Tuesday, December 05, 2006

Ring of Doom trouble

They re putting in new windows these days.. The works were planned on monday & tuesday, but apparently there are problems and they neer another day.. or more..

So its more days of camping for us. No problem there if it werent that I need my computers for school (np there, I can use Vi's - Thankx luv ;)) and RoD.. And the problem lies with the last.. I need my laptop for my emails (I can check them online if needed), I need my normal desktop for the latest Player data and I need my server for all my RoD data. Which means Im grounded at the moment! I cant work on the things I need to do before eurhm Thursday! So if they dont finish by tomorrow, I'll have to set up some of my equiptment in our camping site! And that WONT be nice :/

Its sweet to have that much feedback ;) tough I wonder who exactly my fan from antwerp is.. :p I have a clue, but..

And I desperately need to call Wietie.. She thinks Im angry at her for some reason & I need to set that straight..

bweugh

Thursday, November 23, 2006

I have to say.. its been quite a while since I did this thing.. Well, since I seriously did this blogging thing I mean.. Some useless links nobody cares about.. Its not what blogging is all about. Blogging is about Soul! And I guess I lately dont have any soul left to put in that. Which is a good thing actually. It means that my life is richer now than it was..

it also means that I have that much on my hands that I cant find time to write stuff.. And thats tragic too :)

Music soothes even the savage beast. And my newest (re)discoveries are The Rat Pack, Norah Jones, Gorillaz and Beethoven..


We re going snowboarding tomorrow! At last! Im madly looking forward to it!

Im glad I got to some RoD Stuff.. and I'll be even happier when this mad rollercoaster stops & I can peacefully enjoy my internship! Internship + Pizzahut will be a breather after School + Pizzahut + School Tasks!

Altougth I'm glad I got to awe my english teach by writing a small text.. Maybe I should put it up here? Maybe I will.. So here it is ;)

Why I am having such a hard time attending the English courses on Monday morning..
By me

As always there are two possible answers to this question. Two answers that have equal right of existence, two answers that are equally correct in their own respect. One of them, people like to call Fiction. Or bullshit if you want. The other is commonly referred to as Truth, reality or "The totality of all things possessing actuality, existence, or essence." So lets take a look at those answers.

One answer shows a view of me, working hard in school for numerous courses, trying to cope with the enormous amount of work. Every day, I either go to school or I do tasks and other work related stuff. But lets be honest, my life is more that that! Yes, indeed, because on those not so rare moments that I am NOT going to school or doing homework, I squander my time at Pizza hut! And not because of some freakish pizza addiction, No! I'm there because THAT is the job that pays my rent.. Of course this schedule makes it hard to fit in everything else I need to do.. Visiting my mom in the hospital was quite difficult, but she STOP!

I could go on for quite some time here, but lets be honest.. This answer is starting to look like reality, and nobody likes that.. So lets have a peek at the second answer and figure out if we like that one!

It was Saturday, around 7 pm and I was getting ready to relax a bit by reading trough the more exciting parts of my English course, trying to recite them by heart. Viona, my lovely girlfriend, had taken her usual place on the couch. Ready and anxious to hear the already 6th instalment of "Unit 2 Emails". I know by now that she especially looks forward to "3 Can I send attachments?" and quite dreads the "5 Am I flaming someone?" chapter. That's why I always try to read a bit faster there.. I do think she appreciates the effort. Anyhow, we were getting ready and I had taken the Orator's stance, as described by Mr David Keanrick and Mr Enoch Mossop in Blackadder the Third (if memory serves me right). My lungs filled with air as I prepared for the Roar (as is accustomed at the start of every great speech - Thank you again, Mr David Keanrick and Mr Enoch Mossop) when out of nowhere a door flung open. Now, I hear the scepticism flowing.. Doors opening isn't really peculiar, and I agree! The curiosity is in the detail, the door. It seemed to have appeared out of thin air. A door stood where no door was to be expected. As you can imagine, this was quite a surprise. We've been living in that tiny place of ours for nearly 17 months, so discovering a New door all of a sudden was quite .. weird. And so was the little guy walking trough it. A small imp like person. I had a flash of Poe and immediately asked "Are you The Imp Of The Perverse?" The imp sighed, walked to the couch and asked "Why do all you humans have to ask that? Is that REALLY the idea you have of us?" .. I was baffled "well.. euh.. no.. euhrm.. I didn't want to .." The Imp watched me in disbelief and asked "Speechless? .. They never get it right at HQ.. I had explicitly asked for an Eloquent person!" "HQ?" I asked.. The amazement was wearing off. "Never mind that," the imp said, "We need a balloon! We need a balloon and a rope! And .. Oh, eurhm.. make that 2 ropes since there are two of you this time." I couldn't believe my ears. "I don't think so!" I screamed, "we're right in the middle of something here! We don't have time for your shenanigans." "Oh" said the Imp. "Well, that's alright, I'm no imp anyway, I'm just the little guy that lives on the other side of that door." We were finally getting somewhere. Information! "What IS on the other side of that door.. And how did it get here?". "That's two questions", the imp like thing said. "And the first one is quite a stupid one too. I just told you. My Home is what is on the other side." He told us this very matter of factly. As if the door had been there since the beginning of times and we were just extremely stupid for not having noticed it before. The imp was already continuing whatever he was saying. I missed the first part, but I tuned back in right about when he was saying.. "so stop asking stupid questions and come with me!" Viona was already getting up from the couch, so I decided to trust her judgement and follow the imp trough the small door. This is where the whole thing went really weird.
The next 2 days were filled with fantastic experiences and incredible people involved in unbelievable adventures. I'll never forget the juggling pigs, that thing with the rainbow and that Hilarious moment where the candle fell in a bucket of water.. (I suppose it was one of those "you had to be there" moments, so never mind) It was a great adventure! After all we had gone trough, the imps granted us permanent access to their network of doors, enabling me to pop out in the school privies, right in time to meet my English teacher in the hall and attend my Networking class on Tuesday.

So, there it is.. Two answers to that same dreadful question! Reality or fantasy, the important thing is that I now have unlimited access to the imps door network! The down side, on the other hand, is that they all have problems and seem to be unable to solve them without My help!


There it is indeed.. I quite like what I wrote here.. it makes me smile.. And happy. Happy because I managed to write a short story that makes me smile! I quite fancy a writing carreer when I grow too old to work.. Time will tell its tale ;)

Wednesday, November 15, 2006

Awful Plastic Surgery

I simply loathe this shite
funny site tough :D

Salon des vins des Vignerons Indépendants dégustation achat vin champagne bordeaux bourgogne rhône vente cave propriétaire - Salon de lille

I'm going here at Monday :)
Yaaaay!

With Wietie (no mini tough :()

Tuesday, November 14, 2006

Mariah Carey

More Blastin Past..


"Hero"


"I'll be there"

I grew up with these songs.. and I still feel they re GREAT

Snow - Informer [1993]

Blast From The Past


:)
Intriguing song

Friday, November 10, 2006

Borat on Late Show with Conan



Omfg, I want red pubis!!

Thursday, November 09, 2006

I am beyond myself

with hapyness :)

I tought my iPod to be Perte Totalle (utterly broke) but it got better :) I can once again listen to Music :D

yaaay - my €400+ gizo isnt broken after all!

Tuesday, October 31, 2006

Thursday, October 19, 2006

APP: The Point

The Point is the official journal of the APP. The Point contains a wealth of information for both piercing professionals and the general public. Published quarterly, The Point features letters from readers, information on technique, after care, new products, jewelry, legislation, business news, classifieds, and more.

Hell yeah
kiss

Friday, October 13, 2006

Machiavelli

I desperately need to play MORE Machiavelli! (citadels for all those non dutch speaking ppl)

SOON!
!!!

Maybe I should get a deal on a monthly machia night! Like those classic poker nights with booze & cigars. But no cigars & no poker but machia & chocolate instead..

I should
but I'm afraid none of us are able to spare the time :(


Im extremely bussy these days!
Sleep now

Friday, October 06, 2006

ModBlog - When scarification goes bad - Body modification and ritual blog sponsored by BMEzine.com

This article is Extremely interesting tough you should thing twice and more before clicking it because its Explicit!

Are you Sure you can take it?

Tuesday, October 03, 2006

ModBlog - The Rage - Body modification and ritual blog sponsored by BMEzine.com



Check this, stitch ;)

Sleep now

*Waiting for Shelli porn*

tired!
Sleep

Saturday, September 30, 2006

RoD Mailinglist page DONE

I finished the RoD mailinglist menu / page thing, it works, I think this means I can take that vacation ive been talking about.

I already took some from blogging (lack o time :'() but none yet from RoD

Ive been SO Bussy :(

But now RoD is ok, now its school work time & Hut time

AARGHL
Luckily I went to the sauna today! It was GREAT!
I neeeeeded that!

& now I need to sleep :/

Friday, September 29, 2006

Yeah, I'm still aliiive

more later tough



FORTUNE PROVIDES QUESTIONS FOR THE GREAT ANSWERS: #19
A: To be or not to be.
Q: What is the square root of 4b^2?

Thursday, September 21, 2006

i'm going on vacation

from the RoD site!

seriously! Ive been able to put off the mailinglist project (thank god) but now I made 4 banners for our latest event..

and thats good, thats needed. But I need to STOP


Not that that means a vacation from RoD, nooo!
I had a rules meeting today and am ready to draft the new rulebook. Good news here is that it ll be ready for publishing soon.. bad news is that it ll take me LOTS of Hours to actually get it READY

pf


On the bright side, Vi's computer is OK again
Sleep now!

Wednesday, September 20, 2006

"Every morning, I get up and look through the 'Forbes' list of the richest people in America. If I'm not there, I go to work"
-- Robert Orben

I just cant take it any longer

& its official now,

I puke on PHP



& WHEN will this MOFO downstairs SHUT UP with his music??? AARGHL

Another Kiss to build a dream on - in a medley :)

This truely is a Great song :)

Ring of Doom

About a week ago I started updating the RoD site. Its all but finished, but I fear im trough with it. After uncountable hours of RoD work, im tired of the bitch & feel I need some other passtime. Maybe even relaxation (wouldnt that be something)

.. But I feel that I wont give up just yet :( There s a final page I need to write & when that one's done I hope I'll be able to leave it be. Altough I still habe a wagon of shit to do. But I think that ll just wait untill I feel like it.

I hope I'll be able to let it wait..
goddamn, I dont FEEL like working on it any longer.. *puke*

..

Just this last one & I'll be at rest (i hope)

Thursday, September 14, 2006

Wednesday, September 13, 2006

The new Ring of Doom site is a fact!

After a whole nights work, its done.. I think :)
All that needs to be done is add & clean some details & thats it :)

Amongst things, I need to add some more pictures (we have an Unholy amount of pictures!!) I need to finetune some settings, ..

Monday, September 11, 2006

Mini is now starting her first hour of teaching at her new job..

exciting & good luck :)

Wednesday, September 06, 2006

Some Blackadder for those who do not know it

(OMFG WHADAYAMEAN, YOU DONT KNOOOW BLACKADDER!)

Blackadder: We live in an age where illness and deformity are commonplace, and yet, Ploppy, you are, without a doubt, the most repulsive individual I have ever met. I would shake your hand, but I fear it would come off.


The movie bits Do cut off at most unfortunate moments.. Like in the middle of a joke :s

Dish & Dishonesty




Ink & Incapability


Stomach this!

Great Commedy!

Sas,

sorry dat ik niet antwoord, maar Donderdag zijn mn examens gedaan & dan heb ik tijd :)

Was blij iets van je te horen!!! te langg geleden :(

maar nu moet ik verder studeren! Zodat ik zo snel mogelijk naast mn mini kan gaan liggen voor wat broodnodige slaap :/

Monday, September 04, 2006

I just tought of something..

You can use ln to put several wikis on a webpage. Without needlesly duplicating all them files! How novel, what a great idea!

This probably has a million things to consider, still, its Supercoooool :D

The Tao Of Programming

Wise Words!

Sunday, September 03, 2006

The Raven - EA Poe



Classic!
And I found a Dutch version (4 actually) earlier today! Why? Mini asked me if I had one earlier this month..

Saturday, September 02, 2006

ModBlog - Cherry Blossom Rib Tattoo - Body modification and ritual blog sponsored by BMEzine.com

Surprisingly nice side tat!

Also, I might have to cut down on the tea? I feel .. weird :s Is tea bad for you in certain amounts??

Friday, September 01, 2006

BMEShop.com - Surface Bar

I talked about this to a friend. He liked it & wondered how it closed.. I speculated it d be like this & I was right



Expensive tough :s
I'm going to check the shipping coz I ve actually got an order Id like to place..

Wednesday, August 30, 2006

Vi's Branding

This is Vi, just after it was done..
I didnt know these were online! Hetty must ve put em there..

I mustnt forget to tell Vi :)

Louis Armstrong, A Kiss to Build a Dream On

Gimme a kiss to build a dream on
And my imagination
Will thrive upon that kiss
Sweetheart, I ask no more than this
A Kiss to build a dream on

Give me a kiss before you leave me
and my imagination
will feed my hungry heart
Leave me one thing before we part
A kiss to build a dream on

When I'm alone with my fancies
I'll be with you
Weaving romances
Making believe they're true

Oh, gimme your lips for just a moment
and my imagination
will make that moment live
Give me what you alone can give
A kiss to build a dream on

Gimme a kiss to build a dream on
And my imagination
Will thrive upon that kiss
Sweetheart, I ask no more than this
A Kiss to build a dream on

Give me a kiss before you leave me
and my imagination
will feed my hungry heart
Leave me one thing before we part
A kiss to build a dream on

When I'm alone with my fancies
I'll be with you
Weaving romances
Making believe they're true

Oh, gimme your lips for just a moment
and my imagination
will make that moment live
Give me what you alone can give
A kiss to build a dream on

Wondeful song

Tuesday, August 29, 2006

This computer is protected by De Joeri

This is too much :) Chech the link (all Dutch) & if you like it, you should get the Triggerhappy Screensaver :D

Aait!

Monday, August 28, 2006

I just discovered some things...

asp.net is not only multiple choice but with negative grades for wrong answers.. I dont think I knew this while filling in my last exam.. Good to know this time around!
.. I'm slightly scared I must admit :s

I cant bother Mini with this kind of shit right now, so this is The place to spew!

& this is it for the day.. a small dose of RnR & sleep
so that I can get up at a decent hour, check some more asp & get some junk printed
whish me luck

Saturday, August 26, 2006

Fortune "family guy" Quotes

Stewie Griffin: Damn it! I want pancakes! God! You people understand every language except English. Yo quiero pancakes. Donnez-moi pancakes. Click-click-bloody click pancakes!


GREAT :D

Olivia: You *are* the weakest link. Goodbye.
Stewie Griffin: Aha ha ha. Oh, gosh that's funny. That's really funny. Do you write your own material? Do you? Because that is so fresh. You are the weakest link goodbye. You know, I've never heard anyone make that joke before. Mmm. You're the first. I've never heard anyone reference, reference that outside the program before. Because that's what she says on the show right? Isn't it? You are the weakest link goodbye. And yet, you have taken that and used it out of context, to insult me in this everyday situation. God what a clever, smart girl you must be, to come up with a joke like that all by yourself. Mmm, that's so fresh too. Any titanic jokes you want to throw at me while we're hitting these at the height of their popularity? Hmm? Cause... I'm here. God you're SO funny.


I HAVE to get one of these quotes generated on my start page :D The Ideal every day laugh :D Even tough I'll have to figure out PHP to get there!

I might have discovered what poopes my web server..
I'm using the FasterFax plugin! And standard its set on "increases load on web servers" setting.
Meaning it connects an awfull lot of times to get his data quicker

Thus opening an awfull lot of servers on my box, thus increasing the load to insane heights..
I'll solve this!


sometime

Friday, August 25, 2006

System Information -- Kabouter.Gen

Apparently..
I need xinetd to keep Apache2 under the reigns!
The bitch keeps on spawning new ones, eating up TOO MUCH of my memory!
Bitch

Tuesday, August 22, 2006

HATEBREED : SUPREMACY

Oh Oh!! New Hatebreed CD :D
I know what I'm buying 29th of august!

a new cd and a gig in Hof ter loo? :) Cool! (do read my other blog post for the gig i'm talking about!!)

SUNDAY 26 NOVEMBER, 2006 - Hatebreed!

Who Whoow!!!!

SUNDAY 26 NOVEMBER, 2006
HOF TER LO - ANTWERPEN
DOORS: 18h00 - FIRST BAND: 19h00
START PRESALE: 06-09-2006

HATEBREED (us)
Connecticut-based masters of in-your-face punishing metal-core
+ more TBA


Hell Yeah!
Tink, Kaishi, Chop, Stitch, Dirkie.. Got plans? :D
hehehe!

Saturday, August 19, 2006

fuck me im tired

I am

but I did a lot of good work today
so yay

& I got myself an EA Poe book.. €11 for his complete works (except from when he was younger, so something like 3 missing stories & 10 poems missing) is really Not Much :) I couldnt leave that on the shelve. Also, it was more readable than the other, more complete & more expensive version!

Now I only have this humongous heap o work in front me me

pff... and make money on top of it all.. Thats one thing thats looking better than before.. my bank account. Then again, its still a paper hell.. But its improving & thats a lot :)

But first sleep!!


At least the Linux comp is back online - Gotta love The Wiki Idea!
but now mini's is giving shit.. & I dont know how it came to be. New user time!


Sleep Now!

Duizend Zonnen En garnalen

Hell Yeah!

Our Own Stitch in a Groundbreaking Duel!

Lus VS Stitch stareoff
Checkit!

Friday, August 18, 2006

Mental Note

(again)

Must ALWAYS update ALL /etc files after a system update.
Putting this off will only break the server.

& nobody likes dragging that thing to thet other side of the room to attatch a screen & other shit!

Thursday, August 17, 2006

shit day

Tuesday, August 15, 2006

And this is where the week ended for one of us


This really is a nice shot
the story behind it is screwed..
but I cant stop watching it & .. everytime I see it I long for those great White plains

Wiki.com

Goddamned
I should ve seen this one comming

Sunday, August 13, 2006

Kabouter

I got myself a running apache serv on the lil home network & installed some GREAT tools!

a Mediawiki
an Ampache
a MyPictures
a phpLDAPadmin (Lightweight Directory Access Protocol,)
and a phpsysinfo

Combined they re my new tool for easy management of .. whatever I need to be managed :)

The wiki for information of all sorts, the ampache for streaming audio from the serv to our computers here (yes, that IS legal since its all legit cds on there), a mypictures to watch al those .. pictures on it, an LDAP admin for when I get my ldap serv running so I can finally have a centeral place for email adresses and the sysinfo so I can track the general wellbeing of my lil linux serv!

All this on my Gentoo server (nothing but a powercord and a network cable attatched :))
Now the only thing I need is to get my Xvnc working again & I'll have my serv up & running again :) But thats for AFTER the exams

& now im off to bed, coz mini s waiting :(

Friday, August 11, 2006

Pictures

I just uploaded a batch of Snowboard pictures.. They really show Moments of Intense FUN. .. I get a lil queasy in the stomach by watching them.. Why did we ever leave that place? where happiness was floating around in lil clouds and all you had to do was get up and start enjoying!

I also discovered that I have WAAY to few 2K6 pictures of Vi! My plan was to upload some of her but.. ... So I shall now consider that my mission in life!

And now its off to bed. I studied until now & this was my RnR before sleep, but I cant wait any longer.. There s a heavenly creature waiting for me ;)

Sleep!

Wednesday, August 09, 2006

NewsForge | The Black Hat Wi-Fi exploit coverup

This is surely a noteable article!! The important thing here is the principle, the way companies react rather than the hack itself.. (of which I d like to know more before freaking out)

Monday, August 07, 2006

Dissapointed

I was quite dissapointed today to find out that Webdata doesnt support PHP 5 or user installations of evil stuff.

I was planning to get myself a wiki in which I would store much of my important data. I am dissapointed to discover that this wont be a possibility or .. as easy as I would have had it be.

A Pitty!
Tough I WILL soon have a wiki to save my important data to. I just cant do without one anymore! :(

OMG!

Blast from the past, now I'm totally back to 12 or 13 years old :D Amazing! I just put one of my first CDs on.. Mariah Carey's MTV Unplugged.. Emotions lalala EMOTIONS lalalalalala :D
hehe

Oh & I finished my book, Robin Hobb's first Soldiers Son book
And its a GREAT read, as I have come to expect from her..
The translation to Dutch has its errors & .. but on the other hand I had worse!


Oh what a pitty Zelazny died before he could finish his Amber series :(


And now sweet dreems of my girl :)

tonight, listening to the Secret Policemans Concert and handling a CD I borrowed from Jani, I really Miss my dad..
the pure feeling, no thoughts.. just the feeling..

we need the pain to fully appreciate the nice things in life

Disconnected

I have this weird sense of disconnectedness I sometimes get.. It all started back home in Lede & hasn't left me since. I don't know how I ended up with it although I do have a weird suspicion. Nothing more than a suspicion tough.. I doubt it has anything to do with it really.

I did have some interesting thoughts about life on the way back to Gent..

I once again realised that you have to take advantage of the position in life you re in. And be happy with what you ve got. Because Id hate to realise that I'm old and have only ever wanted things of the future without enjoying the things of Now

Furthermore I realised that I can get used to the horeca way of life so to speak. I also realised that Viona is the only thing that keeps me on this side of the equation, that keeps me out of decadence. I KNOW I d step right into it with disastrous consequences, I ve done it once before :)
I also finally realise what my dad probably meant when he warned me against horeca work. He told me it takes more than it gives, he warned me to stay out of it, he warned me he saw other men fall into it and never get out again. And I have to admit.. I now understand what he meant! It d be SO easy to give it all up and step into that life. I d have no more worries, a decent income and .. work. Id probably even have fun .. for a while.
Someone told me yesterday that I'm the right kind of person for this. I told her everyone could be that person, the only thing you need is a drive.. I don't know about my statement but she was probably right. And I have to guard myself against choosing the easy way out.. The easy path.
I now understand what my dad spoke of.. and I'm terrified :) but also confident, so no worries

My brother wants to drive my car.. If I let him do that he ll take it up as his (the kid doesn't know of sharing.. or respect for that matter) This ll hurt.. It ll feel as bad as it felt last time lost my car. Only to get this one in return.. Omg, the whole car thing is coming back to me :( The sadness, the feeling I had when I lost it and realised that I wouldn't have a proud car anymore, but just a car. Just some wheelz that d get me anywhere modest.
Even my fathers death has relevance here.. Apparently I was supposed to get his Mecredes A class some months after he died if all had gone according to plan..
if if if
I shouldn't think about that shit anymore!
But the memory of how broken I was when I got this car still lingers under the surface :s
And I 'll probably relive part of it when I realise that for the first time in 4 years I Really wont have a car anymore. I could take having one standing in a garage somewhere, not being able to drive it but still having one.. NOT having a car on the other hand.. will probably severely hurt me.

I'm really still dropping to an all time low, arnt I. And I wonder is it worth it.. But then I realise.. Is WHAT worth it. Living in gent? If I wouldn't live in gent the situation would be worse! This whole situation, feeling like a downward spiral bc I had to spend all my money to pay my death taxes, is nothing more that a result of my father dieing.
But this is probably the worse it ll get. The end of the tunnel is ahead and my upward curve will start in a few days probably! When I get my next paycheck :D Bc that's the one that ll be TOTALLY mine (to spend in the next months rent, but .. shh ;))

melancholy and the infinite sadness

I just put on Most Wanted Rock 2.. A GREAT CD, Really! Always soothes my mood :D Glycerine


Mountain boarding was fun!

And I today "gave" my blog address to the first person in the Hut.. more a friend that a colleague.. one of the few :) Although more that I d have expected! Any who.. Another crumb of privacy on the web, privacy in the vast amount of information that goes to pieces.. Its always weird when it happens, but I realised this 4 yrs ago when I started this weird pastime, so no surprises there :)

Ive come to appreciate some ppl in the hut. Some of them have become friends even. Its quite unlike me to group my acquaintances like that (friend, best friend, .....) but felt the change some time ago and was so surprised that I felt able to label it (able, label.. get it - omg I'm getting tired ;) viva spell checkers! & a second later I post this shit without checking it - rolleyes!)


Any who!
Enough bullshit, I ve got better things to do that chat idlely to no one bc this one is again waay to long for anyone to care enough about to read.

I miss my mini :(
But I just got The Sweetest msg from her :)

& a Happy BDay to Shelli :) 31.. and she doesn't look a day over 23 :) kiss kiss kiss!

Friday, August 04, 2006

I rediscovered the three haikus I wrote quite some time ago..

Meeting, Moment, Backwash


They came from a powerfull moment & rereading them, I can honestly say that I am happy with them! They still hold the power of that long forgotten moment!


Facing seats
Returned praising looks
Tension Builds


Covered neck
Dazzlingly unveiled
Erotic


Reluctance
Countless chances blown
Tardy regret



..

I feel like doing a lil commercial..

Get Firefox!

Get Thunderbird!

I love these programs, YOU should use them.. Get Firefox!

Thursday, August 03, 2006

Madam - Wallpaper, A deviation by *CrisVector

Nop, THIS is the one I was talking about!
Yaay :)


Beware!
Today: The doctor
Tomorrow: YOU!

I ve got this great wallpaper on my moms comp..

but I forgot where I got it & who made it..

But NOW I remember!! :)

Its by Cris Vector & I probably found it at his DeviantArt Account

The one I found earlier isnt online anymore tough.. np since I still have it tough :)

Tuesday, August 01, 2006

Fear and Dilbert in Las Vegas

This youtube shit is just one big time sucker.. Once you get on it..

Anywho, This is quite funny, watch it!



I am seldom amazed with technology.. but this youtube shit is Damn Evil!

HsT - Tales of the Swine Family

HILLARIOUS story, I read it earlier & this is it.. spoken word none the less!
Dont mind the weird pictures, it ll only disctract you from the full potential of the story :)

Wednesday, July 19, 2006

Battle for Wesnoth

The Battle for Wesnoth is a free, turn-based strategy game with a fantasy theme. Fight a desperate battle to reclaim the throne of Wesnoth, or take hand in any number of other adventures…

I just discovered this trough Mini's Suse installation & .. Gotta love it :)

Its just a Fuckin Great game!


also :s Suse doesnt seem to be made for real online upating. True you can add an online source, but its still a source with a certain version like 10.1 so in the end you wont get any new versions which is exactly what I would expect from web updateing! Guess I'm spoilt with Gentoo.. altough the later ofcourse does have its downsides

Sleep now coz I fear mini s just fallen asleep on the couch :(

Monday, July 17, 2006

a rant?

Yeah, I might have a really big rant in store about the whole tent deal. Before I knew how it went I was slightly amused, totally puzzled and curious.
Now I'm just dissapointed and such..
or maybe I do feel a lil stronger about the thing.

But thats for later on!

My brother in law's mariage..

We had a nice time :)
It felt like this great ride to which I had been given a ticket.. And it was fun. The alternative service was great..

For some reason tough I had to endure the embarassement of trodding around with a 11kg tent, but to the people who got it there, its pure logic, so no problem there either (to them at last) .. Sometimes I REALLY dont understand the people surrounding me. But since I'm the only one thinking like that, it ll once again be me. What where they thinking..

Anywho.. it was a great experience, I had lots of fun and now know once more some more people in The Family, so Yaay!

Sleep now

Wednesday, July 12, 2006

Good news / Bad news

+ The linux serv is up n running again, yaay
+ The data disk is up & running
+ Everything s going quite ok, tough I still have a lot of work. Glad I took some backups!!
- I havent gotten the Media disk up again :(

Monday, July 10, 2006

'Sopranos' Contracts Went Down to Wire

The season finale, the last 8 eps, are secure. Everyone ll be there!

Yaay!
Cant wait to see 'em

Friday, July 07, 2006

Belgium Doesn't Exist!

omfg, WHERE do I live?

Project E.U.N.U.C.H.

Fuck water coolers! THIS is Da Real Shit! :)

TotL.net

Truns out this whole site is quite funny :)

TotL.net Human Virus Scanner

We Re All Infected!
Find out what ales ya! (& it was a Great list in my case ;))

funny thingymawhut

Tuesday, July 04, 2006

To Prove Sam Wrong

That is, indeed, the reason for this writing spree. or even a binge, but that would probably be an overstatement. This is a certain case of Hyper Concetration. Concentration that nig that one has the opportunity but also urge to Forget all Around him. A true writing binge. 4 straight hours of type o matic art, flowing unlimited, .. you know what I mean.. No doubts there.

Just one of the freaks, in the freak kingdom

.. What should one do.. Take the following situation into consideration!
Four people, having a nice and cosy evening. Chatting away at topics idle or otherwise. All huddled around a plate of Innocent looking Brownies.. Nice picture hey! Well, think again!
DOPE FIENDS! Yes, you re reading this alright. DOPE FEINDS! (do notice the alternating typings of the former word. This being a clear case of the Weird word case.. Y all know what I mean, right) So, to recap, Dope Fiends!
Lil does the casual observer realise that underneath the cotton image we see here, lies the harsh reality of the addicted mind! Lil does Anyone realise that the innocent platter of cookies is in reality a form of Drugs!
Soon after the start of this nice meeting, those criminals dig into the "Goodies" as these sick minded folks pass it off. They "Dig In" into their "Goodies" and soon after (about an hour in reality) they start experiencing Intoxication. Yes, Intoxication. This drug, this Adiction is like a poison, eating away their common perceptions of the modern world. These People, because they are unlike what one would consider, still People and more that a common animal, a dog or a Cat!. They dream away at colors and establish new world orders In Their Minds! They experience utter stupidity and call it Genious. Because THAT is what drugs do, They Mess Up Young Peoples Minds!

And with that thought in mind I would like to mention "Plop" and wish y all a nice night.

Anything worth doing is worth doing right. - HsT

Have Fun

Friday, June 30, 2006

Linux HD :s

My linux HD is acting Very Weird!!
I needed something Urgently today so I had to boot it up & .. It Worked :s

No noise, no smoke, ...
Its broken, no doubt there
but .. It still works without any further problems or damage! Except the external burn marks, you d say its a normal HD!


Sleep now
tomorrow s working day :s

Tuesday, June 27, 2006

Supreme Commander

I was talking to vleer a while ago about Total Annihilation. And so it turns out.. They re making a new one. Same concept slightly different name, different story, advanced technology .. but in the end its the same cool game. Small robots, huge maps, fuck resources, super evil cool technology, .. I'm looking forward to it :)

I might have to upgrade my box to play it (might? will!) but it ll be WORTH IT :D

Monday, June 26, 2006

I am positively enraged

I had some bad luck just now and .. aarghl
yeah, I am enraged! AARGHL

And I now have the urge to boot my box with a live cd & guess what, I dont have it bc I borrowed it to someone
AAARSE

Holy Shit

My Linux HD just turned into an overbaked French Fry (which are actually Belgian fries, but it already too far to correct that mistake) My Linux HD just FRIED. An old 20g perfect to run my OS from. and it just produced a whole lot of smoke. I unplugged it and prevented aggrevated damage, but its toast. I managed to boot it again & am now saving some Important data (emails for example) but its become a hazard.

.. now, what the fuck should I do. I'm low down cashed out. I really DO NOT have ANY money to buy a new HD! And its not as if I can keep install on one of my data disks! That would just Not do! I'm glad I noticed it in time & I'm glad its not one of my data disks!

Aaarghl! Why This & Why Now!!!
Luckilly I backed up /etc & /boot so I'll have some info to look config stuff up when I reinstall the bitch

This really ends an era! Ive been with that box for a long time & this is the first time I have a major failure. Every other time Ive had crap with it it was because I was changing stuff & messed something up. This is a wholy different thing. This is Hardware Failure!
Ofcourse I'm already looking forward to reinstalling it, better this time. More of that good stuff, no more redundant crap, you know what I mean ;)

What A Bitch
And just now when I got that ACPI stuff working.. DAMN!
DAMN DAMN DAMN

Then again, I shall now attempt to make a customised Live CD! A live cd that shall require NO screen, that shall serve me trough Samba & SSH! YES!
*cries* Why the fuck now :( I mean.. I was just trough the lot of shit & now THIS! It really does never stop and I'm comming to accept that! And I'm happy that I realise this so that I can accept it as a thing of life & move on! Be happy! Accepting that things will go wrong and altough its a nuicance, its also life and unchangeable. And accept it. Yes, a Great lesson!

A live cd will also be a nice adventure.
.. :)
I'm growing curious to what my school results are. They re just a click away & I can take it now.
hehe


And at the end of it all, there s still Azalin and Strahd to disctract me & Mini to comfort me. She s of great support to me & I really need that


So, on to greener pastures!

Those who are skilled in combat do not become angered,
those who are skilled at winning do not become afraid.
Thus the wise win before the fight, while the ignorant fight to win

Zhuge Liang

Saturday, June 24, 2006

Graspop

Hello from Graspop with tnx 2 Proximus - yaay
(bout time, the bills I'm getting.. DAMN!)

I feel so dirty, even at a festival im at a computer :(

Thursday, June 22, 2006

Lord of the Necropolis (1997)

I dont remember this one :s Have I already read it? or is it in fact the last ravenloft book to remain out of my read greedy hands.

.. I'm not sure
I'll check when I finish this one :) I Strahd, The War Against Azalin.

Yeah :)

Thursday, June 15, 2006

Wired News: Fightclub

A thing like this was bound to happen!
really!

How .. sad

Sunday, June 11, 2006

Vandalism is a Product of Society

Think about it!

Thursday, June 08, 2006

My blood is too thick for HTML

..
So dont give me that asp.net shit
Its a chip off the same block
Bweuh
& I'll be doing it again in the summer
At least I'll be able to code some upfront then!

Damn these alergies of mine
they re getting the upper hand and I resent them for it
I feel like I could sleep sitting (or shitting .. Yeah, I KNOW you thought you read that first.. you perv!)

.. I feel like opening every window & yelling random parts of Fear and Loathing to random passer by's
Maybe I should have a drink.. I really should! This is nothing a stiff whiskey cant solve!


.. Or maybe I should just go to bed
Whiskey s tempting but you have to actively fight even the remote possibility of alcoholism. And since I said I wont drink during the exams, I'll just wait till tomorrow to get me some lickor.. But tomorrow evening, my best friend ll be Lagavoolin - yeah .. Or wait, this really sounds sad.
So in reality (coz you do all realise this is pure fiction, do you?) I'll just end up having 1 or 2 glasses tomorrow depending on my mood.. I might even have none. Who 'll tell. I will, Tomorrow!


So, Off to bed!
after I just check this examplary exam.. Which wil undoubtably resemble in No Way the exam I'll be facing tomorrow. 4 pages, all multiple choice, no coding? .. why not.


Sleep!

Wednesday, June 07, 2006

Fixed

Yeah, I got it fixed

I loathe to have moved my box, but .. well .. Its ok now :)
and it works! If I push once, it starts a shutdown in 5 .. 4 .. .....
and if I push a second time, the shutdown gets canceled :)

So Paartey!
Pitty i cant do much more with that acpi thingy
Still! Its Cool!

One thing more on the completed list

Sleep! Wo mini :(
Love ya hon :)

Auch

So, go figure
I get my linux to shutdown when I push the powerbutton
I shutdown my comp.. everything to wish
except I neglected the fact that the default action for that button was still there. I tought I neednt disable that, but I did

& hey, go figure.. shutdown creates a /etc/nologin file.. and I checked when that file gets deleted when I wrote it to cancel the shutdown if someone presses the powerbutton again.. so hey, whooptidoo! everybody happy

Think again! shutdown in 5 minutes. nologin file created. shutdown starting, whooptido, push the button again, nothing happens. Np, I had an open terminal so I just had to cancel it manually.. thus having shutdown delete the nologin file automatically..

.. well... if it werent for the whole default "init 0" action.
so it shut down, which was ok.. But it left the "nologin" file in place. Effectively blocking me from loging into my box over SSH. SO! I'll have to boot it with a screen to acces it again AND I'll probably have to download & burn a gentoo image to repair it since I gave my only livecd to Anne when she needed it

A A R G H L ! ! !

And did I mention that I dont have any download left in my broadband rate.

KOCKAARSEEEEAH!


AND ON TOP OF IT ALL I HAVE TO SLEEP ALONE! WITHOUT VIONA! SINCE SHE S IN THE FUCKING NETHERLANDS!

*Puke*

Sunday, June 04, 2006

Memorable Quotes from "The Sopranos" (1999)

Great! :)
Read trough this
& then read it again :D

Wheelman - More fun than you can stand

Omg, I want this!
I hope we ll be seeing more of this in the future :)

Saturday, June 03, 2006

DISTURBED // The Official Website

I went to get my last BDay gift today..
I had a gift certificate and this is my newest cd!



If only the industry realised that I bought this thanx to the MP3 Technology.. :s

Great cd! :)

Thursday, June 01, 2006

Detective Game - SLEUTH

Fun Game! (so far)
you re a detective, dukin it out.. 70s style
nice

Wednesday, May 31, 2006

And on top of it all..

I got..

a Graspop ticket
a Dreadlock Pussy ticket (last show :()
3 pyrex thingies
a HUGE speculoos (gingerbread) Sinterklaas mall (tnx hon!!)
3 smaller gingerbread malls
a pot of ristretto illy coffee (Jummy)

Yeah, I had a nice BDay :)

Single Malt Whisky

With Pictures!

Edradour!


Glenfiddich 12yo


Lagavulin (reminder, its pronounced "lagga-voolin")


A sight for thirsty eyes :)

Lagavulin Single Malt Scotch Whisky

This is the one I got from another friend, who loves whisky too..

Its an amazing whisky
I'll have to drink it some more and at ease before I'll be able to decide on how amazing it is. It has complicated taste!

Anywho, these are the 3 Single Malt Whiskys I have on the shelf right now & I'm a happy man :D

Now, as viona said.. Two more & we ll be at ease for a while :)
And I only feel slightly bad for the expensive gifts I got from my friends :D

Glenfiddich Single Malt Scotch Whisky

Then on monday, I got this one for my BDay :) The 12yo type

Surprisingly nice! Amazing really
A great gift!

Edradour Single Malt Scotch Whisky

Small item on the whisky a bought last month

Lovely whisky, I took a risk here, I bought it without ever having tasted it & on advise of the whisky bar lady..
And she was Right

Its lovely (and already half empty :()

Philips HQ 9190 CC

(some english site)
I got a new shaving thingy for my BDAY :)


Nice stuff!! (expensive too :))
Its loading/cleaning right now & I'm anxious to shave :D


I love the concept of not having to clean it myself :)
I just have to push it into the dock & it loads and cleans
pure greatness


Tnx to Viona :)
& to my family! (Mother, Brother, Grandma, Grandma & Grandpa)

:)

Tuesday, May 30, 2006

t i n y w a r z

I'm checking this out
& i'm very curious

tough I doubt i'll be playing it a long time
..
Ill stick to Urbandead :)

Saturday, May 27, 2006

BDAY

Its my BDay :)
24 itis!

And the winner is De Zaatn for msging me at 0:16 followed by Vi
The 3rd place is still vacant
Edit: Vleer took it at 1.30.. I wonder who ll be next

and I got this GREAT speculoos mall!
DAMN this is NICE
Im looking forward to baking some :D

Tuesday, May 23, 2006

omg im tired

But I had some nice times

Its good to finally have some time with Mini where we dont have hellish scheduals to keep..
It wont last long, as a matter of fact, today s probably the last day for the next month, but still.. Its Nice :)

Sleep now!

Friday, May 19, 2006

Recording Test

Well, shelli, here s a test :)

I just wanted to know if my hardware still worked, so its a quicky! I'll record you a full one later on. Nevermind the weirdness :D

Ghost in the Shell

Thanks to a friend, I was able to watch the whole first season & I am happy to say that this story, combined with the movie about covers the original story as it appeared in commic version!

When I saw the movie - long time ago - I was dissapointed about some aspects of it, because it left some storyparts unmentioned. Even after the second one, I was quite dissapointed. I am glad to say that this series set the record straight and I cant wait to get my hands on the Second Season!

The series is kinda heavy, as expected since it a Massamune Shirow, so I'll need a nights sleep to think about it. But I think I get it :)


Next on the list is another one of my fav series, Appleseed!
I wonder if the recent movie covers the great commics (Damn, I need to finish those, curse Dark Horse for being so Expensive :s) And to be honest.. I'm not that confident


Anywho.. :)
Gotta Love Stand Alone Complex :D

Time is ticking away

I have too lil a time & too much things on my hands..
really

Thursday, May 18, 2006

I am cutting down on my projects

Its a good thing.. I should start studying and already I'm cutting down on my projects. meaning I'm not starting any new ones :) And most of 'em are on hold atm! I could continue the RoD project.. I could continue or even start a number of other projects..

Also, I have tons of books now.. 6 to be precise, I already started the first one, but .. I'm not getting into it. At any rate, this is all good news when it comes to school

The only thing I hope is that my PC parts will arive soon! I REALLY need them to start studying on a certain course. I plan to study it by doing a small project for RoD.. I hope it goes well, fast! Because if it does.. Ill be able to learn it all trough practice (the only way to do it) and it ll mean I'll be able to finish that project.

I dont feel like going into details, but it ll help a lot once I get it finished!

What can I say

I'm still in a tumultuous time in my life
& blogging has been low lately
maybe I should do regular cellphone posts :s Maybe that d help :s Maybe..

works ok
schools ok
studying should start any time now
running hopefully tomorrow after work altough I kinda doubt it considering my hours

PC parts ordered.. Looking forward to it
bought lots of books today
Bought new shoes lately
bought new pants today
bought some other stuff
will order new T's soon

I was in desperate need of more clothing :)

And now, off to bed!

.. thinking about piercings & burns & tats again..


and mini ofcourse :D

Thursday, May 04, 2006

I got whete I need to be

So, Time for sleep!
NOW!!

& a happy BDay to The Dude :p The Realestate Agent..

Duisterhoop is as far as it needs to be
so YAY

Sleep! Really!