Vi's Branding

This is Vi, just after it was done..
I didnt know these were online! Hetty must ve put em there..

I mustnt forget to tell Vi :)

Louis Armstrong, A Kiss to Build a Dream On

Gimme a kiss to build a dream on
And my imagination
Will thrive upon that kiss
Sweetheart, I ask no more than this
A Kiss to build a dream on

Give me a kiss before you leave me
and my imagination
will feed my hungry heart
Leave me one thing before we part
A kiss to build a dream on

When I'm alone with my fancies
I'll be with you
Weaving romances
Making believe they're true

Oh, gimme your lips for just a moment
and my imagination
will make that moment live
Give me what you alone can give
A kiss to build a dream on

Gimme a kiss to build a dream on
And my imagination
Will thrive upon that kiss
Sweetheart, I ask no more than this
A Kiss to build a dream on

Give me a kiss before you leave me
and my imagination
will feed my hungry heart
Leave me one thing before we part
A kiss to build a dream on

When I'm alone with my fancies
I'll be with you
Weaving romances
Making believe they're true

Oh, gimme your lips for just a moment
and my imagination
will make that moment live
Give me what you alone can give
A kiss to build a dream on

Wondeful song

This computer is protected by De Joeri

This is too much :) Chech the link (all Dutch) & if you like it, you should get the Triggerhappy Screensaver :D

Aait!

I just discovered some things...

asp.net is not only multiple choice but with negative grades for wrong answers.. I dont think I knew this while filling in my last exam.. Good to know this time around!
.. I'm slightly scared I must admit :s

I cant bother Mini with this kind of shit right now, so this is The place to spew!

& this is it for the day.. a small dose of RnR & sleep
so that I can get up at a decent hour, check some more asp & get some junk printed
whish me luck

Fortune "family guy" Quotes

Stewie Griffin: Damn it! I want pancakes! God! You people understand every language except English. Yo quiero pancakes. Donnez-moi pancakes. Click-click-bloody click pancakes!


GREAT :D

Olivia: You *are* the weakest link. Goodbye.
Stewie Griffin: Aha ha ha. Oh, gosh that's funny. That's really funny. Do you write your own material? Do you? Because that is so fresh. You are the weakest link goodbye. You know, I've never heard anyone make that joke before. Mmm. You're the first. I've never heard anyone reference, reference that outside the program before. Because that's what she says on the show right? Isn't it? You are the weakest link goodbye. And yet, you have taken that and used it out of context, to insult me in this everyday situation. God what a clever, smart girl you must be, to come up with a joke like that all by yourself. Mmm, that's so fresh too. Any titanic jokes you want to throw at me while we're hitting these at the height of their popularity? Hmm? Cause... I'm here. God you're SO funny.


I HAVE to get one of these quotes generated on my start page :D The Ideal every day laugh :D Even tough I'll have to figure out PHP to get there!

I might have discovered what poopes my web server..
I'm using the FasterFax plugin! And standard its set on "increases load on web servers" setting.
Meaning it connects an awfull lot of times to get his data quicker

Thus opening an awfull lot of servers on my box, thus increasing the load to insane heights..
I'll solve this!


sometime

System Information -- Kabouter.Gen

Apparently..
I need xinetd to keep Apache2 under the reigns!
The bitch keeps on spawning new ones, eating up TOO MUCH of my memory!
Bitch

HATEBREED : SUPREMACY

Oh Oh!! New Hatebreed CD :D
I know what I'm buying 29th of august!

a new cd and a gig in Hof ter loo? :) Cool! (do read my other blog post for the gig i'm talking about!!)

SUNDAY 26 NOVEMBER, 2006 - Hatebreed!

Who Whoow!!!!

SUNDAY 26 NOVEMBER, 2006
HOF TER LO - ANTWERPEN
DOORS: 18h00 - FIRST BAND: 19h00
START PRESALE: 06-09-2006

HATEBREED (us)
Connecticut-based masters of in-your-face punishing metal-core
+ more TBA

Hell Yeah!
Tink, Kaishi, Chop, Stitch, Dirkie.. Got plans? :D
hehehe!

fuck me im tired

I am

but I did a lot of good work today
so yay

& I got myself an EA Poe book.. €11 for his complete works (except from when he was younger, so something like 3 missing stories & 10 poems missing) is really Not Much :) I couldnt leave that on the shelve. Also, it was more readable than the other, more complete & more expensive version!

Now I only have this humongous heap o work in front me me

pff... and make money on top of it all.. Thats one thing thats looking better than before.. my bank account. Then again, its still a paper hell.. But its improving & thats a lot :)

But first sleep!!


At least the Linux comp is back online - Gotta love The Wiki Idea!
but now mini's is giving shit.. & I dont know how it came to be. New user time!


Sleep Now!

Duizend Zonnen En garnalen

Hell Yeah!

Our Own Stitch in a Groundbreaking Duel!

Lus VS Stitch stareoff
Checkit!

Mental Note

(again)

Must ALWAYS update ALL /etc files after a system update.
Putting this off will only break the server.

& nobody likes dragging that thing to thet other side of the room to attatch a screen & other shit!

shit day

And this is where the week ended for one of us

This really is a nice shot
the story behind it is screwed..
but I cant stop watching it & .. everytime I see it I long for those great White plains

Wiki.com

Goddamned
I should ve seen this one comming

Kabouter

I got myself a running apache serv on the lil home network & installed some GREAT tools!

a Mediawiki
an Ampache
a MyPictures
a phpLDAPadmin (Lightweight Directory Access Protocol,)
and a phpsysinfo

Combined they re my new tool for easy management of .. whatever I need to be managed :)

The wiki for information of all sorts, the ampache for streaming audio from the serv to our computers here (yes, that IS legal since its all legit cds on there), a mypictures to watch al those .. pictures on it, an LDAP admin for when I get my ldap serv running so I can finally have a centeral place for email adresses and the sysinfo so I can track the general wellbeing of my lil linux serv!

All this on my Gentoo server (nothing but a powercord and a network cable attatched :))
Now the only thing I need is to get my Xvnc working again & I'll have my serv up & running again :) But thats for AFTER the exams

& now im off to bed, coz mini s waiting :(

Pictures

I just uploaded a batch of Snowboard pictures.. They really show Moments of Intense FUN. .. I get a lil queasy in the stomach by watching them.. Why did we ever leave that place? where happiness was floating around in lil clouds and all you had to do was get up and start enjoying!

I also discovered that I have WAAY to few 2K6 pictures of Vi! My plan was to upload some of her but.. ... So I shall now consider that my mission in life!

And now its off to bed. I studied until now & this was my RnR before sleep, but I cant wait any longer.. There s a heavenly creature waiting for me ;)

Sleep!

NewsForge | The Black Hat Wi-Fi exploit coverup

This is surely a noteable article!! The important thing here is the principle, the way companies react rather than the hack itself.. (of which I d like to know more before freaking out)

Dissapointed

I was quite dissapointed today to find out that Webdata doesnt support PHP 5 or user installations of evil stuff.

I was planning to get myself a wiki in which I would store much of my important data. I am dissapointed to discover that this wont be a possibility or .. as easy as I would have had it be.

A Pitty!
Tough I WILL soon have a wiki to save my important data to. I just cant do without one anymore! :(

OMG!

Blast from the past, now I'm totally back to 12 or 13 years old :D Amazing! I just put one of my first CDs on.. Mariah Carey's MTV Unplugged.. Emotions lalala EMOTIONS lalalalalala :D
hehe

Oh & I finished my book, Robin Hobb's first Soldiers Son book
And its a GREAT read, as I have come to expect from her..
The translation to Dutch has its errors & .. but on the other hand I had worse!


Oh what a pitty Zelazny died before he could finish his Amber series :(


And now sweet dreems of my girl :)

tonight, listening to the Secret Policemans Concert and handling a CD I borrowed from Jani, I really Miss my dad..
the pure feeling, no thoughts.. just the feeling..

we need the pain to fully appreciate the nice things in life

Disconnected

I have this weird sense of disconnectedness I sometimes get.. It all started back home in Lede & hasn't left me since. I don't know how I ended up with it although I do have a weird suspicion. Nothing more than a suspicion tough.. I doubt it has anything to do with it really.

I did have some interesting thoughts about life on the way back to Gent..

I once again realised that you have to take advantage of the position in life you re in. And be happy with what you ve got. Because Id hate to realise that I'm old and have only ever wanted things of the future without enjoying the things of Now

Furthermore I realised that I can get used to the horeca way of life so to speak. I also realised that Viona is the only thing that keeps me on this side of the equation, that keeps me out of decadence. I KNOW I d step right into it with disastrous consequences, I ve done it once before :)
I also finally realise what my dad probably meant when he warned me against horeca work. He told me it takes more than it gives, he warned me to stay out of it, he warned me he saw other men fall into it and never get out again. And I have to admit.. I now understand what he meant! It d be SO easy to give it all up and step into that life. I d have no more worries, a decent income and .. work. Id probably even have fun .. for a while.
Someone told me yesterday that I'm the right kind of person for this. I told her everyone could be that person, the only thing you need is a drive.. I don't know about my statement but she was probably right. And I have to guard myself against choosing the easy way out.. The easy path.
I now understand what my dad spoke of.. and I'm terrified :) but also confident, so no worries

My brother wants to drive my car.. If I let him do that he ll take it up as his (the kid doesn't know of sharing.. or respect for that matter) This ll hurt.. It ll feel as bad as it felt last time lost my car. Only to get this one in return.. Omg, the whole car thing is coming back to me :( The sadness, the feeling I had when I lost it and realised that I wouldn't have a proud car anymore, but just a car. Just some wheelz that d get me anywhere modest.
Even my fathers death has relevance here.. Apparently I was supposed to get his Mecredes A class some months after he died if all had gone according to plan..
if if if
I shouldn't think about that shit anymore!
But the memory of how broken I was when I got this car still lingers under the surface :s
And I 'll probably relive part of it when I realise that for the first time in 4 years I Really wont have a car anymore. I could take having one standing in a garage somewhere, not being able to drive it but still having one.. NOT having a car on the other hand.. will probably severely hurt me.

I'm really still dropping to an all time low, arnt I. And I wonder is it worth it.. But then I realise.. Is WHAT worth it. Living in gent? If I wouldn't live in gent the situation would be worse! This whole situation, feeling like a downward spiral bc I had to spend all my money to pay my death taxes, is nothing more that a result of my father dieing.
But this is probably the worse it ll get. The end of the tunnel is ahead and my upward curve will start in a few days probably! When I get my next paycheck :D Bc that's the one that ll be TOTALLY mine (to spend in the next months rent, but .. shh ;))

melancholy and the infinite sadness

I just put on Most Wanted Rock 2.. A GREAT CD, Really! Always soothes my mood :D Glycerine


Mountain boarding was fun!

And I today "gave" my blog address to the first person in the Hut.. more a friend that a colleague.. one of the few :) Although more that I d have expected! Any who.. Another crumb of privacy on the web, privacy in the vast amount of information that goes to pieces.. Its always weird when it happens, but I realised this 4 yrs ago when I started this weird pastime, so no surprises there :)

Ive come to appreciate some ppl in the hut. Some of them have become friends even. Its quite unlike me to group my acquaintances like that (friend, best friend, .....) but felt the change some time ago and was so surprised that I felt able to label it (able, label.. get it - omg I'm getting tired ;) viva spell checkers! & a second later I post this shit without checking it - rolleyes!)


Any who!
Enough bullshit, I ve got better things to do that chat idlely to no one bc this one is again waay to long for anyone to care enough about to read.

I miss my mini :(
But I just got The Sweetest msg from her :)

& a Happy BDay to Shelli :) 31.. and she doesn't look a day over 23 :) kiss kiss kiss!

I rediscovered the three haikus I wrote quite some time ago..

Meeting, Moment, Backwash

They came from a powerfull moment & rereading them, I can honestly say that I am happy with them! They still hold the power of that long forgotten moment!


Facing seats
Returned praising looks
Tension Builds


Covered neck
Dazzlingly unveiled
Erotic


Reluctance
Countless chances blown
Tardy regret


..

I feel like doing a lil commercial..

I love these programs, YOU should use them.. Get Firefox!

Madam - Wallpaper, A deviation by *CrisVector

Nop, THIS is the one I was talking about!
Yaay :)


Beware!
Today: The doctor
Tomorrow: YOU!

I ve got this great wallpaper on my moms comp..

but I forgot where I got it & who made it..

But NOW I remember!! :)

Its by Cris Vector & I probably found it at his DeviantArt Account

The one I found earlier isnt online anymore tough.. np since I still have it tough :)

Fear and Dilbert in Las Vegas

This youtube shit is just one big time sucker.. Once you get on it..

Anywho, This is quite funny, watch it!



I am seldom amazed with technology.. but this youtube shit is Damn Evil!

HsT - Tales of the Swine Family

HILLARIOUS story, I read it earlier & this is it.. spoken word none the less!
Dont mind the weird pictures, it ll only disctract you from the full potential of the story :)