Got out of bed, with loads of phone calls & smses
Realising I had a Mage tonight and hadnt done anything for it yet
Descending the stairs I heard from my dad that we had to be at grandma's for easter.. Ate 1/4th of a big cake.. painfull
Then Tom and I went for an Errant (cool word, no?) and now I'm ready to do some Mage preps!
And ofcourse.. Meeting @ 7 tonight for the 1May film Marathon
Saturday, April 10, 2004
Friday, April 09, 2004
I was waaay too long in bed..
from 10 (evening) till 1 (afternoon).. I only slept 1 till 1 but still..
my body hurts from being in bed too long
It was fun tough :) I did some reading, radio listening, ..
Yeah
Ooh & I had WIERD dreams.. Starring unexpected people.. They were nice, but Wierd! Really nice even :D
& now off to Gent for Clothes & Shoes (for dirkie)
Thursday, April 08, 2004
*tired* Yes that happens to me too (some ppl seem to be amazed by that simple fact..) I'm really gonna go to bed early today.. like .. eeuhrm .. NOW
I have cool ideas.. Gonna create me a RANT blog & a LINK blog, respectively titled "Dgn's rants on life" and "Dgn's links on life"
Sounds cool, doesnt it.. :)
Another small fact..
I hate being ordered to do stuff
People who try nonetheless may most likely find themselves ignored, as friendly as my mood permits (99% of the time in pure friendlyness, my black days are gone)
People who really should know better but try ordering me around none the less AND expect me to comply with a discusting sureness of their .. can be sure to be ignored, except if persistent, then they will be answered in a matter that assures them of mu discust.
My parents are the later people, so are some others, but usually, this poses no problem. Usually, this doesnt even bother me from my parents, except that 1% mood exception.
On another level, there are also 2 kinds of people, 3 categories.
The first kind of people are those who cant read my moods.. Might be anoying, but if these are my friends, they probably wont have any problems.
Then there are those who Can read my moods. Here still we have 2 categories, the ones that read right & read wrong. Those that read right & react accordingly are people I'll never have any problems with! Not even @ 1% moments
The other are Cat 3, those who read.. but read WRONG! A Dangerous category again, on those 1% moments!
And again.. My parents (my mom) are the last category, nr 3! (or Cat 1, but since they live with me, they re prolly 3)
What does this add up too? This means that if im having a lesser moment (might be im just tired like now) that my parents wont notice or misinterpret my mood, resulting in them giving comments (or even ordering me around) I do not want to hear and thus getting on my nerves.. A sad thing. Certainly since they do seem to expect I recognise their every mood (wich I am btw getting prety good at and at least I recognise a mood induced thing when I see one!)
Today I had one of those 1% moments.. What was the result? I was mostly silent & didnt feel like talking. Certainly not being told what to do and even less hear stupid remarks that I dont like hearing usually but just swallow for world peace sake!
This could have been a Rant Blog post.. But .. The rant idea certainly is Not a thing to do today!
I also tought I told dirkie i wanted to ride with him to the JH, but that we d talk about it before.. As often he forgot, leaving me stranded since my car is @ the garage, and making I could not make those important & nesesary phone calls at the JH..
But as most people would answer when im saying this in my 1% mood.. Take some responsibility for your own failing to and dont shove it off on other people.. Again an answer I DONT need to hear. I sometimes trust on ppl & if they fail my trust I do not want to hear that being of MY fault. But i'm starting to believe its wrong of me to think so. Somewhere I still dont think itis!
now sofar for my today's bitching.. I think i'm gonna sleep some!
Hope the cigare smell in my room is gone.. I vaccuumed some ashes earlier this week & since then the vacuum cleaner STINKS when turned on, and since I desperately needed to vacuum my room, there just wasnt any avoiding turning it on!
FUCKING DISCUSTING SMOKING ADDICTIONS
(for the record, those who missed it earlier.. I Hate smoking and ofcourse dont do so myself!)
But as I said, im off!
soow
got up at 7 (pain)
Picked up dirkie at 8
worked till 1, then put my car @ mark s place (garage)
A Long & Nice SHOWER
followed by some chat, reading
& UT 2004
I tried the other game modes today & .. maybe with more maps.. Anywho, T2 is Still my fav game! Simply because its such a broad game! It has SO much in it :)
Wednesday, April 07, 2004
Whii :)
the problem I had yesterday is Totally solved :D
I got myself RealVNC, wich enables me to start an X & vnc to it :)
YAY!!
genious
Its slower, but if anything is wrong with screen, keyb, mouse.. I can still use my Linux tru SSH & VNC :D
Now just to figure out how to get into an existing X with VNC.. Its possible, KDE has it standard, but I want it more flexible than KDE has it.. I want to SSH & then start a VNC serv that can take over the already running X.. Yeah! :D
Still, the vast amount of possibility :D hehehe
Gent with John & Evi was cool & ammusing :D And I saw Eri, Rein (gans) & Tam all in 30 minutes @ Gent Sint Pieters!! :)
Went to the tattoo thingy to ask about the dreads too.. Costs 25 euros for the Wax (same price as..) and the can put em in too.. But at e50/h .. She estimated 4 to 5 hours.. wich means Fuckin 200 to 250 for dreads! Ok, ur sure bout the result.. But Hey! 250?? Daaaamn
So im definitely on for a Dreadfull BBQ :D *laughs at his own phun since no one else will*
But, to clip my nails & .....
Yay! Pole Pole was cool :)
I do have the feeling their Tequilla Sunrise was not very Sun Risen but on the other hand Very Tequilled :/ But they tasted Mighty fine :D ehhe
Hmm.. finding my new shoes online is not very easy.. They look a lot like these
but are not.. There s a slight difference.. I actually like the look of these better, but the comfort is just waaaaay to iimportant so estethics came second on this :)
Mine are Poema Repli Cat Mod I And heeere they are :D
yay!
Im really glad I found these.. They re just so nice :D
hmm... irritating crap going on @ Angelotte's LJ.. Times like those i'm glad ppl cant comment on what I choose to post! Its a diary, MY diary, I choose what to post & how to post it & one can be mad at me or reason that I shouldnt have done this or that.. But Certainly not tell me what to do or dont in the way her friends are doing to her now..
Any comments on my blog are always welcome on My Mail!! Dont be afraid, I dont bite (and if I do you wont be alive to suffer it :D)
Im really getting curious bout who reads my crap :D hehe
Tuesday, April 06, 2004
MSN is operational again..
I think it only took patience.. wich of course I DONT have so I actually installed 6.1 over this Grrmbl
But so i'm online
Booted Linux too, Do some installing & stuff, Viva SSH!
Just need VNC & then all is cool :D
Went to the two places they sell the dreadlock wax.. In "Street" I asked & they were out of it but they expected it next week (if she doesnt forget to order AGAINAH) She could tell me the price tough.. €25 for a jar.. Dont know what size exactly, but she assured me it was BIG.. She talked about the KIT too, cost €45 & the shampoo was €17.. And since the kit is $30 & the shampoo $7, and the normal sized wax $17.. (big one 25$) means that it ll be the normal sized one and that they sell that crap REALLY EXPENSIVE!! Gonna check out the other store later, they might be cheaper!
And they might even do dreads there.. Wich might be wierd it being a piercing / tattoo studio.. As I said, ill check it out next :D
And so far my trip to Gent :)
it was ok :) Bought me some Pumas.. Mainly black with a white stripe.. Its nice :)
Not really rain shoes tough..
The rain was less nice tough
Rain is cool, als long as I dont have to walk in it!! grr
But I magaged to get home & I didnt melt so so far so good :D
And when I got home I realised Ken had a friend over, a friend borrowing MY screen so that I cant use my Fuckin Linux - Grrrr
so its back to basics - eeuhrm - laptop for me :) no biggy, just a pitty I cant get on MSN :s Wierd!!
that Knotty thingy even has a retailer in GENT :D
Bodydesign Tattoo and Piercing - 34 Nederkouter, Gent, Belgium - Contact Ines @ (32) 9-233-0456
Street - Langemunt 18, Gent - Call Kristal at (32) 477-423-643
(or 2?)
And even MORE in belgium :D
So with all the dreadlock thingy.. I did some reading :D
Knotty boy looks interesting! Tough slightly commercial, but hey, who can blame em
Read their Nice HowTo and Read their FAQ
Really worth the read.. Takes some of the myths away too.. Like not washing your head helping you dread & stuff.. Your hair being wet & drying (important, DRYING) is actually GOOD for your dreads!! And they got cool banners too :D
& OMG, Check out their Children's Books That Will Never Be Published
Im getting more & more persuaded again, but the whole "Social Sacrifice" thingy is still worrying me. The Jh & JH related stuff will be ok, but the Making Some Money On The Side thingy on the other hand.. :/
& also.. The whole looking inconspicuous thingy ll be screwed too :/ :)
OMG, WHAT the FUCK is it with FUCKIN BAD collors Hurting my eyes!! First the fuckin waay too whiteness of GAIM, then the dread tut goes all Fluorescent BLUE on me.. JEECH!
Oh & looking for dreads, I ofCourse stumbled upon the very cool Dutch group.. Dreadlock Pussy
Even their site is cool.. They even Poll bout what their visitors use to Download music :D hehe (Kazaa Lite is most popular..)
For everyone seeking the TRUE internet experience without having to invest loads of time.. Checkout The Realistic Internet Simulator!! I got till 159 :D PAIN!! :) But Oh So true to life :/
hmm.. angelotte wont answer :'(
AND
she dropped her Blog for her LJ..
Eikebah, LJ!
still, pitty she wont answer
OMG!!
Drawing hair & now Shit has Hit the Fan!!
My Pencil is Blocked.. Its a mechanical refillable pencil thingy.. Grr
Talked bout Dreadlocks today with Sarah.. Is me having dreads comming closer again? Sure seems so!! But it limits is so much ways :s
Hmm..
de assembly & re assembly has saved my pencil :D
yay
its Operational agan
hehe
pitty everyone I draw seems to have a Major Bad Hair Day :/
& I have to keep trying if I ever want to be able to draw em AND I cant do the next chapter since thats about hair in movement.. :s
I think i'm going to do some reading bout dreadz .. might be interesting
Oh how id like to do a big & full manga draw.. poster size.. for my room.. & then try my hand @ grafiti.. hmmmm
Monday, April 05, 2004
Faces are starting to work out.. some, a lil.. :/ keep trying :D
Tomorow @ Doktors @ 10, then Gent for Shoes! yay finally
Aikido :/ im sooo failing to go :( its a real pitty but .. thats the danger of not being able to go for some weeks, then its hard to get there again! :/ But anywho, Next Wednesday if all goes well! (Yay)
I had a GREAT dream this night.. It was soo sweet :) It colloured my day! Really pure & wonderfull! Amazing
Read some also today
Pitty it was raining or I might have done some garden stuff
Gotta vacuum my room!! Really Really Really Really hard
moved everything out of the way, now only the vacuuming is left.. hmm.. then why am I writing about it instead doing it? :s annoying!
So anywho..
Vacuuming time (or reading .. or drawing .. or .. :/)
oh & I am DEFINITELY putting on some Barry White while at it :D
Yeaha
Altough for some reason I just cant get away from the comp :/ I keep on typing while my mind offers stuff to do on the internet (like browse some on EBay & stuff :/) annoying
But REALLY :D Vacuuming & shite
School Dress Codes can be SO entertaining.. Check this article from Middlesboro daily news I have NO clue bout where that may be, but still, entertainment stands :)
Lee School Board mulls dress code (4/2)
By Natasha Douglas • Staff Writer
JONESVILLE — The Lee County School board is now proposing a new dress code to be distributed to all schools. The dress code was handed out board members to review and go over at this week‚s recessed meeting. Some of the schools already have the dress code in place and is effective but it is not county wide.
The proposed code would apply to both students and teachers. Upon the board members reviewing the draft, it is possible that the board may adopt it at the next meeting in April. Superintendent Gary McCann said that he wanted to have the policy approved now so that parents will have time to shop for appropriate clothing before the start of the new school year in the fall.
Click Here for full Story.
its actually the full story thats interesting.. Thats where they specify everything..
Sunday, April 04, 2004
Interesting afternoon.. Gaim s ok, Blogger plugin isnt (cant figure out why), My char is ok (its very interesting altogether :) quite discusting in its oppertunities :D Moeha!)
so
The interestingness of my char left me with not very much time to get to the JH, I missed Eos wich was Very good, as I've been told over & over again, and De Egels was .. Not my kind o repertoire :/
And now im tired
& I need to eat
& I need to shower
& I need to make that Jh thingie
& ..
Anywho, FOOD
(I miss my Gaim Blogger Plugin!!)
Saturday, April 03, 2004
I already read some about body mod "parties" at home but the whole concept is just too.. :/
Tattooing parties take place in Columbia
Are there any parties of such in Belgium? And I mean parties where ppl come together to have something illegal done, or, just anything alike.. I dont think so :s
Hehehe.. Another amusing piece of news in the American Commedy news.. eeerhm Political news..
Boy Yawns, CNN Bumbles, Letterman Yelps (washingtonpost.com)
A Whole Load of Bitching about some tape of some kid Yawning :/
GET A LIFE :D
Hi.. As I feared.. I pooped Gaim & it doesnt look nice :/
This is what Gaim tells me about the problem..
Gaim has segfaulted and attempted to dump a core file. This is a bug in the software and has happened through no fault of your own.
It is possible that this bug is already fixed in CVS. If you can reproduce the crash, please notify the gaim maintainers by reporting a bug at http://gaim.sourceforge.net/bug.php
Please make sure to specify what you were doing at the time, and post the backtrace from the core file. If you do not know how to get the backtrace, please get instructions at http://gaim.sourceforge.net/gdb.php. If you need further assistance, please IM either RobFlynn or SeanEgn and they can help you.
So it shouldnt be my fault but still, im going to recompile some before actually whining to the devs :)
pitty it doestnt work tough :/
My radio is atm on that french radio station next to stubru.. LOATHESOME! :/ so after this the first thing to do is change it! grr
Also, before 9 this evening I have to make my WFRP char sheet, 2 posters for the JH & draw some & get some gaim working (either .76 or .75)
so see y all :D
Heya :)
Cool day :)
Some school (getting up was Tooooo difficult!!) Math was ok, this part of Math is doable.. I think! This time Id really like to succeed in passing! Will do some math in the comming weeks!!
Had the really wierd urge to chat with Sarah today! We had a fun time this morning (as far as thats possible with math & my morning feeling) and .. dunno
Jh was ok, Bar meeting went fine too.. The list is full again (Unbelievable!) and .. it went ok :) they almost fought for bar!!
More JH.. Saw some surprising girls today! A girl with a Labret Piercing @ the JH.. Wich is cool since I havent seen much of those around (and I Really like Labret Piercings!!) and another girl (really young one) that looked cool & seems to be really social & open too! Really someone to have @ a jh :) A Real JH kinda person :) Wich is cool since we really dont have much of those.. Of course by the time she s the age to really do something @ the JH, I'll be long gone, but still.. In my position its one of the tasks to at least be aware of the future for the JH :D
Drawing :) I did the expressions & they re starting to work out :) Angry s still difficult, but with practice :) Now i'm down to hair.. wich is difficult, but doable :)
There s a New GAIM :) 0.76 Wich is Cool :D Im checking the site as I type :D YAY My only concern is that i'll have to recompile the blogger plugin & I dont feel like doing just that, but I guess i'll have to live with it :/ :)
Today s been a very interesting day.. Did some reading @ BMEzine and .. yeah, learned a lot (Again :D) And YES I Will bore you with some links to what I read & found interesting :) First I read the Shocking & Disturbing tough interesting "The Raelians: Building Better Humans?" (Read it & read it all the way, its WORTH it :) But DO NOT stop in the middle, the end - below the sig - is Very important) Anywho, very worth the (long) read! (wtg, Shannon). The article starts with a refference to the previous post, "What can pierced people do for the mutants of the future?" Sparked by the story of the 12 year old being expelled from school because of her nose piercing. Interesting article, tough in the end it goes a litle.. yeah :) I recognise the anger, but luckilly I managed to controll that feeling some years ago (this is in no way meant as negative comments to anyone!!) I feel the end of the article (the "If you have a piercing, we will try and destroy you." part) kinda gives people a way to criticise the whole article! Its obviously angry and in that way, gives people an answer (altough an unreasonable & crappy one, but still.. One might say the author is exagerating - wich he, in the more objective part, certainly is NOT) The part after "Let me tell you a spin-off story as to why." is .. mostly interesting & possible but has too much of a scifi thingy going. But in its whole, its a Very interesting read!! After those, I ofcourse read some of the Questions & Answers @ Ask BME.. Interesting!!
But AGAIN its waaaaay to late & im still Tired (whats that you said, sarah, about not being able to recuperate all in one night :/ HELL NO *sigh*) So G signing of :D
Friday, April 02, 2004
Yessah, I Am Relaxed :D
Yesterday I went to gent for school, did some relaxing @ graslei , some more school & some mooore relaxing @ graslei (With John, Sarah, Tom, ..) Untill we all felt the urge for this years First.. BBQ!! :D It was great, fun, wine, MEAT (lotz & lotz & lotz & ..), Wodka :D, Pablo & Fun :D hehe! I crashed @ johns place (great place itis indeed), Went to 1hr of Math the next day (Sarah actually made it to the first classes @ 8!!! Insaaaneah). After wich we all went to clean up Johns place and.. Chill some @ the Graslei :D (agaainaah :D)
Yeah, thats life!
sun + relaxing + fun + ppl + graslei + bbq + ..
Hmmmmmm.. Its getting summer again :D Yeah!
Wednesday, March 31, 2004
OMG!! The leo commercial, where the morro whipes his mouth with the thingy next to it.. I just saw Eddy Murphy do exactly the same joke with a bear and a rabit shitting in the woods :D
Great :D
another great quote.. "the kid was only six years old, they couldnt have been too attatched to it!!" :D
yeah.. Eddy Murphy - Delirious, 22 at the time.. damn
Cool link.. Brainy Quote
The group of Girls I mentioned earlier (you know, the dumb ones..) are Hormonia.. Tooooo evil :/ I sure hope its just an Act. The music has some potential tough *ROFL* Do check the free downloadable song - their Single :D But as I said.. Probably an act :D
Boredom & nostalgia (hehe yeah, from a week ago) got me to check out the Hammer site.. I rode a Hammer board earlier this year & I really love them hammer boards :D The first I rode is now like 3j old or so, was 1j old at the time, but this year.. It seems I had a Totally new hammer boardy :) hehehe
Motion Series 158 .. Checkout the Niice graphics @ the pic below :D
hmmmmmmm.. Memmories :D
Gotta love the new Hammer art :) Its Really TOO Fuckin cool :D I mean, there s Manga (akira style), Medieval shit, 90s marvel Superhero style and the Cute Elf thingies :) (HYLEYN series)
checkout the HYLEYN elf art :)
watchin Eddy Murphy - Delirious atm.. Too funny :D hehe MUCH better than any movie of his!
plans for the evening.. Draw some more :) Read some & get to bed
Tomorow s dutch class, Early dutch class :/ And after that ist Shoe Shopping (yes, ist my feminine side - lol, no its my "my mom s been whining about it for too long, I give up, I fuckin give up, gotta go get me some shoes! Might get me some Pumas, dunno yet tough..)
Tuesday, March 30, 2004
Yeaha - Festival High :)
Put on some Spearhead.. yeah :) Cooooool music :D Chillin
Festivals.. My goal this summer would be at least these four..
Rock Werchter (GREAT list o artists!!!! Damn I want to see bowie!!)
Graspop (Great artists comming.. Viva Therion & .. ... ...... :D)
Pole Pole (GOTTA love the music - Dance all the way :D Beach & some @ gentse feesten.. Gabriel Rios :D)
Pukkelpop (GOTTA love this festival! Cant wait to know the guests!! :D)
So thats my list, thats my wish :D hehe
Drawing is dificult :/ Sad faces are OK, but the angry ones :/ SO dificult! One of these days i'll scan some & put em up :)
Reading "Death of a Darklord" atm.. 150 pages far (in one day..) Cool book!
and Now s about my cue for bed!!
tomorow s a day of grandma & garden :/
I feel PAIN comming :(
Monday, March 29, 2004
Mage went ok :)
the end was especially funny, dispensing Paradox & the connected Paradox Flaws.. TOO funny!!
And just now I had an interesting read at BMEzine!
First about Silicone Injection Induced Deaths.. An article about the apprehension of a guy injecting people with Industrial Grade silicone. Normally (in silicone breast implants) the silicone is contained in a bag to keep it together & .. These injections are simply "take a syringe & inject directly into the body" procedures.. This means that the silicone is free in the body and can not only be rejected by the body, but also that it may freely move! So you get injected in the breasts & some time later the silicone has sunken to your belly or legs or .. Worst that can happen is coma followed by death! I Mean.. Go Figure! And as a surplus, american society seems to have a new trend, like those tupperware partys, but without the tupperware & with 'beauty enhancing' crap, like those silicone injections, but also with a whole load of other fuckin dangerous products! A Concerning Trend in Society!!
The other article that struck me was about Circumsised men are les succeptible to aids.. Wich seems to me to be a typical example of how people can get any result from research they want! Asin you want your research to prove men love boysbands more than women, you do the right selective research & there you are.. Damn damn damn, men DO love boysbands more than women! Interesting that research like that (bout circumcission) is conducted now, at a time that Body Mods are getting popular & all sorts of people are freaking and even banning certain mods (Female Genital Piercings for example in ATLANTA)! After all, removing a part of the penis is also a (very old) body mod.. How convinient that NOW they discover that it helps prevent aids!! *Sigh*
Oy Oy Oy! Free Beer For The Punks !!!
The Expression drawing is starting to work :) hehe
The whole "deliver Koen's PC" part of my day was quite a problem :( asin its been delayed till tomorrow
& Im so glad I talked with me Dreamgirl today :) I feel so much happier now that we discussed our mutual situation :)
and now i'm off to bed (or at least almost..)
I mustnt forget to clip my nails tomorrow!! They re really getting waaaay too long! :(
lets call it .. a night :D hehe
Sunday, March 28, 2004
& the XP story continues..
I succeded yesterday, but today I still face the fun task of reinstalling all the crap.. Working on it..
Mage is another problem.. Since I promised to return something at probably 8.. Location s another problem. And ofcourse people.. But i might write that in full some time later!
I just found out that "Pearls and Pigs" is a Finish movie :/
AND :) I talked with my Dreamgirl :) wel, talked.. sms & msn :) And im happy I did, as well as I'm happy with what was said! With much sadness in our hearts we had a honesty moment & .. altough we d like to take it futher, we just cant at this time. But we still like eachoter :) yay! Another good female friend..
but time to do some drawing.. The heads didnt go ok, but now im down to drawing expressions.. .Its cool, Its working :) ehhe
Friday, March 26, 2004
SO
I overslept this morning so that I had to spend money on gas :/ Math was ok
Went to visit Kim afterwards, was fun - long time no seen! They re moving back to aalst, looking for a house. She found work in aalst!
listening to The Bomb.. Cool!
Bar @ Jh was ok
drew some more today, tough not as much as I would have liked. Next up is the Heads part of the Tut.. I didnt want to start this @ the JH
Ate Pitta an hour ago.. altough I explicitely said I wouldnt :(
I FINALLY have one of those COOL Gini glasses! Those shaded ones - Tnx Kim :D
And now I'm waiting for The Bomb to end..
Talked with dreamgirl today.. Why did I stop mentioning her? because the week before I went snowboarding I grew tired she never sent out of her self, so I waited, the day I left I subtally told her over msn I d apreciate it if she smsed me while away and .. well, I hadnt heard form her since those last smses the day I left.. So I took a hint & decided to just drop the whole hope :/ Pitty.. But on with my ever going search for a non smoking nice gril!
The Kwartee girl.. (why I never mention her name? consider it privacy curtecy towards the people im talking about! So No, this time I remember her name & wont lightly forget it!!) Im wondering.. next time I see her.. what to do! One thing is for shure, I DO want to set the record straight bout the macho part!! And, I want to get to know her just a bit better to find out if she s as judgemental a person she seems (I of course hope she isnt) & just to satisfy some personal curiosity about why the fuck she started smoking since last year! So its Sure I'll try to go & have a drink with her.. If she declines tough.. Im afraid i'll have to form an oppinion on her with what I know now & that isnt .. nice :/
Ramstein - Seemann is a Fuckin Great song!!
& now The Bomb is over & the Seemann has drowned, so i'm off to bed!!
Thursday, March 25, 2004
Did some drawing, check the Progress - chech the draw underneath, with the noses & mouths, Not the last draw, the one before!!
& now im Tired
I had a butload more to write, but .. sleeeeeeeeep
Wednesday, March 24, 2004
Its an Unearthly hour to get up!
but its a beautyfull time o day to BE up :)
The birds, the trees, the flowers, the scents (,the cars, the pollution, the noize - but lets ignore those for a minute) I guess I really AM a morning person - somewhere deep down :/
This would all have been that much easier of course if I hadnt stayed up till 3 last night!! (Yeah, did some work even in my bedroom.. & I mean, work, not Drawing) This of course means that i'm on skedual with my Economy crap ^_^
Yay
But time to go.. I did some garden work for my granny & now s time to change & leave for school!
hmmmm Snowboard Chocolate..
Ive reached the end of the eyes tutorial.. Eyes facing different directions..
check the last 2 draws for what im talking about
Hmmmmmmm... Snoooooooowboard chocolate (without tooth aches :D)
My Economy work is getting night shift :(
hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm.. Snowboard Chocolate...........
oooh :'(
no more snowboard chocolate :(
Tuesday, March 23, 2004
NEXT in my "We Love Bush" series :) hehe (tnx to Chris Crosby)
Bush's class visit during 9/11!
The day the planes were crashing into towers, pentagons, silly Americans and other landmarks, the president had a visit to some school (read the site if you want more info). During that visit he was told that "America is under attack" (do mind the theatricalness of it all :D hehe) and he remained with the children for something like 7 minutes.
Now, there are people around that make SUCH a ruffus about those 7 minutes, and I Must say that I'd expect a competent man to politely interrupt the children reading to him & adress the matter of state security.
But since the man in the chair was George W Bush and not a competent man, I really didnt mind him sittting there and listening. Its not as if he could have done anything usefull.. Look at how he handled the aftermath, like a puberescent boy with powertoys.. America needs a president, not a Joker.. But on the other hand.. Politics seems to be more of a popularity contest than anything else, so .. who s surprised they have nitwits deciding what happens next..
America, the land where being an actor gets you to govern a state (cfr Arnold SCHWARTZENEGGER)
yay
I tried to set a date for mage rpg.. The date we talked about (about a month ago) was this Sunday. Because I know my players I knew they would probably have forgotten it a while ago, so I sent some sms to remind them. Dirkie is ok, Tompie also, and then shit began.. Stitchy had forgotten about it, so it seems he cant come and Jack .. has to check with Tinne.. So now im tired of it all & just canceled it to tom & kenneth already.. I'll sms Sandy when I feel like smsing some more for something only I seem to care about asfor dirkie, i'll tell him later today. Vraiment chieant! (or how is that written.. :/)
Next Dentists Apointment, 2.45.. yay
Drew some more yesterday.. Longer that I was going too I think coz it was 4.30 again :( I drew all the female eye examples I had. Still, the glares are problems & It ll take a lot more practice till im ok :/ The example I try to draw come from the How To Draw Manga site
and I still have a long way to go before a match these.. Part of the problem is probably that I dont draw with a pencil but with a normal marker, so I cant shade the eyes, but.. working on it :) I might even search a pencil in that messy drawer of mine later today :)
My tailbone hurts less.. Its place changed yesterday & .. damn that was a happy moment :) Yay
I heard a sex pol on Studio Brussel today.. Man there are some plain obvious things those people didnt know!! DAMN
and now.. Time to do other things that computer :) YAY (like shower & get ready for the dentist :/)
Gothika :)
Nice movie!
horror thingy, using ALL the tricks in the book, but nonetheless.. nice movie :) Really makes you jumpy up from the first moment till the last! Incredible! It really has some great parts, some are clearly inspired on The Ring (and im talking about images now) but never distturbingly much.. Nice theme too, quite classical (you know, dead people doing their normal stuff - cant risk spoiling too much here) and of course.. Nice Halle Berry too :D hehehe
so Really worth seeing AND something worth seeing in a movie theatre!
The DB was ok this evening, Jo didnt show up :/ pitty but we managed.. Some discisions were made, it was nice & ok :)
Talked to Kathleen today & we re having a fun but still nonedescript day in the near future :) (31st..) Im happy bout that & really looking forward to it!! We ll probably go see LotR 3 again.. hehe Its gonna have to be the 16.30 one if we want to go see him in Gent.. Hope this time they wont have power failure again :) lol
Each day im getting Increasingly curious about who reads my blog :) I just cant comprehend :) lol! People with bookmarks, people trough TinA, people trough my MSN info.. Amazing :)
Tomorow s my second dentist appointment..
But im getting tired.. So its to bed for me :D
.. Damn pitty, that darn karel.. I hope I meet her in gent some day soon! Idle hope, I realise all to well, certainly with my school hours & days.. but :/ I d at least like a chance to set the record straight about me being a macho.. The more people I ask, the more that say that I'm not..
But to bed itis :)
Monday, March 22, 2004
Grand Theft America
or next step to total distrust of anything around :)
But I have to admit, its probably possible & I wouldnt be surprised either.. viva politics
more like this? check this
Bush Fansite :)
fuck it all :/
How Could I Forget?
I just added 2 webcommic links,
Great webcommic, 2 girls with a Sex shop, the artist is on personal pause right now, but promissed she d finish this story arc :) Really nice - nicely drawn too
and
Demonology 101
Great commic, beautyfull drawings & compelling story! Doesnt update very ofthen tough & their serv seems to be down sometimes :(
Kwartee..
It wouldnt be right if I didnt mention the great slow I had with Evi! She s such a sweet girl! Definitely of of my fav Kwartee people :) The only girl I danced with this kwartee!
Sunday, March 21, 2004
Pain
this weekend was REALLY cool
It ruled, it was GREAT, Beyond doubt!
I had a HELL of a time :D
But there was a LOT of pain. Pain in all varieties :D hehe
First there was the physical pain.. My tailbone (ofcourse), my left wrist (DAMN painfull), my left knee (relatively ok) and my left ankle (Too painfull for words! Could barely walk at some times :/)
And that all meant nothing compared to my newly aquired Mental pain! A good old Heartache. This really was an experience I will not soon forget! Simply Discusting, Traumatising!
Something like a year ago, I met this enchanting girl at kwartee! She was totally my type, blonde hair and a fresh nape piercing! She was great! But she already had a boyfriend and I didnt want to cause her trouble or anything, so I just talked some and enjoyed her presence! Not telling her how I felt. That night she says she overheard a conversation between me & Dirkie about who was Nicest, her or her friend (Me nor Dirkie could remember that conversation, but it might have happened) from wich she got that we merely considered her meat & were Macho types.. The months after I frequently tought of her. Could be I was just walking down any street & she flashed to my mind. I Normally Dont Have This!! Took me months to stop thinking about her! And even nog I sometimes think of her & get that smile!
One thing I am SURE of is that I Am Not a macho kinda type o guy! I asked several ppl today & they all laughed and said that indeed I am NOT a macho guy!!!!! My self image is indeed correct, or so it seems!
I didnt know she was discusted by me, so I just went to her & started conversation.. (her lovely nape has grown infected & was taken out... wich has given her a small scar in the back. A beautyful scar! :/ wierd to say, but its plain Nice and her BF is history since December) All seemed OK, untill she tells me about that. She s worth more that a little effort, so I started explaining & asked her for a second chance, because that just is Not who I am.. I was painfully honest during the whole conversation, figuring that honesty still is the greatest force of all, and figuring she is worth it! Pitty she didnt really recognise the truth when .. but all was going quite ok. I told her Id be more that happy if I could give her my nr & then she could let me know if she wanted to go & have a drink. Its a desperate measure, but since I was macho in her eyes, I figured that anything Id try that night would be nothing more that bothersome, so ..
and at THAT point Karel came to say hi, with the very powerfull sentence "Hey Gert, Is THAT the girl you said you wanted to hit on tonight". I was trying to save a Sinking Ship, was doing my best to at least keep it floating untill I had a chance.. and then Karel came with a Nuke, totally Destroying my beautyfull boat! The crushing sound sounded as sweet to me as everything else she said, hurting even more! "You were convincing me, but NOW you Totally blew it!"
Pain :/
I even tried explaining, more painfull honesty.. but .. :(
Karel felt guilty & talked to her, but it didnt help. Altough she showed some honest regret when she declined my dance proposal :(
I saw her today but I didnt have the heart of going to see her & try to hurt myself some more.. I just couldn! Maybe I ll see her in Gent someday And maybe I'll have the masochistic tought of talking to her again (i'm sure I will) but I fear that in her mind, i'll be that discusting macho till the end of our days!
This hurts :( not being given a chance.. or that is at least how I feel it! If only Karel hadnt..
On the other hand.. She didnt smoke a year ago and seems to do now.. But I like her that much that I want to talk about that before believing it, not that it matters since .. :(
At some point today I found I have aged 5 mental years over this.. Wierd thing to think in retrospect, but .. I did think it then..
Now of course you re wondering "Did you say you were going to hit on her"
No I Didnt! The first weekend, where I met Dreamgirl (whoms story is long -3 weeks- over, I might post some explanation later..) I had some joke with Andy about me & hitting on girls.. So he tought I should hit on someone that night & ....... I already knew I wanted to talk to her but did my best to make sure they wouldnt know anything of it because I didnt want any atention & shit.. But, I got it nonetheless & look where it got me! FUCKIN GREAT
Another UNFORGETTABLE experience :(
Anywho, time to do different stuff
maybe read some, watch a movie, draw some, .. I dont know - Whatever
Friday, March 19, 2004
hihi funny!
Seems that one of the Keenspot people (keenspot hosts all the commics I read daily - not all, but most of them) checked out my blog :) lol! How do I know? In the page stats, there s a way of seeing from what page people got here & one of them came from the Nukees logs at Keenspot. Probably to check why the hell I put images from their servers on my page, wich is sometimes considered stealling banthwith.. The thing is tough that I dont have vast amounts of webspace and since I used the images to link to their sites (actually the sole purpose was to advertise their commics) I figured they wouldnt mind :) Also.. In a week, those links will all be in my archives & im quite sure noone cares enough about my life to actually READ those archives :) I m amazed on a daily basis to see people actually come here and read THIS as it ts :) But.. I guess they'll mail me if they do mind :/
And now.. Back to Gunnm!! (Yes, another commic, NO not available on the web as far as I know.. Just plain old typical bookform Manga)
And just when I ttought i had em all, I had run out of commics to tell ppl to read, I found another one :) From the creator of Superosity (check link on the left) - a genious - we now have ..
Really nicely drawn, Manga style
& funny :) As I expected as CHRIS CROSBY really IS a funny man :) (you know, Crosby, who draws Superosity, ...)
anywho
dentist.. eik :/
gonna do some reading (Yay, Gunnm) before.. :/
And for our last in the list of commics I read (yeah, each day :/) we have..
A cool commic laughing at all those typical RPG wierd thingies. Expecially the Final Fantasy series!
I had a hard day today Really busy, but nice
Bought me some new manga (part 4&5 of the Gunnm series, YAY 1 more to go!!) tried to buy "how to draw manga - part 1" but it was sold out..
I started trying to draw manga!! well, im trying the eyes at the moment, really a bitch to get those pupils right :( incredibly hard!! But im trying & they're getting better :) I actually believe I could learn this!!
Went for a drink with John, Sarah & Tom too.. It was nice :) We had fun.. Talked some about "A Guitar Evening With Sarah" too.. I think it 'll be alright :) hehe
and just now I returned from my meeting with Jaga & Karel for our head animator course this weekend.. Got some good work done, but now i'm Tired! And my tailbone HURTS!!
So im off to bed!!
Tomorow Math, Dentist & to get to Dworp for our course!
Wednesday, March 17, 2004
Heya!
for our next webcommic installment, we are proud do present..
Great drawings, Great storyline.. Just read it all trough :) shouldnt take you more than a few days :D
We re almost up till our last commic, One more for the gamers, expected for tomorow, but after that, its all gone :)
(dont you love Royal Plurial)
Ive been thinking some bout how to handle links on the page :/ I have like a 1000 links to put up and.. I just dont want the left of my blogg totally filled with links!
Ive been plaing with the idea of another blog for links.. Dgns links on life (for those who lost touch with reality..) but i'll see :)
Anywho.. my dental problem has surfaced again, making that i am now again unable to think.. So im gonna read some!
Tuesday, March 16, 2004
Snowboarding & Pain..
Its wierd, but this week I had a revelation!
Every snowboarder that has evolved up till a certain level has experienced a certain amount of pain. Snowboarding seems to be a sport that cant be practiced without that amount of pain..
Last week I saw a friend, lying in the snow. She had just fallen on that same painfull butcheek for the bazillionest time and was lying in the snow, not moving, not talking, just waiting for the pain to stop.. (when Cederic pulled a very insensitive stunt spraying us all with snow in his stop) At that exact moment I completely understood how she felt.. Pain, lots of it. Miserable moment, knowing she had to continue snowboarding at least till the end of the slope (& yeah she was still HIGH up) and then a guy spraying snow over you, making you not only miserable, but cold & wet on top of it.
Not only did I completely understand what she felt, I was sure that anyone with some weeks snowboard experience EXACTLY knew what she was feeling..
Wich leads to the conclusion that there is a certain mandatory amount of pain involved in learning to snowboard :/
Wich is a pitty coz it means that Stitch ll never try it :( pitty pitty
wel, I just remembered a GREAT commic wich I actually havent got bookmarked .. (wel, hadnt got bookmarked..)
and Why did I think of it right now? Wel, I tought of Cool Manga style commics, wich brought me to Errant story..
Another cool commic, done by the same artist as EN. I just followed him from EN to ER
Check em out :)
I tough of a link Id have to add to my links, but I forgot it, so unless I remember.. whatever :)
But because I forgot.. check this :) The Tallest Virtual Building Really funny project!! Its closed now & judging by the load time.. About time! :) hhe! Great Idea
Risoul..
Lets see..
We arived saturday 6 March after a numbing bus trip. We booked with a company called No Limits, who joined with Halloween (french thingy) and something else to get a full bus, and full it was indeed! About 10 flemisch people and the rest of the bus french speaking. Our trip to Risoul was with a French bus company so we saw 2 films, both dubbed French! I can tell you, this is THE way to screw up any good movie! And add a small commic accent to them, a small detail, I can assure you! So we saw "Johny English" and "Mr Deeds", both not really highlights of cinematic novelty, so one can imagine the dubbed versions..
After a much less than comfortable bus trip, we arived in the beautyful Risoul! Nokia Totaly Board was having a contest, no better way to start a week s snowboarding then to see some pros do a backflip in a halfpipe! :D The day itself proved much less interesting since no gear, no ski pass made that I sat a whole day, looking at the snow, anxious to board, but unable to! In the end we got gear, we got our room, our passes, .. So I was set to go for a drink in the Yeti bar, with the Girls I already knew from Belgium and their merry pack of girls :)
The next days were all beautyfull snowboarding days! From about 9.30 till 12, snowboarding (first days alone, after that with Daan & .., the Skiers..) at noon we all ate at La Chouette or something alike, to energize for a wicked afternoon of snowboarding (13.00 till about 17.00) mostly with the skiërs, the girls, ..) One day I actually went along with Vicky's Ski Lessons, we visited Vars, it was nice :) Later that day was less, since I had an unfortunate close encounter with a ski lift.. I was too damn tired to decently take it. A week of sport & partying took its toll that night & I went to bed early :)
To be rewarded the next day with snow :) It was snowing in the morning! I put on the snow mask I acuired at the start of the week and had a Beautiful day with some memorable forest trips (Great Great hors piste posibilities! Really nice forest trips.. Memorable!) Wich leads us to the last day.. It might seem that i am minimising those days in between, but they were - you know - You Have To Be There moments :) Too good for words!! The last day, my family didnt ski, they had a day of eating, hanging around, .. But I had my last day of Snowboarding :) Not as good as the ones before, since the snow was melting, but hey, bad snow s better than no snow :) After a Great day of last snow I (publicly) changed clothes and went for a last Nutella pancake Risoul experience :) I waved the girls goodbye, hugged Rein & Marjan & about an hour later went on my way for Belgium, in a BIG bus (where I still slept on the floor) and again 21 movies. But this time (being Dutch chauffeurs) we saw "Le diner des cons" an original french movie, based on a play and .. Just GREAT :) Really funny & something everyone should watch! (french spoken, so see that you understand french or at least have subs!!) The second one was Ransom, english spoken and Dutch subtitles.. Not my fav movie, but hey :) After an excriciating trip we arived at Gent, did a day of mandatory visits (some actually fun!!) and went to bed for a deserved nights rest!
One of the new snowboarders was Cederic.. A fresh, second week snowboarder with amazingly good turns! So we had him along with us quite some times, wich was quite amazing since Daan, Joke , .. were all experienced Skiërs and I myself d like to consider myself as an experienced boarder :) He did sweat some tough.. The times I took him trough the natural halfpipe, the forest walks.. He was Tired afterwards :) Tired is actually even a BIG understatement :D hehe Reminds me of my first weeks!
We even had some sweet romance this week!! Alrough I wasnt involved (cursed dutch people having fun screwing up the message party!!)
The second day I decided to do some jumping. Again I miscalculated the jump and AGAIN I am in agony after landing on my tailbone. I'm SO gonna see a dokter about that one of these days!!
I now discovered my perfect board stance! Im goofy, I put my right foot at 15 and my left foot at -10, putting me at a totally DUCK stance and altough it took me an hour to get with it, I must say, its THE way for me :) Pitty alone that its not all that great to take those pancake lifts! damn they hurt :/
Ski fun with Daan.. he was the skiër I hung with most of all.. His speed is nice & high, he likes off piste too and .. well, he s quite a cool guy :) So we had fun!! (even tough he s a Skiër ;)) AND :) He s a Josk Ski Instructor! (nvdr: I took that course myself earlier this year.. And might take it again this year, since my skillzzzz have greatly improved during this week :) hehe)
So this was My Week In Risoul.. And a GREAT week it was indeed :D Cant wait for my next trip altough it 'll be at least half a year before the next one :/ Something to live too :)
hmm.. cant wait till next time :)
hmmmmmmmmmm..
But there s life in between those trips too :) Friday 's dentist day for me, its also the day I need to be @ Dworp for the end weekend of my Instructor Course.. Got to see that i'm well rested for the party on saturday :) hehe
and now 's time for food!
moeha
Aaargh
Viva Dafalgan!! It helps a bit.. Enough for me to post Nukees
Great Commic, Really funny, bit wierd too at times..
damn I HATE painkillers! I'm all woozy & sleepy right now while I really should be full of energy & working & stuff.. Crap! This way all that work ll never get done! And I want to write my Risoul Blog Post!! *whine*
hmmm.. Risoul
hmmm... Snowboard :D
Sunday, March 14, 2004
Friday, March 05, 2004
Hi!
And now, for the last Post Snow commic im gonna throw your way..
Indeed Indeed.. CRFH :) Kinda SciFi thingie, really cool, nice grils too..
And do check out todays commic.. Dont we all know the "I did not wake up from a dream with a naked girl in it just to .." feeling? Im sure I do :D
So I got trough it all.. School, Passport, .. and now s eating time & then.. Hmmmm SHOWER TIME :) DAMN I'm looking forward to that! And of course there ll be a packing moment before that, but I'll live :)
My dad s already getting headaches - Yeah
& the cat s still as hyperactively bothersome as always!
Shool was nice.. It was the "talk to your teachers" moment.. I kinda forgot the term, im always confusing it with Proclamation.. but that s the end of the year, and I darn well know it, its just that its the first word that comes to mind.. So anywho, I had a nice chat with some teachers, even one I didnt make any exams for.. It was allright :)
And now.. Food Time :D
hehehe
Oooh.. I have a sweet SMS I need to send to that Dreamgirl of mine :) I'm SO curious about the sms i'll hopefully get back :) hehehe
poor girl :( at home, having to make her thesis with a broken tailbone.. Painfull
Ooh & a sweet kiss to Aardbij :)
im in a Collorfull mood today :)
and sleepy.. I'm gonna sign off soon
Yes, The evening before.. Tomorow @ 5 or so we leave. I still have to get some papers, go to school for 2 hours and make my bag.. Oh & sleep too :D And I crave for a shower!!!
Oh And I'm 1m80 big :D (we just had a family sizing thingie) Enlightning :D
Lalala..
Im so tired that Im HYPER
I had a flash of honesty just now.. How true. Yes, I just confessed sarah I apreciated her conversation & actually missed her wit on the board.. As I said.. A moment of honesty
viva Qbikaris.. as one might say
Thursday, March 04, 2004
So
Small test of the w.bloggar blogger client for Windows (v3.03). It looks nice, has some cool feats but did act wierd on my Firewall :/ (yeah, I had to disable it temporarely.. Unacceptable!)
Also, I just saw the new skin at it fullest and I must admit.. Damn its classy :) The Gothic font isnt really installed on my linux box..
what would life be easy if I got to bed easier :D
I just found this Hillarious gift idea from the blogger.com site :) (well, found.. its right in your face when you open it, but you know what I mean :D)
How To Give The Last-Minute Gift of Blog
By Biz Stone
Okay, it's officially the last minute and you forgot to get your sister's roommate a gift. You're going to their holiday party tonight and you can't show up empty handed. What do you do? Fear not gentle bloggers, you'll have a great gift. The gift of blog.
.. *Yeah, I ommitted the steps, Click the link, the HUGE link, lazy asses!!!*
What friend, family member, or colleague wouldn't want a beautiful new Blogger blog. Don't they know that Blogger is "The fast, easy, and free way to publish and share your information online?" Well it is. And it's damn sexy too. The following are instructions for how to set up a brand new, free, Blogger blog for someone as a gift and how to make it seem like you actually gave it some real thought. The giving-it-some-thought part is key to any successful last-minute gifting strategy.
Blogger Knowledge has saved you from looking like a thoughtless schmuck this holiday season. There's no need to thank us, it's what we do. Now you will be able to link to your new blogger friend when you're blogging about them. You will also be able to eavesdrop on their life a lot easier. Ah, the gift of blog, what a joyous thing it is.
Now why did I put all this text here?
1. to give you (my most honnoured reader) an idea what the link is about
and
2. because the last part of the explanation is just SOOO funny :D hehehe Yeah, it rulez! :D
I am restless.. The web has lost its edge to me.. Even computers have lost their edge, altough that is because I have been concentrating more on social skills the last two years instead of computer skills.. And in a way.. I miss it! Is this the moment where I decide to take it easy? Abandon that whole load of social stuff that surrounds me each day? Probably not.. It d be hard to realise. Id have to drop some things I really enjoy.. A lot of things :/ but at long term, I probably wont have a choice. Fact of the matter is also that when I dont have anything to do, i get bored.. Of course this might be because I have a buttload of things to do, but havent got the time to do them as the should be done.. A part of my internet boredom is probably also because of a lack of time.. So the main solution seems to make more time for computers in my life.. But I dont want to givee up too much social life, I really want to have a gril in my life and my JH responsibilities arent all that easy to build down :/ I just cant walk up to jack shit and joe average with the words "Congratulations, you just made Bar Responsible Person Kinda Guy" And not only because I d still have to work together with that guy..
If only I had more time :) I d brush up my Java skills, Learn C++, improve my Linux box, and do the 1000 projects and ideas kooking inside my brain! If only.. Now life is filled with if onlies.. and one fact is.. I Dont regret past descisions.. A man can spend (& ruin) his life, just wondering about one descision & well, that just wont be my life :) So lets get on with it :D
A nice song comes to mind.. Its called "You cant hurry love" One of the 2 songs I remember from around christmas when I was .. dunno.. about five? Sweet memories! The other one was "Wake me up, before you go" Another sweet memory :)
I feel like doing stuff for Deviant Art.. I have Pictures I could post.. I sometimes feel in a very prosaic mood, not to mention creativity surges in other fields.. I do tend to be more creative on practical issues.. Dificult to capture on film or so... So thats stuff I just cant post :/ I do have some nice pics that might be usable.. like this one :D
altough cant just put that one up.. Needs some editing first! Like that lamp :/ and the car passing by :/ Again.. Time Time
Id do it no, but school starts at 8.15 & I need to be there.. Time Time Time :)
But all my worries can be paused for a week. Starting Friday, I wont have any worries for 8 days.. 8 days with nothing but mountains on my mind :) Mountains, Snow, My board, Booze and Fun :) YAY! hehehe The need to go is once again Big!
And after that.. :) Kwartee :D Yay (well, not kwartee but Ending weekend of my head animator course - lame translation, I know - during kwartee) MAN I LONG for that party :) & the people that ll be there, the kind of people.. Hmmmmmmmmmm
So MEGA 2 cool prospectives this month :)
Snowboarding & Kwartee :D
yay
& now im off to bed, I need to be up at 7 to leave the house at 7.15 and .. plain pain :s But I'll prolly have sweet dreams to keep me happy till then :D hehe
Wednesday, March 03, 2004
oh how I HATE running around with posters.. "can we pleeaase put ouur crap up here" .. *put up posters* .. "thank yoouu!!!" Eik
& tonight is aikido night, but I think it d be better if I dont.. So i wont :'( instead i'll have some more Fun Poster Crap :( Were gonna do some Youth Houses.. This should be better since I'll probably see fun people & shit But still, ist beggin bout posters!
and now for a lil Snack :) (FOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOD - heh cool.. I had food with a lot more Os and it just Srewed over my Layout.. Good to know, wont to that too much anymore :))
Good Moooring Viieeetnaaaaaaaam (eik) Im really not in that good a mood, no really, i'm not :p But it just came to me to start like this. Quite funny actually since I never saw that movie & think the whole vietnam war was just another one of Americas "Lets have a war - YAY" moments as countless others this decade & the previous one. Hell, They might even come & have a war with me just because I dont like 'em (childish) Oh & for the record.. I am aware that not all the american people yada yada but just their retarded governement yada yada
On to more important matters :) Its Walky!!
Nice Sci Fi styled comic :) Worth reading, it really is :) Yay! Some sexy drawn chicks too :)
Snow :) Dont you love the smell of melting snow.. Its just Great!
DAMN I feel like snowboarding :) 2 days and counting :)
Tonight is Aikido night YAY and this afternoon is my only chance to get sme flyers & posters around for our rock shop thingy, so that ll be my afternoon activity :/ all alone :/ I might kidnap Dirk for the job :)
VW spring sessions! I was pleasantly surprised to see that VW is doing something with world music thingies stuff.. I think I'll go see some :)
Buena Vista Social Club presents Omara Portuondo - 7/5/2004
Cesaria Evora - 30/4/2004
Juice feat. Scratch Perverts & DJ Food - 2/4/2004
(do notice the reversed chronology :/) So those are possible hits :) hehe especially the first one.. :) Cesaria Evora on the other hand.. I dont think i'll go see.. I'm listening to it right now and.. Aint my cup of tea..
I think i'm gonna do some relaxed reading.. This Kid ken s got over is getting on my nerves :/
hmm.. ok NOW to bed than :)
Rasberygrl came on at AIM & since she lives @ america (-6h timezone so it seems..) I couldnt resist to say hi :) Learned that My Dear Ashes timezone prolly is -6 too.. Damn, What I wouldnt give to talk to her!! :/ I should really ask her phone nr :) Altough I d already be glad just to hear SOMETHING from her. pitty :( Damn I LOVE that girl :) hihi Cant mail her either :( I seem to bounce each time I try :( I think i'll mail her trough regular mail tough! & im gonna leave an icq msg right now :)
So now, im off, no really, I promise :D Just right after this Great Opeth song :) (Death whispered a lullaby)
Its time for me to get another Blog Skin :)
I checked out some designs and for the second time already, I stumbled upon blogskins.com and more precicely, the may*star designs.. I decided on her Gun Smoke design and .. well, after some editing of course, that might be the new design for this blog :) Alttough im not quite sure yet. The skin d need some drastic reworking.. Heck, might even beter make my own :/
pff.. me back and knees hurt like hell! Its time for me to go to bed..
I'm actually tired, go figure :/
I actually gave 2 more ppl my blog adres today.. Things might actually get read, I should stop handing it out - lol But I prolly wont :)
Today s Wednesday.. Wich means 2 days till Friday In other words.. Im Almost off for some Serious Snowboarding :) Yaaaaaay :) Partyyy hihi
It of course also means a week without computers :) Not even slightly near me :) YAY True Vacation that is :) And NO, No blogging exceptions!
I have the feeling my Dreamgril will never be more that a sweet dream.. Wich imensely saddens me :( It has its positive sides (her image not being spoiled by smoking for example) but also a hell of a lot negative sides! I d really love to go pay her a visit..
But now would be THE time for me to sign off & go to bed for some wel deserved rest!! Like anyone else on my list seems to be enjoying at this time :/
So I helped Aardbij with her Blog.. (see her Thanx :)) and how does she repay me, She uses the same Template - LOL :)
So yay, another link for my friends section
why does everyone smoke?? :(
Tuesday, March 02, 2004
Once again i'm clicking around onDeviant Art (digital art).. She s empty and so beautifull.. Powerfull, nice, smoothe.. Great picture! There are some Great artists on the web, really!
Next I was stunned by this Entangling.. damn nice! Got a whole lovable yet scary theme surrounding it!
The Dollhouse - Another one of those Great works.. Mood OOOZING from it.. Simply Great! If I even get a tatoo.. That puppet might be just what I want :) And another one from the same artist.. Come To Our Tea Party Altough I like the Dollhouse one more.. Partly because of the blank eyes in the later, instead of the amber collored ones in the Doll house..
And Further on.. Malice in Wonderland Really captures a fire theme.. really hits the spot :) In a way Sexy too.. Great picture, great design
and ofcourse.. to end with.. A Great one about jumping off a cliff! Murder or Suicide? The work isnt that special.. But the concept is Sheer Genious :) Simple but .. really 'hits' the spot.. Its Powerfull :D
And now to show that Goth ppl can be Beautifull!!! Goth Chick Mind the cool tatoo designs! I Really like em
Ooooh.. and a REALLY touching baackground!! Damn No pain Altough it ll never be my background.. Just too bright for my eyes :)
And since we re in a Deviant Art mood.. Check out the new link.. Sarah's Deviant Art account..
DAMN I should learn to draw!!
Amazing.. I just discovered an American site about sex that is actually GOOD! Its all about discision making about sex ans altough some hints towards their standard puritisme are given, most of the site actually presents you Good information! It's Your Call - Making Sexual Decisions
an interactive site to help you make decisions that are right for you
Quote:
There is no such thing as a perfect relationship. However, a couple greatly increases their chances of having a good relationship if they both:
* have good self esteem
* have compatible levels of sexual desire
* have important values and interests in common
* have positive body image
* have well-developed personalities
* agree on appropriate gender roles
* communicate honestly and effectively
* agree on the sexual activities they want to explore
These are points I actually have to agree with..
Ooh & the Communication part was great too..
Quote:
You'll probably find it easier to discuss sex and sexuality if you agree to aim for communication that is:
* open (no topics are off limits)
* honest (saying what you really feel rather than what you think your partner wants to hear)
* clear (being direct rather than "beating around the bush")
* specific (focusing on specific actions and feelings rather than vague generalities)
* respectful (realizing that you are two different people, each with a right to your own feelings and preferences)
* aimed at finding a "win-win" solution (one that leaves both partners feeling satisfied)
This is indeed SO important :) Open, Honest, Clear, Specific.. The way to any good conversation!!
So by my book this IS a good site :) Check it out if you ever need some help thinking about sex :)
And now for my last post before a rejoicing night of sleep..
I took a long & nice shower
& it felt GREAT
really refreshed me (altough it was a hot one - lol)
It did leave me with an Incredible urge for Sex! I Really feel like spending a day in bed with a woman I love.. (and no, not to rest :p)
But since my Diablo 2 account is pooped.. And that stupid Gta Vice City mission wont succeed.. This d be a nice time to call it a day!
I had a small chat with my Dreamgirl.. She s suffering! I wish I could comford her & .. but .. ... And fact of the matter is also that I really suck at dealing with sick people :( Especially if its someone I care about & she s hurt in some physical way.. :/ But that wont be a problem, since by the time I see her she might already have recovered..
Unless of course she tells me when I can come over or ..
As for now.. Sleepy Time :D
Monday, March 01, 2004
Todays featured webcommic is ... *drumms*
:D Its a really great commic, by I think one of the most funny ppl around.. Really, worth checking out! Might want to read the whole series or you might miss some.. The characters personalities is already half the humour!
Phew.. Im finaly able to write some.. Today was a totally relaxed day, just did Nothing! wich was great :) really! Im totally relaxed & at peace.. Topped with a nice shower.. yeah, i'm easy to use "Faith no more" s words. And tonight nice & early to bed.. yeah
Pitty it kept me from training tough :( Would have liked some Aikido.. But I figured that laid back as I was.. It wouldnt have been all that smart of me to try to master those gracious yet dificult moves!
Yesterday with Koen was nice.. We installed the compurter, talked some bout books (got 1 more ravenloft & 1 Dean Koontz (False Memory)), about Giger, and about an exibition in Bruxelles i d like to go see.. (I will after I get the adress from him!) And then we played some Games.. 2 nice 2 player games from 666 games! Worth trying! If only I hadnt forgotten the names :/ There was one with roses & one with islands :/ .. Did I say 666? I meant 999 games - Srry for the lame dutch link :/ didnt find any english ones :( :D So.. The first game was Rozenkoning (king of roses? dunno?) while the second was Kahuna. The first was Nice (I won, yay for beginnersluck) while Kahuna was a real test of my patience.. wich I failed & .. well, damn :) But still a nice game! And while were plugging 999 games.. Check out Machiavelli :) Great game!!
Time for some more r&r :D
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