moving data from the iPod to make place
Moving data to the iPod to fill the newly made space
doing some song maintenance (like those annoying cencured Cypress Hill songs - I Have No Clue how I got those since my cd is Totally uncencored. Wich btw made me go MAD! If you Joyfully curse along all the lyrics & then discover most of the cursing missing - Annoying to say the Least!)
And ofcourse Adding my newly bought CD to the collection!
In the mean while tough, shit is still copying & I dont feel like leavin em all on for the night..
Maybe I'll go brush my teeth while waiting.. Its a Shitload o Data! DAMN My laptop's USB 1.0 :(
While waiting.. A realisation I had some years ago..
After my first larp, I had a whole new and interesting insight on how the world works.. What I first percieved as rigid structures, just existing and a fact of the world (like police, politeness, inter human standards for comunication, definitions of whatnot, ..) I then understood are only built by men, and upheld by us, the people living it. Even the people cursing "the system" can be important in upholding the structures. It was trough larp I understood that nothing has to be the way it is. That things are the way they are just because!
This ofcourse crushed a lot of my repsect and awe for some organisations but also built a belief that some structures are usefull! The normal example here (certainly for the youth of today - to wich I still belong) would be The Police! Realising their power comes only from our recognising them and thus giving them their power. A logical reaction (certainly from someone with the hate of Authororty as I am .. equiped with) would be to stop recognising that often missused tool of human recognision, thus eliminating a BIG weed in my idilic garden called earth. But in realising the aforementioned, I also realised that tools like the police are interesting to a certain level and needed in our current society (indeed, they would be abundant in another society where everything would run much smoother & ....) Along with the police came also a respect for taxes.. Most people curse 'em but I now understand their necessity wich makes it easier for me to live with their burden (yeah, in belgium you re already in debt to the state the moment you re born) This change in perspective .. made me in a way a whole new person! My views upon my surroundings have become much less bound by social rules and other things I now understand I can choose to ignore! A welcome realisation!! It made me in a way, the person I am today!
and so far the story of how LARP changed view on how the world ticks :)
Ofcourse the above could be but a bit load of proverbial drivle to fill waste my (& your) time.. I can do that, because I can choose to ignore the social rule that states that I should not waste your time And the rule that sais I should care & feel bad if I do.. Wich I btw Dont! :)
Feel free to leave comments about this all & certainly how you feel about the text & about the lil footnote after the bold text.. Im always curious for opinions on my views :)
The RoD meeting was interesting.. & quite fun
I had 2 great phone calls with Vi today! Really calm & peacefull.. Its so great :) I'm looking forward to tomorrow! I REALLY am :)
Kisses to my girl :)
& a sleep tight to Y all!
-_-
My Holiday Wish List from Villainsuply!
From the Lair section..
EVIL CASTLE LAIR - ULTRAMODERN COMFORT WITH AN EVIL GOTHIC FLAIR!
From the Traps & Torture section..
REALDOLL™ DEATH TRAP
THE WATER TRAP
From the Small & Medium Arms section..
SEBURO 10.375mm-GAUGE ANTI-MECHA RIFLE
ACCUKAK SYSTEMS OMNIKILL MULTI-DELIVERY RIFLE
From the Superweapons section..
BUDGET RAIL GUN HOME KIT
U.S. MILITARY MISSILE DEFENSE LASER
SOL ORBITAL LASER PLATFORM & CONTROL UNIT
POLAR ICE CAP DE-ICER
From the Doomsday Devices section..
PROP "DOOMSDAY DEVICE"
SELF-REPLICATING NANO-VIRUS
THE ULTIMATE FORMULA "X"
From the Miscelanious Evil section..
STROKABLE PUSSY
WHITE HOUSE COMMUNICATIONS TAP
VAGUE, PANIC-PROVOKING COMMUNICABLE DISEASE
OWN A SWISS BANK
From the Mengele Medical section..
HENCHPERSON CLONING SYSTEM
SPECULUM
.. yeah, thats about my XMass list :)
Just get me ALL of it - or Else!
Wednesday, December 15, 2004
Tuesday, December 14, 2004
Monday, December 13, 2004
Sunday, December 12, 2004
And so I had a difficult moment just now..
the whole leaving home thing flashing trough my head..
But after a difficult 10 minutes of rethinking the reasons and above all the concequences, now would indeed not be the time to do that..
And again the bitter knowlege that if my dad were still alive it would be possible - and probably better!
But now .. Its all about money and correctness..
Anywho, I'm happy that I was able to bite down the whole malaise, go to my mom and say the words needed for her to feel happy for the night.
And while thinking over that whole deal I had some rich & interesting insights about my mom and the leaving home situation.
Funny I get all this motivation over me again right now :)
just when I had a chat with Vi where I told her that leaving home would be nice but isnt something I'll do right away.. Because of the reasons I had to call to mind only half an hour ago to remind me why I put up with shit like that and dont solve those worries simply by leaving home and thereby getting relief on the part that only worries me and the part that affects both me & my mom.. The last mentioned relief would in part solve certain worries for her too! I think.. But in another way, I dont think solving those would be worth it for her.
.. Being cryptic .. is sometimes needed .. but not fun ..
This did professionally screw up my evening. I should simply go to bed!
AND it only aggrevated my other worries!
..
and yet the solution would be So simple
and worth the effort
..
but not worth of all the concequences :(
..
and so once again I decide on an impasse
where nothing changing appears to be the best solution
..
Maybe we should just cancel our regular phone in total!
I'll think about that..
Its a pitty it aint that simple a thing to do!
But doable.. Maybe..
..
Hmm..
Yes, It might be for the best
..
...
Another reason to leave! :/
pf!
It was fine just untill I stopped hearing Vi's voice :)
I tought about calling her again, but instead I'm here, blogging
I'll see her tomorrow :) About wich I'm once again terribly happy!
I really love her :) *smiles*
A Quote from Shell
In the 60's people took acid to make the world weird. Now the world is weird and people take Prozac to make it normal.
What a tought :) Genious!
Friday, December 10, 2004
Desiderata
Go placidly amid the noise and haste,
and remember what peace there may be in silence.
As far as possible without surrender
be on good terms with all persons.
Speak your truth quietly and clearly;
and listen to others,
even the dull and the ignorant;
they too have their story.
Avoid loud and aggressive persons,
they are vexations to the spirit.
If you compare yourself with others,
you may become vain and bitter;
for always there will be greater and lesser persons than yourself.
Enjoy your achievements as well as your plans.
Keep interested in your own career, however humble;
it is a real possession in the changing fortunes of time.
Exercise caution in your business affairs;
for the world is full of trickery.
But let this not blind you to what virtue there is;
many persons strive for high ideals;
and everywhere life is full of heroism.
Be yourself.
Especially, do not feign affection.
Neither be cynical about love;
for in the face of all aridity and disenchantment
it is as perennial as the grass.
Take kindly the counsel of the years,
gracefully surrendering the things of youth.
Nurture strength of spirit to shield you in sudden misfortune.
But do not distress yourself with dark imaginings.
Many fears are born of fatigue and loneliness.
Beyond a wholesome discipline,
be gentle with yourself.
You are a child of the universe,
no less than the trees and the stars;
you have a right to be here.
And whether or not it is clear to you,
no doubt the universe is unfolding as it should.
Therefore be at peace with God,
whatever you conceive Him to be,
and whatever your labors and aspirations,
in the noisy confusion of life keep peace with your soul.
With all its sham, drudgery, and broken dreams,
it is still a beautiful world.
Be cheerful.
Strive to be happy.
Max Ehrmann, Desiderata, Copyright 1952
Great text! Its a filosofy, a way of Life!
There aparently is a lot of confusion about the text tough.. So here s a page wich contains a link to a fully researched history of these great words!
Went to a play with Vi yesterday.. FUN! I finally found someone who ll go to plays with me :) She s such a sweety! And :) We re going for spareribs this evening :D YEAHA! (I only hope they do have veggy stuff too - Ofcourse they will, but still.. - not for me, btw :D Meat Baby!) And all this on the occasion of Anne-Leen's BDay :)
Now for some pre eat food (tough its an all you can eat thingy, but still.. I havent really eaten a lot today!)
Ooh & someone handed me a nice commic.. The drawings arent all that (sprites??) but the noir story is EVIL :) & its in the very tasty warhammer setting! Dwarf Lover
Thursday, December 09, 2004
Wednesday, December 08, 2004
doubt..
I have doubt in trusting someone.. when someone alledgedly does something that doesnt fit within the set boundries..
Then the boundries and the trust have to be reset to match that persons behavior..
Pitty, but good!
on lighter news..
I had fun phone calls this night..
Someone got some news and now he s .. angry - Maybe even hurt but since he can barely give his anger an outlet.. Anywho, the calls this night were .. incoherent and didnt really ammend to something.. Anger has many faces.. Tonight I heard a saddening face.. When anger flirts with agression, I can only feel sad!
But again, Time will tell its tale :)
I only hope it doesnt always have to be told at between 3 and 6 in the morning!
On happy news :)
I got a nice email from Vi & I'm looking forward to hearing her, but even more seeing her soon!! I only hope I dont go mad with curiosity :D In vain coz I've ALREADY gone mad with curiosity :D
She s such a sweety!!
Its a pitty people sometimes have to adress the negative sides in life too..
And..
AARHL I CANT GET MY iPod MOUNTED.. - wierdly enough
I'm running a new kernel now.. 2.6.9-R9 (Gentoo Dev Kernel)
But I should really pick 2 days to work on my box - non stop - so I can get it all sorted out! The list of shit I need to do to get it working as I want it is Sickening :/
I'm looking forward to tomorrow night & friday night! As opposed to this evening :/
ah well..
Ooh & also to an invite I got for the end of the year, during vacation! fun :)
Time for paper!
(and so far another highly incoherent blogger post)
I had a fun evening..
I helped Belle with her wireless home network.. Interesting
some much needed security so that not any wandering nitwit would be able to surf their internet
I missed my phone moment tough :( But I sloved it trough The Miracle Of EMail :)
yaay!
I dont know how I'll make it trough wednesday.. I just hope it ll be thursday evening soon!!
Monday evening was So Nice :)
Im recompiling my kernell so that I'll be able to mount my iPod :) And in the mean while adding some loop device support & other crap I need.. I actually removed some idle crap too!
Tomorrow I need to study! Really! Tomorrow and every day after!!
Certainly now that I've got my three kgs of books!!
My back felt better trough the day but now Ive gotta stop pushing my luck, so Sleeepy time
:)
-_-
Tuesday, December 07, 2004
Test My . Net - Tested & ok (within boundrys expected from a net test)
inetbench - untested
Hmmm
Chocolate mouse + Banana :D
My back is being shite!
I hope to start on my learning tomorow
Altough I have a work appointment later tomorow night :S
So I'll probably wont be able to start unless I skip math or a miracle happens, waking me up around noon instead of .. LATER :/
I'm off to bed
Ready for sweet dreams :)
..
*Smooch to the girl that deserves it!* (MY GRIRL :D)
^_^
Monday, December 06, 2004
happy happy :)
Had a nice day today!
dreamish :)
My iTrip has the frequency problem.. My province has frequencies, other provinces have other frequencies, guess its the point to find the one that doesnt have any other station anywhere :/
Im having a wierd moment.. :)
The world crashing down on me in a way..
Clumzy & all..
wierd
Had some food, it was nice
I'm gonna get me some books tomorrow afternoon, school books, long overdue :/ :s I look forward to learning in at least one of them.. Really curious about it - could be Mighty interesting!!
Tomorrow evening :) The last Robbinson (Surviver) of this year.. I'm going to watch it at Vi's place.. Might be a bit wierd, but on the other hand, YAY, Robbinson! :D
hmm Vi :)
*kiss!*
and now i'm off to bed before other wierd crap starts happening :)
Friday, December 03, 2004
ooh & also
I saw the whole Indiana Jones trilogy this month (Viva DVD - tough I have to admit Id have to see them again coz I kinda missed parts :/) and I just discovered that they re planning on a fourth.. Indiana Jones 4 (2006) I hope it ll be worth the name :/ Good news already about the cast.. "Credited cast: Harrison Ford .... Indiana Jones" So YAY we ll have the Indy everyone s used to :) (they can still screw up a whole load tough :/)
Asfor the other three.. I think I prefer the first..
I stumbled upon the indy4 thingy while checking if the credited Michael Moore is the Michael Moore from Fahrenheit 9/11 but he isnt.. He s Michael D. Moore the "Second Unit Director or Assistant Director" and "Actor" and "Director" and "Producer" of many good movies we all know and love :)
Damn, Gotta love IMDB
As some may have noticed, I've grown an addiction
Vi..
The greatest Highs possible :) An Experience to repeat .. over & over & over again :)
When i'm outa vi, I have to admit I'm not all that concentrated & stuff.. mind keeps wandering off & so on :/ But its worth it..
Lol
My plans for presents for dirkie are spoiled! aarghl
Ppl dont always seem to get that if I say that time and no later doesnt mean they can give it nearly 10 hours later !! :/
So I'll have to go tomorrow afternoon requiring me to change my RPG plans & ..
But there s always an up side :D
watched The Forgotten recently with Stitchy.. Dissapointing movie!
Im itching to see the Incredibles tough :D
2 hrs o math today.. the only two hours I needed to attend today - & one of the two teachers cancels :/ Wich was good in a way coz I was litterally falling asleep! Interesting lesson tough :/
I also learned that I have 2 exams in one day.. Math in the afternoon and Database shite in the morning.. I'd like to arrange a different date for the database one but on the other hand.. I dont want to mess up the teachers whatever by being a pain in the ass.. So I'll go talk to the school person responsible for all that & see if its a problem or not.. If it is I ll just take 'em both the same day!
Looking forward to tomorrow night! Dirkie s party.. and to sleep late all sunday :) Im going to Love sunday!! :) *giggles*
My Ipod is comming in handy these days.. Certainly with the iTrip I got.. Its a fun toy :D I only need to reconfigure it a lil.. one of these days :)
Yesterday evening was evil too
With John & all..
This is probably my most chaotic blogger entry ever!
Whatever :)
Blah
Thursday, December 02, 2004
Wednesday, December 01, 2004
Monday, November 29, 2004
Sunday, November 28, 2004
Thursday, November 25, 2004
whii another fun phonecall :)
Im really starting to love those calls.. lol
My hear smells all fresh & stuff :)
My second senseo, with sugar..
Rush Here I Come :D
good coz I still got some work to do :/
My back is still painfull
I missed my train earlier today
I saw someone online earlier today I really hadnt seen in a LONG time!! It felt GOOD to talk to her! REALLY good! Im glad she s on my list!
Magic doesnt seem to fade over time!
Luckilly
I made arangements with John to go to the sauna next week & to go out the week after, accidently on Kristalnacht so - Its A Partaai!
LaLaLa
.. we turned away from instant stuff ..
pf, I should Get Crackin!
but :s aarghl
GET WORKING NOW!!!!!
:)
lol
I should really sleep
But so, Work!
Wednesday, November 24, 2004
Dreadies
DAMN I HATE WET DREADIES!
Its like you ve got 2 kg of extra hair!
Im amazed at the wonderfull job Vi did on the back of mu head tough.. Its GREAT
Cant wait for her to do the rest too :)
whii :)
had a fun phone call with Vi..
I d love to do that more often
I d love to do so much things so many times, dont we all..
lol
Went to Gent today
some RoD stuff..
and :D the Machiavelli expansion :D GREAT GAME!! and The tesmimony of Jacob Hollow Looks like a very moody game
I look forward to trying them both :)
hehe
:s I'm easilly tired these days :( its a backlash from being sick I guess. I was tired from a small walk ik gent (tough not all would consider that a small walk :D) I m planning on going to bed now anyway :)
Tomorow is RoD day.. I have tons of work & since im recuperating today, I havent found the time to actually DO it. I have another problem tough.. I dont have cool pants to wear on RoD :( Its a PROBLEM!! & I dont feel like prancing around in Kilt!!
watched the end of LotR2 expanded ed today while calling.. Some cool additional scenes! Scenes that really Added to the whole & the story of the movie.. & funny too
I really feel like trying Jacob Hollow!! Maybe tomorow afternoon with my bro
guess im off to bed now..
sleepaah :D
-.-
Tuesday, November 23, 2004
Differences
Geographical social differences
this is an interesting article (tnx to BME) about "rebel" youth in japan
a huge difference from here!
noticed another interesting difference in Shell's blog
im feeling curiously happy in a way..
My head getting screwed by feeling sick?
had a countra productive day
some RoD stuff (cool)
and I answered some long overdue RoD questions..
an important chat with Tom.. (about his RoD char plans)
And now I need to have some toilet time & SLEEP
coz im still tired as hell
the kind of tired I normally ignore totally
but I have the feeling that right now ignoring that feeling wouldnt be The best idea!
I cant be too tired or sick for this weekend
so Sleep :)
^_^
Monday, November 22, 2004
I found out the real cause for my aching back muscles!
Ive got the flu :/
The flu always comes with muscle aches & .. well, with me thats always my back! (to start with..)
I'm at home, wearing lots of stuff, taking a decent amount of pills to make sure I get better before the weekend.. But I'm slightly afraid about what it ll do to my RoD work schedual..
The dreams I had this night :/ Damn! Sick shit!
I dreamt about .. unity .. between 2 ununifyable matters.. groups maybe.. trough a third rare something.. combined with my RoD concerns.. in somewhat of a post apocalyptical floating cityscape ..
If only I could draw well enough to put what I saw to paper.. I think it d turn out some freakyish material.. Working on it tough!
and now for some quality *lying in the sofa & watching movies* time.. :(
Gonna work some RoD later today tough.. When I'm on pills (antigrippine) I can manage to do it.. Might even go to school tomorrow! Actually I should because its Math!! and I also need to get some stuff from some shops in Gent..
Sunday, November 21, 2004
Shower
Hmm
hot shower did wonders
im going to have to watch out not to get sick!!! :/
*gets vitamins out*
AUCH
Yesterday cost me my back :/
Im hurting all over, I was afraid to move too much when I woke up!
It was probably the walking to the car in the blistering cold with a WET T (pure sweat) and a not quite dry pullover thats at the cause of this :/ Aarghl
Oh What a Night
To bed at 8.45 this morning, up at 12, given the week I just had sleepwise, I expected to go to bed early today!
Sooooooo, that was ofcourse without the party this evening :)
I had an EVIL night..
danced the night away.. From 1 till 5.30 Non Stop
and the last dance is one to remember..
Intense :D
And now its off to bed!
I aint doing anything but sleeping tomorrow!!
So kisses to those who deseve them (yeah you)
-.-
Saturday, November 20, 2004
Friday, November 19, 2004
Sauna
For those interested..
This is where I went & I have to say.. It was Nice!
Fun Fun Fun & probably again next month!
(or maybe even next week! :D)
Next time I want to have all the time in the world tough! I had to be home to help a friend, wich is ok, but relaxing isnt really relaxing if you have to watch the clock!
Eskobar - Someone New
So is it goodbye?
Is it time to set you free?
Is it time to let it fly?
Is it time to let it bleed
We used to take turns
To cover up the pain
Deep below it burns
And the fellin' still remains
You're gonna find someone new
I really hope you do
'Cause I love you
And the sun will come on thru,
It's gonna shine for you
'Cause I adore you
Yes we gave it a try
But maybe for too long
Out of every sorrow
Another day will dawn
You're gonna find someone new
I really hope you do
'Cause I love you
And the sun will come on thru,
It's gonna shine for you
'Cause I adore you
And the road travels on
But I'm still near you
In my life, like a song
I will still hear you
Still
Sun will shine for you
'Cause I adore you...
A great song, always reminds me of breaking up with a Gril I still love very much. Yes, I broke up with her.. Why? Because I saw no future for us :/ We were different persons on a certain level and we were both missing out on life because eachother. And I dont regret my choice! She has a nice BF now (he doesnt really seem to like me that much tough :)) and she seems more happy than I ever could have made her :) So YAY for that & YAY for this song!
I went saunaing today
and I barely slept
and I decided to buy Weerwolven & the Machiavelli expansion tomorrow (viva 999 games)
and I still have loads of work
and I'm going to the theatre tomorrow
and I really didnt sleep enough last night
and BLAH :)
The second my iPod is finished copying the stuff to my bro's HD i'm going offline to continue working
Sayonara!
^.^
Thursday, November 18, 2004
yeah
gotta work for RoD
Mucho
so cya :)
Drank 2 senseos earlier :)
coffeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
Tomorrow Sauna time :)
YAY
Had a succesfull reinstall of Stitch s pc earlier today..
It is now Totally W2K :) YAY & I must say, it runs Smooootha :)
lol
No, really, its amazing!
& Now stitch ll Finaly be able to do Java, iPod and all the other things he loves on a more performant comp :) YAY
Now Sleepy time
^_^
Wednesday, November 17, 2004
Off to bed :)
Nice Deviant Art action.. Sending holiday cards to strangers in a hospital..
As I told someone today..
"The worst about writing is the risk of not being read"
He tought it deep so I tought I d blog it :)
Sleeeeeeeeeep
-.-
I had a very powerfull moment earlier today on the train. In Gent a girl with nice dreadies got on the train.. I noticed her and she seemed to notice me too.. Looks were exchanged. Tension was building.
One moment she decides to unzip the collar of her pullover unveiling her neck, masjestic in its nudity. THE single most erotic event in my life so far! The world started turning as blood rushed trough my body.. Incredible!
But ofcourse I didnt go up to her or whatever, no, I'm too shy in a way.. or to scared to get dissapointed.. She might have been prety young too.. Thinking that I felt old :s
This is offcourse only how I experienced it all & .. She was probably just wondering why I still had my vest on while fiddling with the iPod in my lap and what book I was reading..
Anywho.. I wrote three haikus as about those moments.. Written 3 5 3 instead of the normal 5 7 5 because of comment found on this site (tnx to Kaishi) And I must say.. There s more power in 'em because of the shortness.. I started 5 7 5 and .. it just didnt feel right..
These poems should not be viewed as one big poem but as 3 different haikus talking about different parts of the situation.
I'm verry happy with the result, kinda proud even!
Anywho, enough crap, here they are.. With their respective Deviant art titles and links!
Meeting
Facing seats
Returned praising looks
Tension Builds
Moment
Covered neck
Dazzlingly unveiled
Erotic
Backwash
Reluctance
Countless chances blown
Tardy regret
By me
Cajou - Un mot magique
Il y a un mot que me emporte ailleurs
Ce mot enchante me donne des ailles
me dépose sur le cote d une rivière
le courant vite m emporte
des poissons me servent de compagnie
un drôle de voyage
En dessous de tout ça
avec ses contours tout ronde
celle que le temps les lui a donnée
un cajou blanc
mon mot magique
Im having an inspirated mood.. This is one of the results
14yo Bully busted for tattooing 13yo
WHAT?
isnt this a bit much :s
incredible, the things happening these days :/
Tuesday, November 16, 2004
Monday, November 15, 2004
Start spreading the news
I'm leaving today
I want to be a part of it, New York, New York
These vagabond shoes
Are longing to stray
And make a brand new start of it
New York, New York
I want to wake up in the city that never sleeps
To find I'm king of the hill, top of the heap
These little town blues
Are melting away
I'll make a brand new start of it
In old New York
If I can make it there
I'll make it anywhere
It's up to you, New York, New York.
I want to wake up in the city that never sleeps
To find I'm king of the hill, top of the heap
These little town blues
Are melting away
I'll make a brand new start of it
In old New York
If I can make it there
I'll make it anywhere
It's up to you, New York, New York.
New York, New York.. One of those songs that always gets me Happy :D These Little town blues :)
DAMN I want to see Ghost in the Shell 2 in the cinema :)
Its just one of those movies one has to see several times before getting the whole story!
I NEED to see that one at the theaters!
Having read the book, the story isnt a big surprise to me, the backbone is still Massamune Shirow, but the story was heavilly adapted. And its ok, its a good addaptation. It lays a heavier focus on the filosophical side. And digs deeper into some other stuff too. Ofcourse they had to cut out some of the original story lines, but its all OK. I feel like re reading GitS :) So I might do that for the next couple of days..
Im still glad I payed that lot of money for that book!
I hope they use the rest of the material in the book to make GitS 3 & 4 because thats what it ll take to have the whole GitS story in movies!
And a small one for the "Rise of the Robots" joke :D hihi
Great Great Great!
(So Vi, if you read this.. Whatcha doin the first of December :p)
Im havin a movies period..
Went to see AVP yesterday - Nice! 90 minutes felt like 15, that cant mean a bad movie! Ofcourse some parts are quite.. When making such a movie, consensusses have to be made, you cant respect everything AND keep a nice, fast paced action movie like this one.. But still.. Nice! AND :) They creditted Giger wich is more than certain Alien films did in the theaters! And Resident Evil 2 today *Goes to get his Senseo* .. Entertaining! ALl n all an OK movie. Ofcourse there are scenes where you dont have to think too much & better just dont think at all, but that doesnt get into the way of the entertainment, because, sometimes a NoBrainer can be amusing too :D (like "Zombies!!" they have "Its a nobrainer as subtitle") At times it actually reminded me of Zombies A LOT :D at first they re killing zombies, and after a while, a helli apears & they have to go for it.. Thats abou what Zombies!! is about :D Much better anyway that the "Man Apart" I watched yesterday.. Damn I HATE Vin Diesel films! The dialogues and scenery are always such .. CRAP! A Really Crappy Movie to my opinion! So.. that makes 5 movies in 3 days.. Not bad :D
Listening to Reel Big Fish.. If only I had known that that kind of music was called SKA.. That kind I couldnt really define, that kind I liked since I heard it the first time all those years ago..
Im looking forward to the next Whatever, Bite me set! We already have some ideas and I can already tell its going to be another awsome set :D hihi
Playing Starwars - Jedi Knight Academy these days.. Its been long since I played a game & the mood was there so I'm giving it a shot.. Its nice to be playing something again!
And ofcourse working for RoD Scenario.. Wich reminds me.. Got some work to do :)
Sayonara!!
^_^
Sunday, November 14, 2004
Friday, November 12, 2004
Fields Of Rock
With Rammstein (and Therapy? and The Rasmus)
Im SO going :D
altough probably not due to exams
Thursday, November 11, 2004
I Really hafta get to a doktor :s I want him to examine my coz Im going totally paranoid at the moment.. Annoying
I seem to have bit my lip several times & have now a very sore spot in my mouth, giving me annoying headaches
I'm also very tired at this moment :s wierd! I tried some deca tonight but the energy Just Wasnt There! Even the drive home was worrying (no alcohol / whatever whatsoever, mind you!)
I did some studying today :) Yay!
lets keep that up :D
and now to sleep my worries away :D
hehe
Wednesday, November 10, 2004
Monday, November 08, 2004
Time for some Spanish Vacation Pics :D
I first put 'em in a table but the center layout looks (slightly) Nicer.. But I didnt even like that enough to keep it! Click the picture for a bigger small version (I downsized them 50% when putting them online & the previews here are 30% of the ones I put online, so go figure the original dimensions :D)
This is a very funny picture :) It shows me in the middle with the girl in my arms and my mate Vinny on the right side of the picture. We have no clue whatsoever who those people were but we just felt like taking pictures :) I really like this one because of the happy looks on the faces of the people who matter & the face of the guy on the left in contrast. It seems he didnt really like the idea of two dutch blokes scooping away his girl for a picture. The girl seems to enjoy it tough :) The picture was taken by John.. Great moment!!
Vinny doing his Undeniably EVIL cornholio imitation! Gotta love this guy :D
John & Vinny posing with Cyril, the cool waiter at our fav cocktail bar, the Havanah. The place where we got shitfaced several times and THIS guy was the fav waiter! An evil seemingly Metal minded dude.. Piercings, Tats, .. and just a Really cool guy :D
Me, Vinny, John, Caroline and Stijn at the Malibu Club. After some drinking at the Havanah and at the start of our club fun :) We bougt a Bigass bottle of wodka that night & totalled it the same night! Toooo nice :) We had a hell of a night! The picture was taken by Stijn and the idea came from Vinny who was just slightly more drunk than me and john (and stijn and caroline .. together :D) KARAJ! hehe We closed the malibu that night and met some nice french girls..
One of our evening Banquits.. With in the picture Me, John, Vinny, Dirk in the back and Deborah.. Hidden behind Vinny and John are Deborah's parents.. You have to admit that Deborah is a Nice looking girl :) We had loads of fun together.. Even later that night :) Me & John are (ofcourse) focusing on the ever so important eating! Not to be underestimated!! :D hihi Vinny on the other hand is giving us his Seductor look :D
The Old School :) Our Metal Spot in Platja D Aro :) The place where we discovered Absinth, where we got our much needed dosage of Rock (I really need that once in a while!! and it got John to know more Metal :)) The owner was a really cool guy, lotz of piercings, KICKASS tats and a great voice :) His grunts and moves were half the mood :D Great place! Really. We re probably sending the guy a postcard from here in belgium, the likes of what he helped us send from there.. I'll get the postcards up here so that you know what I mean :) Really evil concept for those who need to write cards tough hate it and have excelent social skillz (ie walking up to strangers asking them to write anything on your postcard)
It was a Great vacation! LOVELY
Watching these pics really solved my dark mood!! It Felt GOOD :)
I do hope nobody minds their likeness on my blog..
I should really sms Deb for her MSN or whatever.. I really feel like talking to her again :)
And now for some well deserved but as always short sleep!
..
hehe, I know you re all waiting for it :p so..
Sleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep! :D
Sayonara
^_^
Mallaise
Pf
Im having a bad evening
I feel bad & I dont feel like having fun tomorrow night :(
bad!
I'm watching cheery (I know this word probably doesnt exist) stuff & it helps (Its cheering me up..) but.. :s
Had a talk with Kaishi & he tells me this is quite normal
As always its backtraceable to my dad.. I already tought so but he was able to give me an explenation supporting it
I'll probably go to school by car tomorrow.. Might be preferable considering where Sarah lives & ..
Sunday, November 07, 2004
Friday, November 05, 2004
And so I failed again..
Yesterday upon going to bed I decided to better my ways.. 2 hrs o sleep till the classes I HAD to attend :s pain! So I Decided to get to bed earlier after yesterday.. Starting today!
That was ofcourse without taking the meeting into account
The guys did seem pleasantly surprised at the contribution im working on..
I went out shopping today.. Bought two books.. Stephen King's first and second Dark Tower books..
They look.. challenging :) lol
I was told they are Very good, so, here I come! Its only 7 (seven, yes se7en) parts anyway..
I also bought myself tickets to go see plays, ehrm, a special student thingy (Triangel).. for Publiekstheater Gent and imediately spent one of the tickets on a piece about the sea, this wednesday.. Dont know the fuck about it, but im looking forward to it :D And to the next one, the 19th too :)
And some gas :/
Gretl seems to have had something for me today :s
I dont know what & am curious..
I mean.. she even saw me so, ..? :s
Viona called today, invited me to De Koer, promissed me she would sms me when she left, but its surely closed by now & still no sms :/ Nice :s
anywho, my soup s almost eaten..
I'm off to bed :D
Thursday, November 04, 2004
Stitchy was here several times today for his iPod..
It was fun & interesting
We were testing his new iTalk.. with HILLARIOUS consequences :D hihi
Discovered some new (& better) iPod software.. Im even considering ditching iTunes.. Nice piece of software, but better seems to exist!!
Up till now I was using podUtil to copy stuff from my iPod.. Nice soft but it didnt clean the filenames so I was dissapointed! (it required a fee & since I'm still student..) Then I found copyPod.. wich I probably wont even test anymore since I now have sharePod (ideal for copying stuff to my HD) and EphPod (a GREAT substitute for iTunes, and FREE)
I'm really considering using ephPod from now on..
Here s the links.. EphPod and SharePod both great and free software (I can understand wanting to make a few bucks but if I could I d gladly donate some money to these guys.. Id rather send both of these guys €10 and never even expect to only hear of them than send it to other guys.. Its a strange attitude, I know, but I sympathise more with ppl who just put it online for the sake of mankind :D)
I wanted to be in bed by 1.. Its almost 4 again :( :'(
pf & tomorrow class @ 8.15.. I dont know if I'll make that!
I probably wont :'(
I'm SO screwing up my front and back end :(
pf
I need to do some work, was planning on it this weekend & I failed :(
pf
Painfull!!
now, Sleeeeeeeep (this is kinda catchy or so it seems, as I noticed while reading *someone*'s blog ;))
Wednesday, November 03, 2004
I had a semi productive day!
Im glad hard is drawing again.. That sexy losers mailing list is paying of :D (links on the left for those curious for what i'm talking about)
Omg its once again INSANELY EVIL :D
Daaaaamn that guy 's a Genious :)
Humor really is a thing appart.. its an art
Even today I noticed the great timing that sometimes makes it all
(I noticed it in Friends.. The timing is pure Genious there!)
Had my gentoo emerge the world today too.. Lucrative thingy (i hope) Still got work to do tough, my alsa wont cooperate in giving me sound tough the kerel now supports my card.. Ah & .. I now have 2.6.9-R2.. Just when I installed 2.6.9 yesterday AARGHL!
I installed perCobol on my laptop :(
Its better than spending 200 euros on a wLan
tough we WILL have that one day!!
I discovered a great site with lots of free old movies & stuff.. Evil!
& I dont understand why I cant get my IMDB search thing added in Firefox!!!
and now sleep
Sayonara
^_^
Tuesday, November 02, 2004
Come to think of it
My dad would have had such a laugh at the aforementioned list
He was always laughing at my constant compiling since I got Gentoo
:)
If only he were still alive :(
What your choice of Linux distribution says about you
At the moment I'm using Gentoo..
Gentoo
* If John Wayne had been a Linux user, he would have used Gentoo. Gentoo users are pioneers, people who like to live close to the metal, and don't mind hurting themselves on sharp objects. Some feel that Gentoo users are simply lazy louts who always want to have a ready excuse for why they are not doing constructive things with their computer, other than compiling or recompiling the latest kernel, app, or hapless passerby. The official Gentoo motto is, "If it moves, compile it."
Who s John Wayne :s
Anywho, Call me a Pioneer, Metalhead and Sado Massochist :D LOL
Have I recompiled YOU lately? :D hehe
Also, I liked using Slackware, so lets see that that tells you about me..
Slackware
* This distribution is for those that don't care for the overhead of configuration interfaces, and have a great appetite for raw text files. No need for dependency checks, since they always know what they are doing. Especially important to Slackware users are the bragging rights of using the oldest distribution still in development. Plus the fact that it has been supported by the same diety all that time, Patrick J. Volkerding. Newbies should be cautious around Slackware users, because they will cut you none.
YEAH! Viva Raw Text configuration!!! YEAH! (I feel I learn most this way..)
And Watch me as I Cut You None! :D
Always funny to read stuff like this :)
Monday, November 01, 2004
God's just an imaginary friend for grownups
Nice quote from .. that movie I just watched :s Dont ask me the title :)
Games thing was nice! Missed the Machiavelli expansion by an inch, the WC extension isnt out yet, Zombies!! was indredibly expensive & I'm getting Lunch Money trough a friend.. Ah & the Doom game isnt printed yet.. In a month or so..
But still, nice day!
Food (Bali restaurant) was Nice! Much choice, much food, ..
Tomorrow is my Cobol day :) YAY
If all goes well I'll be able to complete the exercises in one day - YAY
if.. :D
Had an interesting chat with dirkie about the stuff bothering me at the moment.. Im in a quite emotional period :( Ken eavesdropped in on part of it.. I think he probably got part of it wrong, but there s no talking sense into him these days anyway, so.. :/
The computer room problem (me being unable to concentrate and him not wanting to acknowlege my problems of even give way to a solution in the slightest way) really weighs on me.. Things easilly weigh on me these days.. (normally nothing does!) What can I say
We just ordered tickets to the next WT concert in Gent..
My fav fruit is blogging again..
Blahb
Anywho, like I end every blog I write before going to bed..
SLEEEEEEEEEEEEEEP!
'_'
Sunday, October 31, 2004
So..
Yesterday I went to Hannah & Evi s play.. Nice!!
had interesting chat about the movie plans I have with John..
for wich ive been looking up stuff about government funding & i'm quite sure we can apply :)
Today I went to the Night of the Proms.. Nice! Shaggy was ok, Joe Cocker was Nice, James Brown was an act to Remember (!) As I said to my mom.. I really wanted to see James Brown! The only other artist I waant to see badly is Barry White.. But sadly enough he's dead already :'(
And then shit went sour :/ The bus was too cold, The movie was downright painfull (bout a woman with 2 kids losing her husband :/) and after that we tried starting the car & it wouldnt start :/ AGONY Tough Thomas brought te resque - luckilly!!
There s only one thing I find hard to understand :/ Howcome I couldnt get to Tom, Dirk and Kenneth!! I called them at least 10 times (each) & none of em picked up their fuckin cells! UN FUCKIN BELIEVABLE! I mean, Dirkie ALWAYS picks up his cell & the ONE time I REALLY need ANY of them to pick up their cell.. None of them do! THE FUCKIN WHATEVER! Its really beyond my comprehension! .. I really dont understand! Maybe because I was calling with my moms cell, but still.. If someone calls you 10 times, you normally pick up the fuckin phone, no? Figuring its urgent & shite!
Last time I was playing Kenneth called me, not wanting to ineterrupt the game I didnt answer my phone but when he called for the 3rd time, I answered just because he might have been in any trouble or whatever! But :s and of all ppl, Tom & Dirkie, whom I tough I always could depend on.. This is REALLY wierd.. to me :s
Trough the evening & day, with all that happened & so on, it once more became undeniable that my dad is dead :/ This morning when I woke up it was the first tought on my mind.. I was an hour or so in "slightly awake" state & it didnt leave my mind for a sec.. & then later on with the whole car crap :s Painfull :'(
But anywho.. Sleep now!
tomorrow games thing in holland, gotta be at JCs place at 9.30 to depart, so.. SLEEP NOOOOW :D
Sayonara
^_^
Friday, October 29, 2004
Upset.. I find myself VERY upset with someone. She probably doesnt even realise this, neither would she guess or even understand why but still - the feeling is there!
And from when I had it before.. Its something that burns all the bridges. Once I have it, there s no getting rid of..
I talked to Ashes yesterday!
We talked about death.. I told her about my dad (I had waited because I didnt think such news would do her good in the week she was having her lil darling) It flet good talking to her about it!
I'm updating my iPod some.. I had some mps waiting around.. 453 are now being uploaded - yay
Stitch is buying an iPod too.. exactly the same - yay
I was still able to surprise him with one of the easy things about an iPod.. YAY :D
Im so glad my samba is working again!!!!!!!! I missed my music
now just to get the sound & crap working
.. First some java & cobol!!
I figured out the cobol.el.gz riddle, but now it just crashed as it loads :(
anywho - YAY
Ooh.. I learned today that Andries started blogging - check the friends list & that my fav fruit on the web picked up her blog too - YAY :D
Sleepy time :D
Thursday, October 28, 2004
Emacs fun
yeah!!
*puke*
they really have good info's *rolleyes*
Got stuck with a .el.gz file I desperately need to use
& now I need to figure out what the fuck that file is, how I use it & where I need to put it.. and how & ...
samba is up again tough
I so need to get that all in line so that I can FINALLY get to my school work
I feel like progging Cobol but I m not able .. yet
(actually I already am but Id lack some comfort I wouldnt like to give up *blushes*
I'm on coffee again :/
.. reemerging xemacs & the sumo pack.. pitty clomo isnt part of the fuckin 15MB sumo pack *rolleyes*
..
...
.....
ok, I give up for today
I managed to get a wierd but relatively expected screen
so YAY
& ..
More Tomorow!
Sleeeeeep
Sunday, October 24, 2004
Dreams
.. I remember a dream I had this night..
or at least am starting to remember it
Seems that my mind s still in places I tought I left behind (gave up) a while ago.. :/
hm :s
The party on Friday was FUN! Really Evil
The games on Saturday were fun too.. First we played "Beer Money" - surprisingly Nice and then we had a "Zombies!!" fest :D hehe.. Played for about 4 hours & .. yeah, it was Fun :) I came close to winning in the middle and did a miraculous come back in the end, so that I surprisingly won..
Nice game! But I think Id rather buy Beer money (or lunch money or ..) than Zombies..
Im looking forward to tomorrows Robinson..
And now, Food!
Friday, October 22, 2004
school was ok
Not as interesting as I had hoped tough :(
Spent some money
Spent some nice moments with Anne.. We can still spend enjoyable time together. We can still just be together & talk as we used to. Its nice to know a girl who knows you & above all accepts you as you are! This on the other hand shows how I close myself in normal social contact. Amazing. At any rate, I need someone like that around on a full time base :) Not Anne ofcourse! That moment is gone for the both of us.. She seems very happy with her curent bf.. A nice match!
I finally have decent file explorers.. of wich 2 3d versions :) funny!
This means I can clean up my mess my home dir!!
I still have loads of work to do :/ GIFT, Samba, Sound, .....
RoD meeting was fun..
Sleep now :D
Thursday, October 21, 2004
Warcraft - The Boardgame (WC for short ;))
Cool game!
played from 12 till 3 with Stitch
Evil!
The game shifted constantly
Stitch had me at a point where I wasnt even sure if it mattered if we played the next round (but we did & the game turned around again).. it was Nice! And amazingly tough it looked bad at times, I even won (exhaustion race with resources & stuff..)
Has a degree of luck involved too
I kinda want more scenarios :D
& am looking forward to playing the 3 plyr Tree of Lordacil scenario :D
AND I'm looking forward to the expansion version!
And now, Sleepy timeaaah
Wednesday, October 20, 2004
The un easy feeling has gone, tough just beyond eyesighty.. anywho, thats cool
the pain wont go leave me be, but thats normal, given (much) time that ll ease too
& the malaise.. :/ well, that s not gone either but it ll take less time than the pain, so :D or at least I hope so
I'm FUCKIN bussy these days!
I wanted today to do some important shite (like school) but since I promissed jack to help Tinne tonight, my plans are crossed once again! Aarghl! I hope I'm able to do what I'm supposed to :( Altough I KNOW I wont be able to :(
I want to play WC!!!!!
And the next days will be equally bussy so :'(
Yesterday was fun! Onvrije Schipper, Polle Polle, Casa di Kaishi, .. fun!
Ohh, I just read Shell's blog & she copied the Bloody Long Questionaire.. Its interesting :D
Blah!
Reboot to my new kernel!!
& read some
& FINALLY get working on that comp I have waiting here!
ah & I might even put the sides back on my box!!!! :D
Tuesday, October 19, 2004
a questionaire I found at glitterplagues Deviant Art journal
IN ONE TRY..TYPE YOUR NAME WITH YOUR:
FINGERS: gert
CHIN: tgerrerty
ONE FINGER WITH EYES CLOSED: gert
CHEEK: tgert(tc
ELBOW: tgerrtft
LIPS: grrt
PALM: gertr
BACK OF HAND: ggert
NOSE: t"'(
TONGUE: gert
-----------------DESCRIBE---------------
YOUR HERITAGE: eh??? ehrm - Belgian?
THE SHOES YOU WORE TODAY: none so far (but probably Blue DVS)
YOUR EYES: No Clue.. blueish? Greenish? Red in the picture on my fact sheet..
YOUR WEAKNESS: memorising things
YOUR FEARS: losing limbs
ONE THING YOU'D LIKE TO ACHIEVE: to uphold the luxuary I like :D
-----------------WHAT IS------------------
YOUR THOUGHTS FIRST WAKING UP: Aaarrghl!!!!
THE FIRST FEATURE YOU NOTICE IN THE OPPOSITE SEX: Piercings
YOUR BEST PHYSICAL FEATURE: Lips (someone once told me.. long time ago - I dont believe her)
YOUR BEDTIME: ehrm.. from 10 at night till 11 in the morning
YOUR GREATEST ACCOMPLISHMENT: ehrm :s
YOUR MOST MISSED MEMORY: wierd enough my dad :(
-----------------YOU PREFER------------------
PEPSI OR COKE: They both taste like crap
MCDONALD'S OR BURGER KING: McD
SINGLE OR GROUP DATES: Single
ADIDAS OR NIKE: Whatever
CHOCOLATE OR VANILLA: Chocolate
CAPPUCCINO OR COFFEE: Coffee (as a mather of fact.. naah too late)
-----------------DO YOU------------------
SMOKE: Motherfuckin Hell NO!
CUSS: Eh?
TAKE A SHOWER EVERYDAY: during summer.. Winter, every other day
HAVE A CRUSH(ES): sadly enough yes :( Just one tough
WHO ARE THEY: Doesnt mather
DO YOU THINK YOU'VE BEEN IN LOVE?: Yes
WANT TO GO TO COLLEGE: I am in college
LIKE HIGH SCHOOL: I had fun there
WANT TO GET MARRIED: jup
TYPE WITH YOUR FINGERS ON THE RIGHT KEYS: Whetever key I strike is the right one!
GET MOTION SICKNESS: I used to
THINK YOU'RE ATTRACTIVE: .. no
THINK YOU'RE A HEALTH FREAK: Nop :D
GET ALONG WITH YOUR PARENTS: yeah
LIKE THUNDERSTORMS: A Lot - but not when I need to use the comp
PLAY AN INSTRUMENT: not really
------------IN THE PAST MONTH DID:/:HAVE YOU--------------
DRANK ALCOHOL: Jup
SMOKE(D): NO
DONE A DRUG: Jup (alcohol = drug!)
HAVE SEX: no :'(
MADE OUT: no :'(
GO ON A DATE: nope
GO TO THE MALL: the mall.. we dont have that all too much in Belgium
BEEN ON STAGE: Life is a stage :)
BEEN DUMPED: luckely no
GONE SKATING: .. no
MADE HOMEMADE COOKIES: Nope
BEEN IN LOVE: maybe yeah
DYED YOUR HAIR: No way :) I like blonde too much
STOLEN ANYTHING: No
-----------------HAVE YOU EVER------------------
FLOWN ON A PLANE: yes
MISSED SCHOOL BECAUSE IT WAS RAINING?: ehrm.. dont think so (its belgium, it ALWAYS rains)
TOLD A GUY/GIRL THAT YOU LIKED THEM?: Countless times
CRIED DURING A MOVIE?: .. no, I dont easilly REALLY cry
EVER THOUGHT AN ANIMATED CHARACTER WAS HOT?: I love Manga :D (asin YES)
HAD AN IMAGINARY FRIEND: ehrm.. dont think so.. eh.. AH! Yes :D
BEEN ON STAGE?: Yes :)
CUT YOUR HAIR: Who hasnt .. oh wait.. What hair :s .. Whatever, Who hasnt :D
HAD CRUSH ON A TEACHER?: ehrm.. kinda
PLAYED A GAME THAT REQUIRED REMOVAL OF CLOTHING? wierd enough not
BEEN TRASHED OR EXTREMELY INTOXICATED.. Several times already (auch!)
BEEN CAUGHT "DOING SOMETHING": jup *blush*
BEEN CALLED A TEASE: Yeah & I Like it :D hehe
GOTTEN BEATEN UP?: not really
BEEN IN A FIGHT: yeah.. altough I really didnt want to :(
SHOPLIFTED: No :) (actually really No :D)
-----------------THE FUTURE------------------
AGE YOU HOPE TO BE MARRIED: late 20s
NUMBERS AND NAMES OF CHILDREN: .. between 0 & 2 and ehrm.. something nice tough wierd
DESCRIBE YOUR DREAM WEDDING: .. :s
HOW DO YOU WANT TO DIE?: quick, painless, messy
WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?: Happy
WHAT COUNTRY WOULD YOU MOST LIKE TO VISIT?: .. ehrm .. Cuba s high on the list
-----------------OPPOSITE/SAME SEX------------------
BEST EYE COLOR: Blue (whatever really)
BEST HAIR COLOR: Blonde (natural pls :D)
SHORT OR LONG HAIR: Long hair
BEST HEIGHT: 1.75 :D (its an observation, not a choice)
BEST WEIGHT: not too thin (!!) not too heavy :)
BEST FIRST DATE LOCATION: first date ? :s
BEST FIRST KISS LOCATION: .. Anywhere really, its the person & the mood that count
-----------------NUMBER OF-----------------
NUMBER OF BOYFRIENDS/GIRLFRIENDS YOU'VE HAD: only counting serious ones, 5
NUMBER OF KISSES YOU'VE GIVEN: Who s counting
NUMBER OF DRUGS TAKEN ILLEGALLY: eh? ehrm.. 2?
NUMBER OF PEOPLE I COULD TRUST WITH MY LIFE: quite a lot I think
NUMBER OF PIERCINGS: 1
NUMBER OF TATTOOS: 0
NUMBER OF TIMES MY NAME HAS APPEARED IN THE NEWSPAPER?: No clue
NUMBER OF SCARS ON MY BODY: too much to count
NUMBER OF THINGS IN MY PAST THAT I REGRET: nothing that I'm responsible for
----------------FAVORITES---------------
SHAMPOO: Tahiti Black
FAV COLOR: red, yellow
DAY/NIGHT: Night
SUMMER/WINTER: both
LACE OR SATIN: Lace
FAVE CARTOON CHARACTER: .. Gally maybe, or Yoko..
FAVE FOOD: Chocolate, Tasty spicy food, meat, ..
FAVE MOVIES: Ehrm, difficult question.. The ghost in the shell, Moulin Rouge, Alien, James Bond, The Village, ..
FAVE SPORT: Snowboarding :D
----------------RIGHT NOW------------------
WEARING: Black Venoms, some Tshirt, Carhartt pullover
DRINKING: nothing :(
THINKING ABOUT: sleeping
LISTENING TO: The radio - Stu Bru
---------------IN THE LAST 24 HRS------------------
CRIED: No
WORN JEANS: Yes - Venom (its simply very baggy jeans)
MET SOMEONE NEW ONLINE: ehrm.. yeah, he was new to me online tough I already knew him irl - Tubby
DONE LAUNDRY: Nope
DROVE A CAR: Nope
TALKED ON THE PHONE: too much :(
---------------DO YOU BELIEVE IN--------------
YOURSELF: Yes
YOUR FRIENDS: uhu - yeah
SANTA CLAUS: ofcourse
TOOTH FAIRY: :s we dont have her here :)
DESTINY/FATE: .. no
ANGELS: I know some Angelic girls :)
GHOSTS: .. nope
UFO'S: yes (them simply being Unidentified Flying Objects, asin anything flying I cant put a name on)
GOD: nope
--------FRIENDS AND LIFE------------------
DO YOU EVER WISH YOU HAD ANOTHER NAME?: nope
DO YOU HAVE A GIRLFRIEND/BOYFRIEND?: no
DO YOU LIKE ANYONE?: Yeah
WHICH ONE OF YOUR FRIENDS ACTS THE MOST LIKE YOU?: cant put a name to it
WHO HAVE YOU KNOWN THE LONGEST OF YOUR FRIENDS?: .. Tom & Dirk I guess
ARE YOU CLOSE TO ANY FAMILY MEMBER?: hm.. close
WHO DO YOU HANG AROUND THE MOST?: ehrm.. John, Stitch, Dirkie, ..
WHEN HAVE YOU CRIED THE MOST: When Anne dumped me I guess.. No, I cried worse when my dad died.. Anne just seems worse because it was public..
WHAT'S THE BEST FEELING IN THE WORLD?: making Love to someone (not sex, mind you.. love!)
WORST FEELING?: .. my back to 15 moods
WHAT TIME IS IT NOW?: ehrm .. 5.13 in the morning
-------------------CURRENT-------------- -----
CURRENT MOOD: Sleepy
CURRENT MUSIC: Stu Bru commercials
CURRENT TASTE: neutral
CURRENT HAIR: Blonde dreadlocks
CURRENT ANNOYANCE: my right arm
CURRENT SMELL: neutral
CURRENT THING I OUGHT TO BE DOING: Sleeping!!
CURRENT WINDOWS OPEN: gAIM, Xterm, Glitterplagues DA, my Blogger acc
CURRENT DESKTOP PICTURE: Gunnm bg
CURRENT BOOK: Tanya Huff - Scholar of Decay (a ravenloft book)
CURRENT JOB: Student
--------------DO YOU EVER/HAVE----------------
A DREAM THAT KEEPS COMING BACK?: .. not that I can remember
REMEMBER YOUR FIRST LOVE?: Yes
STILL LOVE HIM/HER: No
READ THE NEWSPAPER?: sometimes
BELIEVE IT'S POSSIBLE TO REMAIN FAITHFUL FOREVER?: .. I do think so yes
CONSIDER YOURSELF TOLERANT OF OTHERS?: Yes
CONSIDER LOVE A MISTAKE?: no
LIKE THE TASTE OF ALCOHOL?: No
HAVE A FAVORITE CANDY?: yes
DO WELL IN SCHOOL?: honestly - no
WEAR HATS?: no
CLOSE FRIENDS?: yes
WISH ON STARS?: No
LIKE YOUR HANDWRITING?: ehrm.. I myself do :D
CARE ABOUT LOOKS?: honestly? yes I do..
---------------LOVE AND STUFF----------------
GAY? STRAIGHT? BI? NULL?: Straight .. altough .. isnt everyone slightly bi?
FIRST CRUSH: ehrm
EVER BEEN IN A THING CALLED LOVE?: yes
DO YOU BELIEVE IN LOVE AT FIRST SIGHT?: .. almost
DO YOU BELIEVE IN "THE ONE?": the one as in neo? (in the footprints of Lara & Jena)
..............ARE YOU A..................
WUSS: nope
DRUGGY: No
DAYDREAMER: .. yes
FREAK: some say I am
DORK: I'm a docter, scotty, not a damn dork!
BITCH/ASSHOLE: .. actually no
BRAT: .. no :D
SARCASTIC: When needed :D
SHY: seldom
TALKATIVE: sometimes
ADVENTUROUS: hehe, jup!
JOKER: .. I guess so
................LAST (THANK GOD)...............
LAST BOOK YOU READ: Chet Williamson - Mordenheim (Again, a Ravenloft book)
LAST MOVIE YOU SAW: The Village
LAST THING YOU HAD TO DRINK: Lipton Ice Tea Punch
LAST TIME YOU SHOWERED: ehrm .. Yesteday
LAST PERSON YOU TALKED TO ON THE PHONE: Stitch
.. whow, what a questionaire - lol
and now.. SLEEEP :D
Template Changes
yeah, so I did the changes (finally)
As you can see I now have a Title and a Link part.. Both optional and working
yay
I should really recompile my kernel.. Funny how I never them right the first time! Once again I added the annoying priority shifting crap, making my X feel very windows like under stress (but preform better in important processes because they get the most processor time yada yada best for desktops my asssss!) Gimme the "Everyone s Equal" way (best for servers & other crap TM) I'll probably even screw up burn processes this way! - dont want to find out! Anywho, its ANOYING!
Monday, October 18, 2004
Im tired
Today was a Successfull day!
The games fair was gun
I got myself "Warcraft - The board game"
We had an Absolytely EVIL place - We Impressed!
Ah & for the first time in my life - I saw Cosplayers :D (I mostly know the concept from the Real Life commic..) They were funny :D A very atractive elf as Legolas (yum) and a girl doing Lara Croft (yum) amongst others ofcourse :D And I should add that I was there for RoD, wich is a Larp organisation :)
OOoooooh & I drrrrrrrrrrrroooooooooooooooled on the new White Wolf gear :D "Mage: The Ascension - Ascension" to complete my mage collection (as far as Im interested that is, there s a lot more but thats just too much for me) and ofcourse the new "World of Darkness" base book :D SO cool :D I scarecely could contain myself - luckely for me the WC board game was cooler, so I quickly bought that one, before I could do silly stuff (like buying all 3, thus spending about €85 instead of €44)
And :)
Dirkie was absolutely Suprised and Happy with the ppl there (or at least he said so several times at different moments) Tough I said id drive him & in the end I got more drunk than he did (2 guiness in an hours (maybe 30m) can fell a man :/)
Wich on ist own makes it a succesfull day (the dirkie part, not the booze part)
There were a load of ppl, around.. easilly 20.. More like 25, but not 30 (you see where I'm getting at.. :))
I got Vi slightly angry at me today.. Ironically purely out of concern.. I might try to explain that to her one day :s I probably will next time I get to chat to her :) Or when she does my dreadies some day..
Met the cooles guy today :) EVIL dreadies - 12j old.. cool cool! Gave me hope for dreadfull employment too. A GW guy.. Bought me a HotDog too.. I was UTTELRY surprised he actualy did! Cool person!
Anywho, I'm off to bed, my back muscles hurt like Hell
& I want to read the WC - BG manual :D
Cu later kiddies!
Sleep Tight & kisses to the person who doesnt expect it :) (you can tell there s still alcohol in my blood.. Otherwise I NEVER would have written something as silly as this - Its my overly romantic self comming up again)
Sunday, October 17, 2004
Saturday, October 16, 2004
Did a sex check (tnx to shell, check the linx for her blog).. Interesting..
Take the What
animal best portrays your sexual appetite?? Quiz
Friday, October 15, 2004
Recognising XF86 for the bitch that it is!
AARGHL HOW I HATE WRITING THAT CONFIG FILE
Its such a BITCH
A Hatefull waste of time
& thinking that I have an operative version of the file on my regular box
Bweurgh
Facts in Love & Life..
I'm truely starting to doubt that I'll be able to dedicate myself to someone..
bweuh
omg.. Agony
Hmm.. coffie for my Blistered soul!!
I'm sick.. :/ Simply the flu but still..
Im doing my new Linux.. A gentoo & am now at the stage where I install a SHITLOAD of software (part one).. The next 24h will be filled with compiling & downloading.. yay
My former linux is broken.. One of my disks crashed and now its cripple. It was the disk with my /var, /tmp and swap on.. The tmp & swap pose no problem, but the /var missing is a BITCH!
Luckely it happened just now when I'm changing to Gentoo.. Otherwise there d be a whole lot of cursing right now :D
Ofcourse Id rather have my Slack box fully working during the transition period.. Im not changing my home disk till everythings ok anyhow..
Its annoying not being able to relate all the wierd stuff hapening to my dad.. Its agonising. We understood and had the same & right background.. Now that he s gone im left alone with all that. Now when wierd shite / funny shite happens (several times during my install today) I'm laughin here all alone.. One of the many moments where it kicks in :/
The worst form of torture is self chosen.. Really.. Its amazing what a person can put himself trough.. I'm deciding to stop putting myself trough it all.. Ofcourse, its normal I didnt decide this before, since every form needs its time.. Anywho, Im only trading it for another kind.. pf
I had a dark moment yesterday..
I have lots of dark moments to come..
Havent we all :)
pf
Had an interesting chat with a friend some days ago.. His words gave me hope altough they went against all I had concluded.. I dont really believe he made the right diagnose..
Spoke to Anne today.. Interesting! It helped my mood. Im actually immensely happy we talked! .. she s the person I can relate to most right now.. Because I know she knows the feeling and because I shared some of her feeling back when the trees were younger. Im really glad we talked
Sometimes I feel like telling people to go kill themselves.. This feeling is not new to me tough I had left it behind me.. Now that i'm older I understand the reasons better.. But understanding doesnt help the fact that I want to scream it in their ears as if that ll get it to their brain better
Dark Moods
I do think blogging helps
tough I hope in a way no one reads this.. The annonimity of Internet.. or is it :)
Hmm.. Emerging in two terminals.. why not. I'm installing tinycobol to my box.. I hope it proves a good Cobol compiler - Yeah, going retro @ school :D I hope the compiler proves OK.. Further installs (emacs & ..) will have to wait :)
How hatefull it is to wake up to your own soap
And now I'm off bloggin..
sayonara
Monday, October 11, 2004
Aliens was once again POWERFULL :)
Tough I think Giger could have done cooler stuff with the mother alien..
My body hurts from the festival.. Painfull
Tough it reminds you you're alive :)
No cobol for me tomorrow, I'll learn it from here..
& install my Gentoo with Coboll interpreter
I'm going to think about a small variation on Alanis Morisette's "21 things I want in a lover"
Original Text..
do you derive joy when someone else succeeds?
do you not play dirty when engaged in competition?
do you have a big intellectual capacity
but know that it alone does not equate wisdom?
do you see everything as an illusion?
but enjoy it even though you are not of it?
are you both masculine and feminine?
politically aware?
and don't believe in capital punishment?
these are 21 things that I want in a lover
not necessarily needs but qualities that I prefer
do you derive joy from diving in and seeing
that loving someone can actually feel like freedom?
are you funny? à la self-deprecating?
like adventure? and have many formed opinions?
these are 21 things that I want in a lover
not necessarily needs but qualities that I prefer
I figure I can describe it since I have a choice in the matter
these are 21 things I choose to choose in a lover
I'm in no hurry I could wait forever
I'm in no rush cuz I like being solo
there are no worries and certainly no pressure
in the meantime I'll live like there's no tomorrow
are you uninhibited in bed?
more than three times a week?
up for being experimental?
are you athletic?
are you thriving in a job that helps your brother?
are you not addicted?
...curious and communicative...
Im not sure yet how many things mine ll have but It ll be a List..
hehe
or maybe I wont - whatever
Sunday, October 10, 2004
Im only now fully begining to appreciate Alanis Morisette's song "Ironic"
Sometimes life really is
Im starting to miss my Gaim Blogger plugin!
Loading & posting times sometimes on the blogger site :s
I finished "Tower of Doom", the Ravenloft novel I was reading & have now started "Mordenheim".. Another Ravenloft novel :D
Rock Ternat..
Yesterday was Festival day :) Didnt start off so well by missing Caliban & Flip Kowlier (the first because they were only added to the line up the same day..) What I DID see..
Orichas - Only shortly.. ok tough slightly dissapointing
God Forbid - EVIL! Gotta get me some of 'em cds :D
Dead Kenedys - Old geezers with NICE soundz (& a funny pitt)
Machine head - Evil! Great pitt & all.. If only John hadnt CHICKEDED OUT (Wanker)
Kosheen - Great as ever, Dance the night away
2 Many DJs - Crap.. Bad DJing & partly also bad speakers
Starsky & Tonic - Crap.. Bad DJing & partly also bad speakers (We didnt even finish this)
A very succesfull festival day :)
I am hurting everywhere tough :/
Funny thing - yesterday evening was the first time Everyone we drove home with felt tired.. LOL!
Had some other funny moments too.. David came to ask me if I fancied his girl & stuff like that :) Cute! Tough he shouldnt worry & I just hope he doesnt!!!
In a way.. I'm feeling very .. right now. ".." because I just cant find the right word for it & certainly not in english (They just all miss part of the message) - Anypoop, its all but a nice feeling :( But Ive known it before & I'll know it again so I'll cope with it :D
& now time for food & ....
Saturday, October 09, 2004
I got WONDERFULL news just hours ago.. Several seperate things actually :)
One of them being a pic of the lovely Hannah Odessa :) Ashes' new born girl. She s beautifull :) That also means the birth & all went well, wich is SO cool :) I worried about em :s a lot! I didnt even tell about my dad yet :s I didnt want to upset ashes in any way so close to The Day!
Feelings.. Right now I feel..
Dissapointed
Relieved
Concerned
Happy
Envious
Woried
So very Alive!
Im off to bed! Early noon tomorrow :(
Friday, October 08, 2004
I guess deep down inside I really am very sensitive a person
but due to society I have a cozy shell, cushoning it all & protecting it all from society!
tough the real happyness can only be found trough the TRUE form
:s
What a revelations tonight..
It was brooding but didnt really come out till after the ride home
amazing
peace of mind is beatiful
I had a LOVELY night
I'd never expected it but still.. Lovely!
Tnx to David & Vi..
.. I had a wierd insight..
Its been long ago since I last had a Really active happy feeling :)
most ppl just cant cope with that but tonight in seeing the feeling, it sparked again..
amazing that I lost that.. Amazing & bothersome
Lets try to remedy this :)
& now a short nights sleep
Thursday, October 07, 2004
Ah yes..
blogger is slow sometimes.. making me not wanting to wait ergo not posting
School is ok
Private life is nice too tough I am bracing my feelings
I have a zero tollerance mood at some points
& I HEAVILLY need a shower!
Later on RoD & getting those Rock Ternat tickets to Vi..
ah & school work too
& movie time :D
Ah yes..
blogger is slow sometimes.. making me not wanting to wait ergo not posting
School is ok
Private life is nice too tough I am bracing my feelings
I have a zero tollerance mood at some points
& I HEAVILLY need a shower!
Later on RoD & getting those Rock Ternat tickets to Vi..
ah & school work too
& movie time :D
Wednesday, October 06, 2004
My fate in humanity has been restored
I met an Evil girl this weekend :) They do still exist! (except the ones I know, you know who you are :D) Really nice person! Saw her again this evening @ the afterlife, we had fun
I saw the "Set-Up" @ ternat today..
Nice place!
Im so done for :/ School @ 10.30 ? I dont think so!
& I really SHOULD!!
Sleep!
Tuesday, October 05, 2004
Im really starting to miss Dirk
ANNOYING!
The life was Awsome
The people were great & I had an overall Good time!
Met some nice people too.. A girl with a mind for piercings amongst others..
Nice
Had some interesting experiences too :s :D
Im looking forward to the next life!
Updating some iPod
Im out of the JH.. kinda.. The departure didnt really go as I had wanted but its ok.. The result is the same! Tough this unforseen way is in a way a consequence of my dad dying
I parked my car in his spot today.. Uncanning.. Really wierd! Kinda permanent & stuff! It will be good for my car tough.. I have some work to do on it & well.. Its probably gonna happen sooner this way
I saw Rebecca today.. Nice talking to her again!
Im so Tired :/
I slept 4hrs today & .. well.. lets just say the 8 hrs ive got comming will do me some Serious GOOD
I talked to Les on the internet today.. Seems she s gonna be in a TV program next week.. GOTTA tape it :)
And now for some other work & SLEEEEEP
Sunday, October 03, 2004
Thursday, September 30, 2004
omg.. AGAIN I am confronted with wierd american toughts..
Each vote for Kerry puts the U.N. that much closer to running our country. Do you want France or Russia to dictate our foreign policy?
I would like the world to be considered ONE nation, ONE planet instead of how much different countries! And still there are ppl saying & thinking Shite like that?? DAMN Incredible
The quote came out of the loads of hatemail sent to a woman who put the back of her head up on EBay to have ppl bid to pay her to have an anti bush tattoo on the back of her head.. Sounds a wierd and commercial thing to do, but I must say, she explains it trough her beliefs & .. yeah, i can respect her way of expressing it!
The afore mentioned comment is btw marked as being a negative comment (she doesnt agree with it)
Check the link :)
All & all a good article! The political note is a bit wierd at some time tough, but its ok.. I like the expression.. & I like the message :D lol (yeah, what can I say.. the fucker - Bush - is well capable of bombing any country in the world without any apparant reason, People like that ruling a big part of the world like America is just plain dangerous! A liability!)
Ah & for ppl reading this with Graphic skillz.. She s interested in cover up designs in case Bush loses.. so as she said.. Print it & start doodling on it :D Again, Click the link!!
& to all americans reading this.. GO VOTE! Its your RIGHT - dont let any reason take that RIGHT from you!
Ooh & I read that Shell is indeed a woman (not a girl anymore, so it seems.. - unless you still consider yerself a girl in wich case pls DO comment.. We re only as old as we are in our minds :D), 29yrs old with a 7yr old child :)
Went to Gent for my school thing to get some papers
had some fun @ chocolate bar & stuff
showered
Listening to the new Joe Cocker album (my mom bought)
Reading Akira part 2, the dutch version
finished Gunnm: the last order part 4 (Niiiiiiiiceeee!)
just ate some pasta
sleepy time
I should really update my template tough :/
I need to add the blog I created earlier
& desperately need to add the shellibells blog.. She seems such a nice girl/woman.. Read it :D
Wont be online the next couple o days.. School Breakin Party @ Johns tomorrow, Life this weekend.. Gonna be SO TIRED on Sunday :/
Wednesday, September 29, 2004
school was quite fun
Dorm Daze is a COOL movie
I finished my lates Ravenloft (The Enemy Within) Great Book!! Thrilling read!
Im starting on Gunnm: The last order
I hear Kirill 's latest cd today (at least 3x), Its AMAZING (get it!!! NOW! HERE!!!
updated my Ipod some
had a nice (& long) phone call with Larissa
Sleep now
& sleep late tomorow!!
Tuesday, September 28, 2004
so.. @ school.. I cant get Combi (meaning doing 2 yrs together) bc I failed for a total weight of 16 & the max for cummul is 15.. Asin BITCH :/
But I can do a Freaky heavy IAJ & to be honest its quite a relief since that ll buy me more space any way.. So IAJ here I come :)
I'm already feeling more optimistic again
I'm tired now tough.. I couldnt sleep till after 3, had to be up at 7 (leave home at 7.15, so..) and .. well it hurt :) So I slept for 2 hrs (hurting all over), then watched Robinson (I think its called Survivor in English speaking countries) and called some with Stitch for advice on my IAJ
And now, i'm off to bed, for an exhilliarating day tomorow (or whatever) The brighter side is that I dont have to be in lessons before 12.30, meaning I wont go to gent before 11 or what, anywho, I can sleep some more :) yay
The last weeks I have had the comfort of sleep.. I only NEED 3hrs a night to function 100% but I really enjoy 12 hrs :) hehehe
Oh & I got Gunnm: The last order 4 :D I'm SOOOO Curious
But I think I'll finish my Ravenloft book first.. Patience :D Wont be that hard tough since its a REALLY Interesting read!!
Im still really happy bout my iPod btw :D
Sunday, September 26, 2004
Pf
having a bweuh period
I feel I should help @ the JH but when it comes to it I feel more like sleeping or possibly doing other stuff than.. Actually I dont really feel like doing anything..
And we all know what that means :s
Im worrying about school & shite too
pf
Do I want to quit school because I feel bweuh or do I feel bweuh because I havent quit school yet..
I think the first option but I kinda believe the later..
Friday, September 24, 2004
Wednesday, September 22, 2004
Ok, so I made a mistake :)
The link posted below is Sarah's Fishermans Friend picture..
My last dev (stitch aproved by now) is Defining Reality - Eyes! I eddited it quite some times before I was happy with it, but this is it! The original can still be found amongst my Scraps
depressing period
My mood is down the drain
Watchin "Home on the Range"
even thats depressing
tough it has Mighty Funny Moments Yall Hafta Recon :D
The fact that they keep the dialogues the same every movie & the main setting & .. is getting quite bothering tough :/ The only thing that they change is the FUCKIN THEME! The Theme Music btw, isnt all that memorable either
The scheme has something funny & cunning (lol) tough.. Amazingly enough..
I did a deviation.. Check it out here! I donty know If I'll keep it on tough since Stitchy hasnt seen it yet & since its his eyes..
I wanted to take a long hot shower.. It d have done GOOOD but when I was finally ready to go, the family was about to go to sleep.
I hope tomorow ll be fun @ Gent :/
Dont know what transport I'll use tough..
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